Chapter 61
Ren Yi had no choice but to brace himself and follow Gong Yingxian downstairs.IueqeoBSawwyLBnARHXZXvbIozjiRy
tqTMzfITexhGMkeIn the northern winter night, the temperature was already approaching freezing. Qi Xiao, wearing only a leather jacket and jeans, looked thin and fragile. His eyes were red, he reeked of alcohol, and his hair was disheveled, drooping lifelessly.PTcKdiIwUVDXHnLheFDrBgXTuAvaHx
UJhpuRDyOQXCZHQWhen Liu Hui saw Ren Yi, he said, “Captain Ren, he says he’s looking for you.”lVtfATMwrEpSSPVxyyrpOqWCrYTzGA
ZCTXEVucEkotzdL“Yes, he’s my friend. You can head back to the dorm.”QRqIcSgXbwgUJlOiyJugAaOSeFGbuK
ARzyAtwdBwJPIeyQi Xiao raised his hand, waved weakly at Ren Yi, and gave a pitiful smile that looked worse than crying. “Hey.”rghULFPiybQtGrmnCKfwtDKZewQpVN
sHSnucQCMtVJfNGRen Yi walked over to him, frowning. “What’s wrong? What happened?” Seeing Qi Xiao in this state, he was genuinely worried.wpkKTMyIgdkixlGyNdbmZiVtydbAXO
FqGWdMKqFkbRdAoGong Yingxian stood there with his hands in his pockets, staring at Qi Xiao expressionlessly.RwTqMIAnKJAwGQtwyRNInGQWXMuPOH
DIawmIfagUdSEfP“I ran away from the set…” Qi Xiao forced out a couple of chuckles, his voice choking. “Being a minor actor is fucking miserable.”dAjrfhdvOSslqCqDLPpBiWLDDUQXwy
IQzWqMTaKQSIIhVRen Yi sighed softly. “Come inside. It’s too cold out here.”XxUZrcmIwtNdtPBmrWceOqZGFqSVzx
sZrVIKFhZfCLHonQi Xiao took two steps forward, then suddenly stumbled and lurched forward. Ren Yi, quick on his feet, caught him.urUhObltCCAASKJmTkSAhRCWEaGFwG
IsKvhoQVPVPCzeuGong Yingxian pressed his lips together slightly. Though his expression didn’t change, the veins on his forehead bulged slightly.FWOQrkdQYVxZbXiTKiQLEEkOfmpIIq
EEbJpESYfIjBopyQi Xiao simply hung onto Ren Yi, whining softly, “Bro, will you carry me?”aBzlpQQQLryUUhHxsUWSDpPoOUBZwF
kaQodRMuBKPRIbzRen Yi glanced at Gong Yingxian out of the corner of his eye. Even though Gong Yingxian hadn’t said a word, Ren Yi could feel the displeasure radiating from him. He whispered, “Qi Xiao, this is my workplace. If anyone sees us, it won’t look good. Let me help you walk.”epDvMBpYSycfyJVVYCIauWTboGzQsV
fylSFubYHzZjkkcQi Xiao nodded. He seemed to have just noticed Gong Yingxian and let out a surprised “Ah.” “You’re that, that doctor.”fQgvAInptURIwhlScDqHFTCYXvhnem
nIXLpvWtxyMSLTRGong Yingxian remained silent, his gaze ice-cold.ywucbJExWzHeAuTvXBgkAjIBdRNVTW
mHHMiKCgcdrUcymQi Xiao, too drunk to notice Gong Yingxian’s attitude, mumbled, “Aren’t you… a cop?”amDGJWHWGUUNAyQYAgPmItnCdUYsWP
EgxkaOsYxXCDcxlAs Ren Yi helped Qi Xiao walk inside, he explained, “I’m assisting him with a case.”uyXtjRvqaEluSTroTVlcHxHgNjuNxY
BNRmhDSBXQtNBgyGong Yingxian followed behind, his face still cold.YzQpdbYcTAnWBVkkMXAFfEsTjOeSWy
BOWvEgFqjBRPWAmQi Xiao kept rambling, “You’d definitely make it big as an actor, just… don’t sign with my shitty company.”BGVowhTQIQXEcLIOUXpxdDFMTrvJrG
qBbdtMEeWFOhmVq“Alright, enough talking for now. Let’s get you inside to rest.” Ren Yi didn’t take Qi Xiao to his own dorm but instead brought him to a temporary guest room for visiting family.HgsPTjErIsKCajkCpOvFFSNzjANCRH
NUxFsgVHQHnaROYRen Yi laid Qi Xiao on the bed. “I’ll get you some water.”dXRlUHBgFaDxyJQUTWYhPYLHopszPR
xphMUGTckJWuTje“No need.” Qi Xiao grabbed Ren Yi’s hand. “I don’t want water. I want more alcohol.”UyCRrvkEkumLIPXJXmqYWdvVTBDGhM
ciUdquGVgCqbLzF“You can’t drink anymore, especially not in my unit.”DLqVnUwyPGOkaIBQrkTFNbiVIqnqap
CljQMxlqfGdRKEdGong Yingxian’s eyes locked onto Qi Xiao’s hand clutching Ren Yi’s, and a surge of anger flared up within him. This filthy, drunken mess—how dare he touch something Gong Yingxian intended to claim! He spoke in a low voice, “Ren Yi.”GnoYEEovFWXMfIermyMgqxDDkCvdSQ
BEKgssgPVurDIRF“Hm?” Ren Yi turned to look at him.UQsXpmEbTbabJplmzpIPvcwngLXGPM
HubiJBGldXpwpLYFor a moment, Gong Yingxian didn’t know what to say; he just wanted the two of them to be as far apart as possible. After holding it in for a while, he finally shouted, “Aren’t you going to get the water?!”GYQhszYhYsyfaftrPwJDTvLoAAGAlt
EGKMwbctWjyJVHE“Oh.” Ren Yi quickly stood up and poured a glass of water for Qi Xiao. “Here, drink some water to sober up.”tlLkaLvEBLtgqiKdlQrtVySZKeoViO
HgVVsJHQdhBgrqdBut Qi Xiao didn’t take the water. Instead, his lips quivered, and tears began to roll down his face.oyxASUJvhDlGcywLOcMjNjaNBDVruM
lEDInWiVFOjScdq“Don’t cry.” Ren Yi hurriedly tried to comfort him. “Whatever’s bothering you, just tell me. Are you having a hard time at the set?” He took out a tissue to wipe Qi Xiao’s tears.tYVgKwTYVvjoNldtQmlwadldNwSTTe
rqiQXSfoAGWwKtpGong Yingxian suddenly kicked a nearby chair.gpbJxaoHjIOLfSrqDquKNDKelotwnP
ctdUIVhlQnYiKDJThe loud screech of the metal legs scraping against the floor startled Ren Yi, who turned around to look at Gong Yingxian. Gong Yingxian, sulking, averted his gaze, fists clenched tightly.PXpqaCRFZfxEsRteOHKIvycKZmYGGA
TlQSRYHbjGkFWpyQi Xiao started to ramble about how his scenes had been cut, how he was being suppressed, and how his company didn’t care about him or offer him any good opportunities. The more he talked, the more wronged and upset he felt.qxlQxpRYwejzBawyVctOcUkhabKZZT
CARLAhgZZpvnOiTRen Yi comforted him softly. When they first met, Qi Xiao hadn’t even turned 20 yet. Over the years, Ren Yi had watched him struggle in the entertainment industry, going through a lot of hardship. Unfortunately, effort didn’t always bring the rewards one hoped for.HPofamtxAsoILPbpYOAStuPSvGmcYX
FEsfThYNhpJUjGaAfter crying for a while, Qi Xiao was clearly getting tired. His voice grew softer, and his eyelids began to droop. Ren Yi patted his head gently and whispered, “Get some sleep.”mcsboFOvJuiNMMcnLKxlVVFyHnXPCl
FLhZuvhgVPdsywIQi Xiao murmured, “Stay with me.” His gaze toward Ren Yi was filled with dependence.jGQWkPQawSrynEjNsxExjBOFNrYshS
negHlIFctYmpyDuRen Yi’s heart raced with anxiety, not sure if Gong Yingxian had heard him. He bent down and whispered, “Don’t make a fuss. This is my squadron.”RLmYtXzigpwyEoPLZBJQSohQvzkFOO
xXqpfuXPSKKKyDvThough Qi Xiao had been drinking, he wasn’t completely out of it. He still had some sense of propriety, so he nodded in disappointment.MNRQmAzCLjUmcKkgprweSyawHXKihA
BUWRUVcjhywaRBtWatching Ren Yi lean close to whisper to Qi Xiao, Gong Yingxian was practically seething with jealousy. His eyes blazed with anger.kgKJihKEpaFgCjkSKHdiUxFzCBEACk
CECXhSExwIQGthpRen Yi tucked the blanket over Qi Xiao. “Get some rest. Once you wake up, all the bad stuff will be in the past. Tomorrow, everything will be better.”kDKCYktRDkklOpsKAbktUUHuCCWFOo
NvLNRNuCoCPefUVQi Xiao forced a faint smile.PZJtwXnzAxiKHvPdHyFKgmyrSyoitO
WlTaMzaovlOluaIRen Yi got up and quietly left the room.aRlHyBdfZLGmdiDxBrihgLTvfkQRpy
dgmjJWhomLwsDNQAs soon as the door closed, Gong Yingxian snapped, “Put your hand out.” His tone was sharp and full of irritation.ziRmjgitBFBmrCCVEgGagnOJyxatrn
vTsCKUqHLlRJEoW“Huh?” Ren Yi looked at him, confused.ewMCYxaNEQpoprdgHKIpcGihxcHuAC
iqroOaRsmuukMPv“Put it out,” Gong Yingxian demanded, glaring at Ren Yi with a thin veil of anger on his face.GXzckFWXySZBBiOPeZqzuhwrDFkehi
pCrnHTFhPBEpixRStill confused, Ren Yi extended his hand.iGrpBlrnluXsIkPnNXlWbpPRpTCgvQ
TyLfDydgYbNnPdsGong Yingxian pulled a bottle of disinfectant from his pocket, angrily pressing down on the nozzle. He doused Ren Yi’s hands with alcohol and then proceeded to spray his entire body.VqhTUwvgimamGJOFafRqiOkioyOIHf
KHjDUqSHBtOMioXRen Yi closed his eyes, silently cursing Gong Yingxian in his mind as the sharp smell of alcohol filled the air.JJtAOMCcaRolCcVYMmBTVCptkagnRB
jrSNqJsVOvpLUNMAfter thoroughly disinfecting him, Gong Yingxian still hadn’t cooled down. “Is that guy inside brainless? His career’s a mess, and he thinks running to you will help?”jXmbCbFIRkvNJRRSHBZgEgmWrTVaXT
uTPNFYJuSFMJFdYRen Yi sighed helplessly, “He just wanted someone to talk to, to vent a bit.”JVzkuvOoqqyxmKcbRgiZbPPUIBmjbd
vzAvYyLUtoscUus“Why does it have to be you?”KkzLoCEoLThXcmjqSHXFxHuJzupocW
AjuLEwLpLzlrTVY“We’re friends.”nSLvRIsjAnrQBJkSSYQXGBoNoWNtQN
VsCZSrzsmpHGhdTGong Yingxian’s face turned from pale to flushed with anger. “He’s filthy and stinks, why would you want to be friends with someone like that?”iuuMOqGtKKSidzdblmzgEBWFHgCAEM
exxLmmCCCjwspBoRen Yi frowned. The image of Qi Xiao’s swollen, flushed face came to mind. Qi Xiao was usually cheerful and far from fragile, never one to shed tears easily. For him to break down in front of Ren Yi—this was a first. No man would willingly show such a defeated side unless they were truly in pain. Gong Yingxian’s words made Ren Yi uncomfortable. He held back his frustration and explained patiently, “He’s not like that normally. You’ve met him before. Everyone has rough patches.”fFmGZsqjGYumTmmQMiSeIyCJEwwVhw
BkdPiTQDUJdSERGGong Yingxian hadn’t expected Ren Yi to defend Qi Xiao and was livid. “Then go be with him!” he spat, turning to leave.gAOYPIhdaYWEXNaoGbQVaEHpyxaUco
HdtmYbHEQnlTlab“Hey!” Ren Yi quickly chased after him, grabbing Gong Yingxian’s arm. “Why are you—”PbZMVSWsvEymxNhfcGseDlduDJpyIp
ajqqjEYOAikyzxRGong Yingxian yanked his arm away. “Don’t touch me.”PohtyKnpiNwrCizeofuGDNrWIFUZsY
luqFqlPhYCgUNMPRen Yi froze. At first, Gong Yingxian had treated him with this same coldness, which he found both annoying and amusing. But now, being rejected like this again stung deeply. He forced a smile, teasing, “Hey, you’re not jealous, are you?”cVZxaLcbgDlIWNIjUcYSCZXmUJWOpH
YYVVuAdrrfmtEtDThis only made Gong Yingxian even more embarrassed and furious. “I just feel disgusted.”NQpXHNJDZiZLYkUuHYkIYbItsKVFwl
rkYHxxedzEgRtVYThe words stabbed at Ren Yi’s heart. He was both angry and hurt. He liked Gong Yingxian, but there were times he couldn’t stand Gong Yingxian’s selfishness and stubbornness. He couldn’t stop his mind from wandering, wondering what Gong Yingxian would think if he knew the truth about his relationship with Qi Xiao. If he knew what was really in Ren Yi’s heart, would his face twist in even more disgust and contempt?ngYzjEOUIZOViFnsJXLnhmmNnOixMd
TTaSAMUTaSGaaivThe thought made Ren Yi’s chest tighten, and he took a deep breath, his voice low. “You should go home and get some rest.”GhrtduNcnEFEGrGjaERnZhazArWqof
NtXSaCTlGLlAytKGong Yingxian clenched his fists and walked away.GirjnqavnWDDSOmPdWJoYnNwkHhYDF
hzxLqOLPLzHcxTkBack in the car, he sat in silence for a while. Suddenly, a flash of rage crossed his face, and he slammed the steering wheel hard. The car horn blared, piercing the stillness.zIDVzEMfUSHNuixnPccbgfWxHoIrBR
UXqmTbmLClNixGoWhy? Why did Ren Yi have to have friends other than him? If Ren Yi were his and his alone, no one else could touch him, occupy his time. But the reality was that he didn’t even have a good reason to demand Ren Yi stay away from that person.eAJoHEHHkudnXZkYfuhUTfFKFBzjzu
fQOBgoOrmXVvnmhHe wanted Ren Yi to belong to him. Only him. Only him!IcaTZUzBOKGUDnsPpdBUXDRmQFsFie
BnasIdNdNCPOTRYAfter Gong Yingxian left, Ren Yi returned to his dorm. He looked at the leftover meal boxes on the table, untouched and messy, and let out a sigh of frustration.PpIBBmixxCPPSGQcgqFAcPvrqbdqMJ
ZpRBWcSvPlUNzyDIt had been a good night, or at least it could have been. Even just sitting in his dorm eating cold takeout together would have felt like a perfect date to him.CegAvzLzQHKAQRxIzbRKLFkKYzlfOq
smpsYzQgjOVMVRNBut now it was all ruined.NJJfepZwuSPxqMhrwwDWvjADVRbnCn
mSKQefLFlICVvAPHe didn’t blame Qi Xiao, though. When Qi Xiao came over, he really did reek of alcohol, and Ren Yi had to take care of him. That was probably why Gong Yingxian was so mad.svaEfTHmJmLTpDXPsIDWbILFsqMYgv
QWefrtEzodaRHCzHe didn’t want to fight with Gong Yingxian at all. He treasured these peaceful, everyday moments they spent together. But now Gong Yingxian was so upset, who knew how long it would be before he talked to him again.ZQOyhReWYbNWZdWxrKLnIEaJpgkevR
jxmZZZYLgioBuCuRen Yi threw himself onto the bed, closing his eyes in exhaustion, but his mind was restless, and he couldn’t sleep.VNXHaJjOvzEUwMZoUjIYhCaesFLQpP
LcdIwFAwScSIfMmIf only Gong Yingxian liked him the way he liked Gong Yingxian, then he might understand how Ren Yi was feeling right now.AGEdPYJTQBeXdQEsXZLWYrczZmTmaq
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wkefWlujcoamdwKThe next day, when Ren Yi woke up, Qi Xiao was already gone. Ren Yi had woken up at six, so Qi Xiao must have left in the middle of the night. Sure enough, there was a WeChat message from around 4 a.m.: “Bro, I rushed back to the set. Sorry for troubling you.”CFyqcOBwQZWqIhSTtsCSUynjKLCRKP
wqZyoeDlutdBKyMRen Yi felt a little uneasy. He didn’t know how to comfort Qi Xiao, so he replied, “Everything will pass. Have faith in your future.”tkXlXycWsenmfiwJpzZHSYbZDXxQWE
zeXHhxheJxaAdJMA moment later, Qi Xiao responded with a laughing emoji.JzjFsPWmMIetGxzlETTxWhXkxJbXmd
SgfsWQFUIsvXDfDRen Yi closed the chat and stared at Gong Yingxian’s name, which he had pinned to the top of his messages. He sighed to himself.jCYeuRONyrHzVxtfhQZZsRpUljcXyR
PXDwIBpwtBQeHpLLater that morning, after training, Gao Ge brought his wife and kids to the squad. He had been discharged from the hospital today, but he took a few extra days off to spend time with his family.qUKgUQDZfMszVGCpvCGtdyZUHDAAxA
wfxEPaDaVobTfgARen Yi chuckled, “Why are you heading straight to the squad right after getting discharged?”mmPETfkHFqIShsrkFJZjeeSCYYEEyG
DamxtVdCUrNyAin“The kid insisted on seeing the fire trucks,” Gao Ge said, patting his daughter’s head. “So, this is our first stop on the tour.”TfLtgQfDDoWEbDydLgtrKaZYLFTmBl
PITcSafLKtLVywlCui Yisheng joked, “Vice Captain, I think you’re just here to mooch lunch—you’ve timed it perfectly.”COvxPYuiaDHSMjKRChqmKZotEGxzgj
eMqKmrmDDiHBSqS“You figured it out, huh?” Gao Ge laughed, cursing jokingly.avnwLfaiTRhbUweMeJPsgUicDFPpvn
KsvqESixSyfeeaoQu Yangbo took Gao Ge’s daughter from his arms. “Qingqing, how about Uncle takes you to see the big fire truck?”ltifErSdCmsfixzAqLPOALtuFWTrdS
btIBwqxFtZdfeShThe little girl asked seriously, “Can I drive the big fire truck?”imJdzjZYjulMlGrreCaCBRDIFwoQHd
rleehiGlJVYFTFnQu Yangbo smiled, “When you grow up, you’ll be able to.”PItRpEpOKoqaetfkyNklBZbIKZXUmF
khKuxZfuhFYEEFNHe then took Gao Ge’s wife and child to the garage for a tour.TMShDlKFEqksqeuPnGTJbIYkhBKtir
NvGZaLuGhziyfNCRen Yi patted Gao Ge on the shoulder. “How’s the recovery going?”UKbrqjfLXKKtoHLhujCEGEPCnyfCHL
bpjvFFBurTNurUF“I’m fine. Just a few days and I’m already out. Still gotta go back to the hospital to change the bandages though,” Gao Ge replied. “I heard you got burned too?”wrUSEXHFnJESJLmyDSllEOYGywgueu
OxoauHUBxcYwbmG“Just a bit on my neck,” Ren Yi said. “You should relax. Take my car, and drive your wife and daughter around to see the sights.”ylJttMSbIrWXJzGZwmhjwIoZfbuLoV
GumNQzXFymfnLNQ“No need, I’ll rent a car.”dDHxzPIZjVkKjvcmBHlvAhddiGUcHs
lSwHVjzWoMPwAMv“Stop it, after lunch I’ll get you the keys.”dwnTThrEnsrurugxnxauhaWmgxiMRK
HLIzkDoVLyrawpJAt that moment, Qu Yangbo came back from the garage and waved Ren Yi over.ctEKLgHcWwgxfbNEfyJAQGDMyYoKFH
PnQTEGUPMmIMtckRen Yi walked up. “What’s up?”ricLfzlpNVpoUrShvEmhFcSvDxMaQc
ikYvQbTPAaUDySv“This afternoon, head over to the squad and make a copy of all the files you wanted. While you’re at it, grab some extra ones—spread across different eras and types of incidents. Say it’s for case study teaching. I’ve arranged everything, just try not to let too many people notice.”xDvmznAdcaVGvlOKckgmPTZmpJZfFH
qWnOEFtvWWPmCFcRen Yi threw his arm around Qu Yangbo’s neck. “Bo, you’re the best! Thanks, man.”FPPJFSDpkzbqTkSJqdeVjhrtUtkXeG
tOEVUFEPwKgBdjbQu Yangbo sighed. “I must’ve owed you in a past life. Now I’m stuck paying it off by serving you in this one.”pbNlpEpsKXzxwoxdeaiEUuWKsuBnMp
GLMdLeYPdoBdrjs“No doubt, you were definitely a heartless bastard who abandoned me in your last life.”BWfYevmdAGUaCYtWfgoGjyRbnLVcdN
SdmUtfKSczqlYTO“Get lost.”iIJccudFIDzUMKUuJVFQEBibdNYkkA
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I’m currently really enjoying this story. I wanted to say thank you for how quickly you’re getting the chapters out. But even more – while reading I marvel at how you are able to do such an amazing job of translating this very detailed, technical book so that a layman like me can understand. I am pretty proficient in second language (English is my first) and to think of how I would go about trying to do what you do…my mind boggles. Well done and much appreciation!
I really enjoy the slow burn. I have some saved from my wattpad thanks to some kind people, so this one will probably go a few chapters a day now.