Chapter 34
The moment the word “amputation” was mentioned, the once noisy scene fell silent, and everyone was dumbfounded.oMhjvcJGYqeXUukzcPdKsgZGyxFeqS
lhgYxDIKvalCotxThe injured man, buried but not critically harmed in vital areas like the head or torso, was still conscious. Upon hearing Gao Ge’s words, he began struggling frantically, “No… no way…”PqeNiLWcgpDxqEAevDoxlBGjgeUUmS
BJkuVXZOXHRTVfBShi Xiaoqian pressed down on Xiaowang, “Please, don’t move.”ngKBiNQkaESMLUTCIIPpkMBnxHAgzd
HaYabQKldiqlqRw“No… no amputation…” Xiaowang cried out in terror, “I can’t live without my legs…”RVFKXZqeuLXWChEIxAKcfnnAgFhEDG
FBNuFjoqXGqxTcARen Yi crouched beside Xiaowang, looking at his face, smeared with blood and tears, his expression twisted in despair. Ren Yi held Xiaowang’s shoulder gently and said, “The surgeon from Hongwu Hospital is on the way. He will make the final decision.”PYXAFKGcSEHCszsoxwInLMDAbREdKe
npELUwxwAUdNfWiXiaowang clutched Ren Yi’s sleeve, his voice hoarse, “Please don’t take my legs. I’m… I’m only 20. I can’t lose my legs… Please, save me… please…”jgnQRnyghyUuGZNfzwhPQvJwpWkmGx
wpObFjgHDuHQsstRen Yi felt a throbbing in his temples and a stinging sensation in his nose. He spoke in a low voice, “You’re only 20. You still have a long life ahead of you. Without your legs, at least you’ll still be alive.”KnmLGIkruaTlgwHPwsmhymzkVxORwL
zCUkhrBpvfapRCAXiaowang broke down in tears, and everyone around was deeply moved.ETdBVipFsBQMbUJwyXSBIYnhCOIaZf
EqQZHWKsynfewksSoon, the doctor arrived with the nurse.nGPBoQqdODFpwJKVqLEDZsZKQPxIrr
BaKwGvKQpZVHmxEXiaowang clung to a last glimmer of hope, looking at the doctor with pleading eyes, “Doctor, please, don’t… don’t amputate my legs. I’m begging you.”EDPIHpfsVdULfcgzpTztmcZYnGhrCc
fHpSxgTydnKCPOrThe doctor examined his crushed legs and took a document from the nurse. In a calm tone, he said, “Young man, even if we got you to the hospital, there’s little chance of saving your legs.”gIRrjKVucXwvcLgEigJJsuMOdGFmCt
sVlDgGoKdKlCkKVTears of despair flowed down Xiaowang’s face, his eyes empty, and he muttered, “Why…”NOXkuCzWAcLYLbJQmpTwQuzwrHWLrn
nUIcHnUdKaGObEHThe doctor handed him a pen, “To put it simply, both of your legs are already necrotic, releasing a toxin. The reason the toxin hasn’t killed you yet is because the pressure on your legs has prevented blood flow. Once that pressure is relieved, the toxins will immediately enter your bloodstream, causing acute kidney failure and shock. If we don’t amputate, you might not even make it to the hospital. Sign it.”BspcLbWUzRfgKcpThTbovVCAXpCtSs
nVtyYVcgxGFNSnyTrembling through his sobs, Xiaowang signed the document.OYZDolnsQoCfQLWbCyPYwktCCqgykP
pyRcACZpShdTZSTThe doctor and nurse began preparing for the on-site amputation.UKhgEcziDZJfJElaOYGfePhrjoHqds
FzHyolYxcISxjyFRen Yi couldn’t bear to watch any longer. He had Gao Ge handle the aftermath, while he led his team back.RXZiuOhtVIIprtDSZbPRvAWrMaiLHJ
DOSvlogvZYTfQpyWhen they returned to the squad, it was dinnertime, but no one had much of an appetite. If they had returned from a peaceful mission with good news—perhaps a false alarm or a narrow escape—everyone would be in good spirits. But after an accident like this, where no matter how hard they fought, they couldn’t avoid death or severe injury, the sense of helplessness could linger for a long time.EpfEceRYtIKGmPnxffzKlHsbdXIssk
pioOHcXRzrSfzNcRen Yi was getting restless. He gave Qu Yangbo a quick heads-up and left, intending to pick up the kitten from the veterinary clinic.EDZZCAcVTKsdajXJuVxLYRbPAHUSeJ
xHPkDjgjnQbAwPRThe kitten had almost fully recovered, and the vet had said it could go home, though it would need to visit a nearby pet hospital every other day for dressing changes. Conveniently, there was a pet hospital right next to their squad.lGFRwbXfQAZdYPADyGJKigwzGFkadF
oVoBqPwEOqkIHnoAfter a week apart, the little black kitten seemed to have gained some weight, a stark contrast to its previous near-death frailty. Although it still had bandages wrapped around it, the kitten looked quite lively, batting a crumpled paper ball inside its cage.bAEbfVfdIjuGOJSiwtrbMNFCtlCVoo
rEKtVWWsMUeiMtQRen Yi was delighted, “Is it really okay now?”SXfLPQNzblHcWkckPejMgmfZZIDzFZ
wJenIMrGwazcEBR“It’s fine, though the burned areas might never grow fur again,” the vet replied.rirtvzANpLWiqEtknBSxawHFWqBEtF
xajgEJivtAhjcYR“Surviving is more than enough,” Ren Yi said as he reached into the cage, poking the kitten. The kitten clutched his finger and began nibbling at it with its tiny milk teeth.lrqtjooyjIqvITvjfmjWwoDZeyAAnR
WfqUCkVdqzpOyFlThe vet opened the cage, picked up the kitten, and handed it to Ren Yi. He gently stroked its soft fur, smiling contentedly.HSgGaEVJXqLMpxtJbbcXbOgjlxlzss
QSPoSivOqUGLcciOn the way back, Ren Yi called Gong Yingxian, “Hey, Dr. Gong, are you at the sub-bureau?”CMyfdlFSLuOcZKaoematkzKyaUcUIu
izEYcfmCPPSdDmb“I am. What’s up?”eQvulwrHnixoCGnYtnidJiMolVfVCB
wfAQMEFWVVfsbCY“Of course, you’re working overtime. I just happened to be nearby and have something I want to show you.”ugzrKHQhalZVYCjvpNIMKEcMdlJeDr
GPeHPpHYmTeoIMV“Alright, come on over.”BzQweVNkJBNTGENOvGcWoKHIIwZfOT
fyYPSFhmnhkbWfCWhen he arrived at the sub-bureau, the female officers in the lobby started teasing him as soon as they spotted him. “Captain Ren, why are you always stopping by our precinct every few days? Thinking about a career change?”vHrEyfWsXVUvzHFlxknfSqxyxUfaIu
tMoJmabNIYylwyjRen Yi chuckled, “You got me! With so many beauties here, unlike our squad, I’m definitely scouting the area.”BVOMCqcukpdBSVToPkxBmWRMThRRhe
VkMIamJlHYhfLUEHe found Gong Yingxian hunched over a desk, deep in research. It was nearly 9 PM, yet half of the workstations were still occupied, and everyone seemed busy.anesGoYTcsOnrVXDZzkSCoiidUlQFu
AQeQDUeLsTnPhsvRen Yi waved at Gong Yingxian with a smile.DoZWPhrjAyQaVURtZIsSOqFrVlMNsP
xVSTfPJXXNYyYAyGong Yingxian, holding a thick stack of documents in one hand, said, “Just in time. I’ll take you to the cybercrime unit. We’ve made some new discoveries.” He strode over, looking hurried.JulHvDSMjUVlvEujzhGKhDYGRuiCRf
DBYesIgXXFxyKyGRen Yi followed him, “Wait a sec, I’ve got something I want to show you.”GdEIWRTfsvoaSGpnMvXheVXWddQlRL
NDOnVqaIAuAEWVh“What is it?”GGFcxFbfkOsXBYTPNHMZJtdyAuYrIr
cZpXifVSwlRZTILRen Yi glanced around, opened the door to a nearby office, and pulled Gong Yingxian inside.kCMthKFQAhISvdRKWSldGofGmhAqzo
DLDOgjaoeRpykcxGong Yingxian frowned as he looked at Ren Yi’s hand, which was casually gripping his arm. He felt a bit uncomfortable, though not in the usual way he felt when others touched him—there was no rejection, no disgust. Instead… he realized he didn’t mind it so much, and this abnormality made him uneasy.MLtAAnuzXMOQOaELZLUXPxFIWIBmBW
TLdXimUhympOcPSMaybe, just as Ren Yi said, he really was slowly getting used to this person.ZffghcexDkKYEVwAuOhVMwZqtnhYdc
NkcOQpeqsMBiHYrRen Yi closed the office door, his expression showing a hint of excitement. With a mysterious air, he reached into the large pocket of his tactical uniform and pulled out something furry.KlIssXqNkgcaFTcNdtdAuUFrycUiuM
ZIhoSXCexTMdDqNBlack fur, golden eyes—an adorably soft and lively kitten.tOEgDPMTbWtSZhxAAcLMoaOlgHGKVY
VnqXHGwehpExtJGGong Yingxian raised an eyebrow, stepping back a bit.iwAsxoCYFbBmLAIQuAbxNXAYswgrSL
fwlQiogVioVfmpt“What? Are you afraid of cats?”myrXfECgowjeGSGYBXWznVmuYgfVas
QButXgqQIzowrCO“No.”UtiXlerYMSuHWfLEWWIsEQafIHnIur
IATFAoSPBZdGNKP“Then why are you backing away?”xowPJpSdaxklGYZYfFaayTdMMoeWnk
rDKvMwNBJHsDBTR“It’s dirty,” Gong Yingxian paused, “and cats have a higher body temperature than humans.”AIsjtlNpqbnJYxFkJIfTeucetwUjfN
payLyLJvnuyHPaoRen Yi shrugged. “It’s been fully disinfected, it’s pretty clean. And we rescued this little one from the fire together. Don’t you want to hold it?”LqpwwMQmQHnIfrWMtQMHSpaoemqYGm
efqeeCqqVxSWcZC“No, thanks.”kjYamJUrfARgBYbrfisZlSvPPSsyrX
hpfzjYBlVjvzrzR“Then just pet it?” Ren Yi gently poked the kitten’s soft belly with his finger. “It’s so soft, like it doesn’t have any bones.”OYcfsPwhHGwaFPlFmHijlZBPuiVqKB
vScBwcYrpqhmYuxThe kitten let out a soft “meow,” staring at Gong Yingxian without blinking.URguBlJXadkxjiaaIkzfutCkFINusP
cADSwqxOARfJDaCGong Yingxian hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.ziWPVFymJbHoEIWAKDzFoSNINbjnsF
EBSuOFRahXYAtEb“Just pet it! It won’t burn you,” Ren Yi said, holding the kitten closer to him. “Besides, you’re wearing gloves, what are you afraid of?”qljcbLBLXqPvlLKmgUQkquwwFumPTD
MVSgBRsHxOSEEbTWith a slight frown, Gong Yingxian extended his hand and tentatively stroked the kitten’s belly.XsZMngAlQAkVUtcodvcVWkHIFVdBLX
NVaxiwLvudxBMgnIt’s actually this soft…VqJcLZCnlzZKxfJyYljkoAsFHrUWnr
zSlEpgiHaucgkRXRen Yi grinned. “Soft, right? You know, you don’t like being around people, and you don’t even have a pet. Don’t you ever feel lonely?”QqKNaNlgzxgzNhbTBppmVEEGORsmmy
wOlhORnhgeCRJOr“I have a pet.”NazldNZwijGMoZUAAOMziGQqWJRBxz
jPVyjADHLQUTqKL“Really?” Ren Yi looked surprised. “You actually keep a pet? What kind? A dog?”OHrQNIMXyZpWRxvQPNxpdzUiWmkYMi
ZtgsbXQCjjSkdKM“Want to see?” Gong Yingxian locked eyes with Ren Yi.MewzMGimXYBHyWwfhhfqPhSMwFVqvp
OlBwPzKEJVnLREaRen Yi’s eyes lit up. “Sure! Where can I see it?”hFqnutGBBBWySHDZKezfGVDmuoAajG
tSDkRPvCpslWJuh“You showed me your pet, so I’ll show you mine.” Gong Yingxian spoke casually. “You could come by this weekend. Uncle Sheng’s been wanting to cook for you.”AQgTVOTpdgoOteyyAmbCWfhHauBAod
YnNJPYkZBcVeOVbRen Yi’s heart leaped with joy. “You—are you inviting me over for dinner?”fMUyGhFqTOlLapfWzUdEehQYnvFExc
NjsNPBOBsQEMiTF“Yeah, Uncle Sheng’s been mentioning it several times.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze shifted slightly. “And besides… friends should eat together, as you’ve said yourself.”OmlRNpSRKCaFzsGsdOmLOSeKQfZlbp
sFFGlSrJhWokIoZ“Great, then this Saturday!” Ren Yi quickly agreed.JQRkztHMewDVcnVJDNUuMjUYHfjibU
LbCugETPzUKrIfbGong Yingxian glanced at the kitten. “Are you planning to keep it?”bNWCapOrxooNPMRKguAcfSNeegwwkJ
idQYWpAvzdzNeiY“Yeah, I could either keep it at the squad or at my place.” Ren Yi had rescued small animals before, but he had never thought about raising one. However, this kitten, saved from the fire with Gong Yingxian, felt special to him. He wanted to keep it close.ZixpKVVJtIMBwZGnNsmJorvOQYTraZ
AtXvwOHxaODuzyj“Have you named it yet?”bkCRFDYaQkdMIHUcaMgQfArQYoCqpz
qTCjXeQATmKubhtRen Yi glanced at the kitten and grinned, “How about this?”veuyOTmgWfZRayiIBqOtwdVMRbsInV
iXWEIAzkVlTrBlA“What?”swMuEBlpCdBihtcwfczGhKtqYypFok
yYzoNfUqATClDGKRen Yi walked over to the conference room’s whiteboard, grabbed a marker, and wrote down two characters: “涷涷.”fzVaQtBIzPXFZeLbqkGLVadwfFrlon
WsAlkNrEEGOTnhVGong Yingxian chuckled, “Where’d you find such obscure characters?”ijqowzKSsHAjvAtMujvsTGxNSVClyk
edVDyIDqieMoMie“This is my gaming name. See, I’ve got four fires in my name, and this one has four waters—perfect for tempering my fire.”vErjwxwiqqgqmijIZhdcGHKmIgcfeJ
YQxTpnLtlPFuhfMGong Yingxian walked over as well, took the marker, and wrote down “淼淼” instead, saying, “Completely dousing the fire isn’t always a good thing.”MovALfHdgXBzVuaYIPowTdVfwHvLSo
EsgLrFoxSiGkzhDRen Yi laughed, looking at Gong Yingxian. “You said you hated my name. Honestly, I don’t want all that fire either. If it weren’t such a hassle, I would’ve changed it already. I mean, I’m a firefighter with four ‘fire’ characters in my name—talk about bad luck.”SrEMawVnrBxrYEYThAKqHwHHUFUDDD
IOrYiIvlzsmZfpT“I told you, your fire is the ‘attacking’ kind of fire.” Gong Yingxian gazed into Ren Yi’s eyes. “And besides, it’s that fire that keeps us alive.”osXsEcCpYBDHCxOUqZroISOpqWypAc
XvprtjkaijZksIm“What do you mean?”TLEGEBUunHIHSOTJSUClSDabshDXlK
niEevitUYrkkLOS“Fire is spirit, emotion, and soul. In the five elements, the heart corresponds to fire. From phrases like ‘the flame of life,’ ‘burning out,’ or ‘rising from the ashes,’ you can see how fire symbolizes life.”oWMgDPaWZFMlSvEPmhIyYUFmIPIVZf
ObhpxrXfkaaDJXDRen Yi paused. “Captain Qiu once said that you’ve studied fire.”eeavCYRbNTFmLiMSTjKJDFANAMcQCN
TUhaRDaDEHuerYF“I wouldn’t call it study, but I’ve looked into fire culture. It helped me overcome my fear of fire to some extent.”McEMhbNQJdXmbuIxHAdQjLSqkMLvjY
AXvEJzbSLltkoUl“And what did you learn?”uQlKdNBeOEpzMAOJspcmOmlzLKorgn
puEdNPmRCBoCbeaGong Yingxian was silent for a moment before responding, “You’ve heard the phrase, ‘Heaven and Earth are not benevolent, treating all things as straw dogs,’ right?”pxeggYthTTFPKOjUrYpbKjvworJldL
IoSzHtkFndLnPdwRen Yi smiled bitterly. “In my line of work, I couldn’t understand that more deeply.”euqwhAnaVGsyGGlXTvGOJjeCUOehWk
PzzrAgoILMKjHsCGong Yingxian shook his head. “People often interpret it to mean that Heaven and Earth are ruthless and trample on all things, but that’s not quite right. The ‘not benevolent’ part means that Heaven and Earth act without will, without favor. The will of Heaven and Earth is that there is no will. They simply follow the natural order—sunrise, sunset, sunlight, rain, cold, and heat—never changing. Heaven and Earth don’t bend to the will of living beings, and the fate of all things isn’t something to blame on them.”PmJiNavMeFmXnjrJyjvbbkgTAFUMIO
fUUTCSWGRsvIAQzRen Yi was a little confused.AjSedYpcWOQQSjxaAAhWqyqRqXobpR
ZBkHmARvCyFeyTaGong Yingxian sighed lightly, “Fire is the essence of Heaven and Earth. It, too, has no will, no good or evil. What’s truly terrifying is not fire itself, but the way it’s used—especially how humans use it.”gYIYQBhZiQHrmAAoveqTKoKQiFYyjv
dPeOXcaEcbhBhBfRen Yi spoke solemnly, “You can understand all of that, yet you’re still afraid of fire.”BoFUScJhIpKqWOjYAuJKClifMaIGTX
StHkBoyWXCbfUzT“I’m working on overcoming it.”ztTHNpbFIvIpqamiUettLWeCXeOalZ
clSJyxzUSbwpQaG“You know, everyone’s afraid of something. You don’t have to push yourself to be completely fearless. No one can be completely without fear.” Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian quietly and said softly, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.”yChLmSXUiYreydoQJtLkvrKnaDloRQ
KJypgrtKQrjrCkEGong Yingxian froze.BGxLSkjNiKXKyFXMagkXoDUPKJgRIz
eKqYawyctLgFYmlAll his life, his fear of fire had caused him both pain and shame. It was a fear he’d always wanted to conquer but had never been able to fully overcome.CJDmKmBnVtporKxwjNGTzqdHcdiyDw
axhTiNYjlEVDjyOYet Ren Yi told him, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.” That sentence felt like a warm, comforting hand smoothing out the creases in his mind. Even if just a little, it allowed him to breathe easier, even if only for a moment, in the face of his fear of fire.BQpUDfaTkTNcJWJnRnPOSloWGfgQMZ
rmtniAzhcDnsnqSRen Yi tapped the whiteboard and grinned. “Alright, we’ll go with ‘淼淼.’ I’ll leave one fire, just like you said.”RrTaGwuaIqKBcmloyXWMjOXikLEnGU
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