Chapter 109
On the road, Gong Yingxian couldn’t resist asking, “What did the doctor just say to you?”FRGHHnRaeFpHfUpexBPEIWlLRGjISr
zkmYFaNmfEpfZEHRen Yi teased, “He said you were adorable as a kid.”ibYXKGYpKidUzLwrumFPontsieSPPs
azTvzCgXnqklXuFGong Yingxian feigned anger, “Be serious.”TDEDkUvtiLUtEfYqURcZsPnaEhuqBy
kmvGPBmBspZydVW“What’s the matter? Is there something you don’t want me to know?”deGouoOYkxIeXxZOqLcCHPZzwLFkzY
GShixeIBHjgOFJQ“…No.”ovGyOpyldxyqjWvDMeHkiuOUceajJW
jWlVayjGsMjhxNA“Relax, it wasn’t anything important. The doctor just said I’m helpful to your recovery.” Ren Yi, though filled with anxiety and helplessness, didn’t let it show on his face. He could understand the protective instincts of Qiu Yan and Dr. Pompeii toward Gong Yingxian. After all, they were the ones who had witnessed his worst moments and stood by him through it all.ghnNhpABWuOuqwpnuFwInZPMCTYVoE
mYpDmPkCnxnDlMOThis only weighed more heavily on Ren Yi’s mind. He constantly doubted himself, wondering if he had made too many mistakes, even in daring to fall for Gong Yingxian. Perhaps that, too, was a mistake. Not to mention their current relationship, knowing it was wrong but still unable to resist the lure of desire, couldn’t help but stir worry for the future.FUqWnOIkBCJuBdXvzDiMvLBhLKaZnj
bKepfwEwXgWGeLlGong Yingxian was silent for a moment, then said, “There’s something I need you to help me with.”oljgHIjQXdUZswsTQtZeXqPTPvHkjv
ILBeuRLHBppuzgS“What is it?”vXfozfWyqArBhEffxYWfHWqDoMhjZF
mPyjENqxHGobKks“Deep hypnosis.”taRDHgHENPgPSenzibbWldSFsIKznJ
HlhJCSrvaTxmPQrRen Yi turned to look at Gong Yingxian. “The doctor already refused.”aPwVcDIDTeKKVrWRpJLrYqPwTfPkoJ
SGcbcSAmAnOeQfT“But I haven’t given up.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze remained steady, unwavering as he looked ahead. “Deep hypnosis can truly bring back a lot of memories one thought were lost. This time, I have more clues. I’m certain I can uncover more from my memories.”PyGqZbClkNglrzFYKBkskZFbhzWpww
vlMNHxjuKkvSoBDRen Yi spoke in a low voice, “But the doctor said it’s dangerous, and I can’t help you. He’s already refused.”wZzgrGzyVWsrfPitWrALZbkGtawjJw
YZNMcXSuuuhUmmd“The danger of deep hypnosis lies in the memories—the things I fear most and the people closest to me. It’s easy for me to get trapped and not come back. But I’m not as afraid of fire as I once was, and during hypnosis…” Gong Yingxian glanced at Ren Yi, “with you by my side, I’d feel much safer.”KGVEXKCrjEfGRKJomftkghNiGZFaNe
SxNEPBlYSHzTODgRen Yi stared at Gong Yingxian for a long time, his emotions complicated. “I… unless the doctor is confident he can protect you, I can’t just watch you take that risk.”vyoJfakdGejNYhDOVOJylZglBxyyhn
RhzSnVIhRGRbJqZ“I’ll convince him. All you need to do is be there with me when the time comes.”xPzvVHmEsaptZFIWTCHKPywcqkqDfr
eMEnfslgTGCZBGBRen Yi sighed softly. “Yingxian, I’ve tried to tell you many times—don’t push yourself so hard.”DDcarzjPplUQOdmnXyXZpbTNjfoUPX
aJizVyBELpwJczUGong Yingxian didn’t respond. He’d been too young back then, powerless to protect his family. It was the nightmare of his life. Now, he was strong enough and would never allow anyone to harm Ren Yi. He would do whatever it took to capture the purple flame.DBUITSijgvPXJfZodqIytxcVQNYYXO
XZJaTNzFLdmDGmtWhatever it took.dtZXstVGqyFHPdGBogbIovMsvTwhtp
nrqxonBwfOVyeIPThe car came to a steady stop at the unit’s entrance. Ren Yi unclasped his seatbelt. “Take care on your way, don’t stay up all night. If it gets too late, sleep at the station.”QfLmyQXjmGIfNmgOSeuiFyfWDhDvuD
rDNHepzwNukGsLWGong Yingxian nodded.KzscfpmJxmaRhJImxaNHDzcKAapBmh
VannFzxpcvodqPKRen Yi still felt a tightness in his chest, but said nothing more and prepared to get out. Suddenly, Gong Yingxian placed a hand on his shoulder.WTWZEfiMQGBfBSjLovcrbkkqohvMYj
NMSMbbNwFHrNJxnRen Yi turned around, and Gong Yingxian leaned in, capturing his lips in a kiss.VaAcbFiqmKhBBbUpdPxqReIRFiUiAF
aXbDUmTlVPPRNuMRen Yi’s eyes widened, clearly surprised.EDudSicIFyJQimfRJemkwyzPdwGDcb
YBOqlJUERDFtUhZGong Yingxian rarely took the initiative. Most of the time, he was awkward and reserved, holding back his words even when his desire was written in his eyes. Ren Yi found that endearing in him.RvjsIrIcghORxOPhaeMdWfjucICSFC
MHLyCsDKYEGtxVpThe kiss was brief. Gong Yingxian pulled away and said softly, “Go back.”bchlkRPMZXuJxfsXsEcXkQtPhbUyrr
UHgLAmGYrSyAnNoRen Yi smiled faintly. “Why so forward today?”IcrCdorQIvBFzZAscGiOTHVJbkXRlN
yvUkEjiTcUhcZwBGong Yingxian’s lashes trembled slightly as he looked directly into Ren Yi’s eyes. “Can’t I?”RcHgeGccSZVrNVLIUtARkgMdOIdcJj
MrRaAkrIWoMEFTt“Of course you can.”JsTFqQDUVgvnuaxTiozERHIYDdLkdy
UhRrXPhgveGLMaEGong Yingxian’s gaze traced over Ren Yi’s features, taking in every detail of his face, knowing that all of it belonged to him. A thought stirred in his heart, and he asked, “Am I the only one?”GRzKOyHQSNQsbehuwZPlwAlttKMXAP
zDDrInvcKCZMEUTRen Yi froze.LNJLrhtBrLXrLYdmxyZKVhOQkfEqDL
KdqDZbBVGtdMiRnWith a firm tone, Gong Yingxian pressed, “I’m the only one, right?”oSXuHGIDJFKrDxRweJaTTQdudZCFuK
SjDMngWKJdtFQtoRen Yi was momentarily lost, unsure of what Gong Yingxian meant by those words.tjVLUpIsoczpVikQxRdwYcFLBjLnBR
ukgEQUgIGNCMbiuSeeing Ren Yi’s silence, a heavy feeling settled in Gong Yingxian’s heart, his breath unsteady. “I’m the only one who can do those things with you.”oVXyIvNVGBflVOzkEORAJXRFonkRxj
KyKqmSbFdHyCXNDRen Yi realized that certain questions, if continuously avoided, would eventually spill over. He took a deep breath. “Yingxian, do you know what our relationship is right now?”ZqqDCXRCPNqJqYayOkSrDCreusbAVN
nofRKuQlMWweiqrGong Yingxian said nothing.fLngQNnqQbWUNVvuezrUxNDRtLZHQV
uhLJgACmLroQgiFRen Yi struggled to explain. “Between adults, there’s a type of relationship that usually implies…”CRjruBgcRnmHUOCpCLSaWMwXiUpnFA
DpsNWgnzmeSEBRz“A booty call. You don’t need to treat me like a caveman—I know what it means,” Gong Yingxian interrupted, anger flaring within him. “Are you saying that because of that kind of relationship, I can’t make that request?”fFEtJfRsojyKTZDPCLCKqHPsnIbdfY
ZSGZbezKdNuoeQQRen Yi looked down, at a loss for words. The truth was, Gong Yingxian didn’t need to make any request; Ren Yi had no intention of being close to anyone else. Secretly, he’d been pretending they were in a real relationship, unwilling to face the truth and have the illusion shattered.QPzumBOWitZcXvEUrfUaoTbQeHeDqh
fhbGaAPOdwYlPOERen Yi’s silence seemed like a confirmation to Gong Yingxian, who clenched his teeth. “You know I have a need for exclusivity, so…”hBHGJYnbkWEebtgKNqTEPHcDgkaRhS
ukgnZvHbqYPxqRq“I know.” Ren Yi replied quickly. “Just as you want.” He opened the car door, ready to leave.KITrhjhxmeUBGQNwOLwYQLjzvaiief
dJmqchzVnCQCqiRGong Yingxian reached out to grab him, but uncharacteristically, Ren Yi shook off his hand.iyYFfoNEmfPHOudeCZNieVdzlCNxVy
ukBDxvMcuAsxnjEThe movement left them both frozen in place.wEvqFYkHkUPvBOOhnomEzuhuMHBuYD
aGiFUTpHJfYFyoSRen Yi had always been gentle and understanding toward Gong Yingxian. Except for that one time when Gong Yingxian ignored orders and handled chemical containers, he’d never gotten angry with him.lofvTSgHTyqOZQBBzKuLminsniFDqq
iwqtdoGjCkRRAqgA wave of discomfort and even a hint of hurt washed over Gong Yingxian as he looked at Ren Yi in disbelief. “Are you mad at me?”dmieLcqsoLPIHqwXkOtcVmtbWputnn
IHeKotNhjXwqIXVRen Yi turned back reluctantly, trying to explain, “No, I’m just…” He looked at Gong Yingxian’s face but had no idea what to say.dHOGgwAmfxrgsJXglBiGLUHgRtCRKV
bPvlfDLyNSpDcgR“Is it that hard for you?” Gong Yingxian’s voice held a barely perceptible tremor. “Is it impossible to be with only me?”fITqaIMBtukgXgfkcAduhukJoXHyOU
yrjeNitCLkOFJZoRen Yi gave a bitter smile. “What kind of person do you think I am? Someone who casts a wide net, flirting around?”saJSzWIZeRGrmJrGwPSsZZdawdRsEs
UtvVpBzvvRgovKDGong Yingxian couldn’t respond. He had always been bothered by Ren Yi’s past with Qi Xiao.kwXoylpFZVHiByCgloLbkXnSpLKxrM
GFrSSCKJskhFWel“Even if you don’t say it, I won’t be looking for anyone else. You can rest assured.” Ren Yi forced a smile. “I’m leaving.”ILXUDHEDSyHsUwlLhaeXVKPHrEeilc
dbLVPQyEvesiNDyBut Gong Yingxian still held onto his arm, clearly unwilling to let go.ryNyuImagkXmJKluBoENqLPaDfZqmN
xqKgyiDbsiLkLnXRen Yi emphasized, “Good night.”kuNbuKwkgMfekuCJbNGVZehXeoNqZt
vrNTFdBMfxaKqIgSuddenly, Gong Yingxian wrapped his arms around Ren Yi from behind, encircling him with an iron grip, holding him tightly, leaving no room to escape.uolRYCmpwgMyHNZpGXlEfunwgLSnAG
oiDOStZAXdNBGEHRen Yi didn’t move at all.xmBrmCgOwgBgROXRrMZmTHogvUOunt
krBPdFtfqMOYQVgIn a low voice by his ear, Gong Yingxian murmured, “Don’t be mad at me.”VEJaysLidhOaAtofvBXtEcykPXygUZ
xGmjnmStwDEKQFlRen Yi sighed, helpless. “Alright.” When Gong Yingxian clung to him like this, childlike in his dependence, it was all too easy for Ren Yi to soften.YNeHXeEIrUoqpJNoiOIUKSIukDqIDK
NHLCCFSWGvjHRzQ“Promise me.”RoXTPjEhWVvwIuaHNdHEFYPQYmQsXp
UZzxbAqTAgfWAKK“I promise.”FMWmfrNiPVAsUpHSCicHUaiWkLiXGH
IlFCnrVIUDXANSvGong Yingxian held him in silence for a while longer before finally letting go. Ren Yi got out of the car, waved back at him, and then turned to leave.lSYlxtYlSbAdbnWBepCkKpdOXHyvqV
NasFNJJqGQQzuFsGong Yingxian watched Ren Yi’s back until he disappeared up the stairs before driving away.VkaTtQqjQSKmcBytHoTRDjnEiLskUk
wrmxPJoahozNCvwRen Yi, on the other hand, lay restless and sleepless that entire night.DCcWcnWmdhtqtTyOXlgFnOdaKQZthV
amhOjluyDUKNOiRFalling for Gong Yingxian had been his choice. Agreeing to Gong Yingxian’s demands was also his choice. Feeling wronged now would only seem petty; he was simply sad.BkdWCYoTqQAJYkUVfGxaDEazrVOHlO
UNWToQbFSpmAiDwSad that what he felt for Gong Yingxian wasn’t fully returned—and he had known this all along, yet continued as he was. Yes, just sad, that’s all—FqObpuOczURxSkrOhYIxqfVBBNTKCZ
LGAorHfwLXQFyNLTwo days later, Ren Yi received a notice from the headquarters, summoning him for training. Every year there were various trainings and meetings he usually tried to find excuses to avoid. But having recently been reprimanded, he decided to play it safe this time and went to report as instructed.glKhvzJAFISzAgsqfkvIRwpLQnlrGy
hMJmdfAacFTWOnmThe training content was roughly divided into two categories: ideological and practical. Ren Yi despised the party lectures, where he would inevitably nod off. But sessions like special case analysis, squadron management and training, familiarization with advanced domestic and international technology and equipment—those were genuinely informative, and he didn’t mind listening.XaZkGWxWpZhyLVuuBJLPcdJIZHmyKT
HXzcGnmoZGbmxaNThis time, it was the latter.ZByPFiXfEQHmtfObtmVdWMPnUsfJkK
XfCfOQFAjTbVRFYAmong the selected captains was Yan Jue, who, after their previous encounters, had become friends with Ren Yi. Naturally, they sat together.HAzPJcmenpsMuJwMlJJjhNCgVVpqTi
HqzsqsvOJeyElqDYan Jue glanced at him. “Didn’t sleep well, huh? Those dark circles are huge.”CZUJJVVfBmBDWVbIrsZDsyWzYCccUB
PFOJvntDxxLetVq“Oh, it’s been a quiet week with no emergencies, so I’ve just been up all night on my phone,” Ren Yi replied, casually brushing off his real worries—both the maniac still at large who wanted him dead and his tangled feelings. How could he sleep well with all that on his mind?SmupDqprkEGGAdjzESrYJfwmRJxlWJ
IYuVaxqKNxpBkuIYan Jue chuckled. “You game too? Let’s play a round during the break.”uJWVUpaKdZFGokQembIIcKWaUvwcGN
XEHmRdHOqovmsFIRen Yi laughed, “Sure, but how’s your skill level? If you’re bad, just give me a heads-up so I won’t roast you too hard.”UuEcGhLxcTpIdzJZRnQDYrwNFMulPH
gUpAnfkjwZwfXec“Ha! We’ll see who’s roasting who.”ffgxjIBLWgGreupvuUjcvdIdHDHQZx
gxdGScSEtoLrNEzClass began shortly after.lVaSvpPKrCXnTezrYVtokQTEjbuOiW
XabJBUeBwRYiAdOThis training was a three-day course, covering firefighting-related theoretical knowledge and introducing advanced technology and equipment. Two topics particularly interested Ren Yi: the classic case study on cold storage fire management and a preview of new equipment set to arrive from Germany next year. Ren Yi planned to take good notes, hoping to secure a few extra pieces when the new gear arrived.joUrmxMhCKOGSIiBAlMcNizQulseZK
XndnjxTrcbIqFyNAt lunch break, after grabbing a meal, Ren Yi and Yan Jue returned to the dorms and started a game.EVvpYGhPjRpZEAnwvaWRBtTiJNWTWP
tfuyWZmQiyOoRoBAs soon as the screen loaded, Yan Jue burst into laughter. “What’s your username? What the hell?”mxpUkYZAYuodNQPDevsPRyLpqAnxGQ
idhvWmsIyMqbLEt“Just call me ‘Goddess,’” Ren Yi smirked, eyeing Yan Jue. “Oh, a King level player, huh?”CjlkmWzEqgCLDOEHLInqPLSvlASJUB
wCelaQVTpmlRKlg“Did you pick this name to balance out your real one?”rWZQHFsRIQOPUHNIvNFGYoMonJIeAk
BgkUnlenPoNFTst“Yeah. It wouldn’t feel right for a firefighter to have a name like ‘Four Fires.’ I have no clue what my dad was thinking when he picked it.”ANEgfMsMgiovuVEneTRmibJbdjxBlk
pddfUcEjPtBoHCU“Your old captain is a legend. He probably had his reasons.”IFunpolldUwvMfoEucXBIbuQqcxvuJ
PwElPAYcYuTnTedRen Yi sighed, “It’s some superstitious nonsense about the five elements or something. I just don’t get it. Hasn’t he seen enough fire in this lifetime?”teMvjJOaZbjYhxvZxfEwotBNsNfrtF
lwusQLXrtlBriSn“Fight fire with fire,” Ren Yi quipped.TYXXZjPWhGJxWSPXjPGcifAqSvFjQt
cgqEVLsrUOcjThcThe game began, and Sun Dingyi called out, “Captain Ren, how’s the training going?”gQobsVxSlEmGLijQqLEbSjadJYSDGV
EnXDvxZtgKxHZVv“It’s great—three days without having to see you little brats. Peace and quiet.”sCUtfMRFkkHOQnwgqPppMvVGrKWakC
CIjFqZGRPCgPymB“Yet here you are, desperate to hear our voices and see our slick moves.”kDLZKtBhGAgfZoiBzaBmVVRgZctYAB
VJuYmnqdDGgEqwu“Cut the crap and get to mid-lane,” Ren Yi said, still focused on the game. “Oh, by the way, this is Captain Yan from the Special Ops team in the western suburbs. Yan Jue, meet my squad members.”hdKjttvIBEEeHzswEsDWmDBCIqwrRL
fZeNVsWLfUloHhL“Hey, good to meet you,” Yan Jue chuckled. “Does your captain usually game with you guys?”JPUWLDrfDfcXlvWeEFNQiEIqlUJVuM
liyGfhpoNeaizjO“Yeah, don’t you? It’d be boring without games at the squad.”lTXDIzkRJNXhHWWgEzLphmmScDRoeS
fDwSONPouTswOOm“I don’t play with my men,” Yan Jue said, muting his mic momentarily to speak to Ren Yi. “I have a different leadership style. I’m strict with my squad.”COVHdetOAtzbyUvnuXsylAcSIUKjlE
rPTcgnIwJsfEsESRen Yi shot him a teasing glance. “Really?”fCqewfntyoxMRQuoUzLYAdNeyFwXvG
EFmxdKwRMWOFpmx“Absolutely. They’re all scared of me,” Yan Jue smirked, lips quirking slightly. “It’s only with you that I’m this friendly. Touched?”MJXGyPESpfjVKRKjJaaePZdNgQHocS
OrmIetfglGxeGvP“Not even close,” Ren Yi laughed, calling out, “I’m stunned! Someone come save me!”sTNcEvCaoMHwREteYllJHeaACiSJjL
EIYrEyQtWlfTDmEJust as the battle hit its peak, Gong Yingxian’s call suddenly came through. Ren Yi’s hand slipped, and he hung up immediately. His heart raced—knowing Gong Yingxian’s possessiveness, he was sure the guy would overthink it. But abandoning the game at this point would let his squad down, and with Yan Jue beside him, he reluctantly decided to push through.LaJigmJAVvaJLtLVAyasrjlndzZeqM
OVlETkFdcnbbHqpThe match dragged on for a good ten minutes.fgccbUTkYDtSjqODoyYkiozGwvOJOA
ejLOikgYCRYwMNJAs soon as it ended, Ren Yi headed to the hallway and returned the call to Gong Yingxian.jEYzyKLppDLTJPcbIhxWkDzKymJJjx
HbVHvSxQezDJcRdWhen the call connected, Gong Yingxian didn’t say anything. Even through the silence, Ren Yi could sense his shifting mood and quickly tried to soothe him. “I’m here at headquarters for training. There were leaders around just now, so it wasn’t convenient to answer.”aMiXzGfdfJsCHhXguSYHBQNihrkJrq
yvmAoxeHHFmtnCwHearing this, Gong Yingxian sighed in relief. “Oh.”NIQzZtXKGfVFTNqIaiQlJJEzxJieju
lkNlZpWTtbiFiLp“Did you need something?”YOkvvRrvyVwuQMVuutQQWrLtoxkUhT
jEMbyHsIFpsACdC“Can’t I call without a reason?”dUNGTyrORhSXWgsDZTOZRnztOaeOPb
VkXdBrmXuTYfWVa“Of course you can.”QIuXBwCboYzeSKhtlyPhiUrJKcTilo
NlXmgTCNzlWhWdT“Why don’t you ever call me?”mNaCXcnlGOSlMKCpncwfTcsWYwMtyR
etbizRMxusRyubc“I just… didn’t really have anything to say.”NBWGMCRvtpOAKNnjQXEllBpTsdoeTf
RBYwxKGnQMfpOhSAt that moment, Yan Jue popped his head out of the room. “Ren Yi, should we start another round?”idofzAabcRGqlJgViApZSMmaRQrpjz
EdjDjwrwzdoYqXqRen Yi quickly nodded and waved at him.grdmjihMRZIYoigScJgaReqaaEmAMV
pLJKNakiFZcvMGXThere was a pause on the other end of the line. “Who was that? The voice sounded familiar.”YfMlyfVsuyWXwEzvyWIqnRHeNTOvZJ
iNDSBHBqdUucokW“Another squad leader.”RlyAnQbrkoQYvdpAsLyjdvsoOqGvKf
gclAFjwCnyQaNFO“…Was it Yan Jue?” Gong Yingxian seemed to recall the voice.XnAvzvwPBHoxtqLcFXGbtMSpunGdlC
loCMCCnCZuPJNlQ“Yeah, he’s here too.”zieeFpwdznKaNAPcqpjkKKXZweFxuO
hYTlknmHTjlNSnlGong Yingxian let out a faint, unimpressed sound. “Alright, then carry on.”dPweSiptpuIbFmtvEZnoVCMaLTDFsa
ZnuKMbTPhabOZON“You can come visit,” Ren Yi offered. “I’m staying at the headquarters lodge. It’s safe here, so you don’t have to worry.”myNtOAxEEpcvwEzmYzUnwtUFHWupJo
YhDcYSbJhjIFVSL“I’ll come.”cVzJJEQhIDOdkDlnJILgORsjEYpwED
myXRJPWQnCxLMDUBack in the room, Yan Jue had already started another game and, without looking up, remarked, “It was that officer Gong again, wasn’t it?”QYUYmpxLoFogJsDVHlkzSwvsvicsVL
ryktlbgZByrHcER“How did you know?”EVFjfLELOLXxLAADZrCBarQFnKqofp
YBsKeWqWHJYxfHwYan Jue paused, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Your expression changes when it’s him.”AccdRlOgbXpVHykZCGKvpWsZuajWlk
dNUqxoBaCybcXFFRen Yi’s heart skipped a beat as he instinctively touched his face.VMVVRILrKWgBIqoKDWRVVaxiRzUbGm
DvzGVsXRnommaNjWas it really that obvious?rmykkqOhvPGvhYSOotHspoCiQEyYxT
ZAcoVLENUlgXfoKThey gamed through the entire lunch break, and by afternoon, neither felt like attending class. Even with Ren Yi’s easygoing nature, he found himself particularly in sync with Yan Jue. It looked like the training over the next few days wouldn’t be so dull after all.eWDaXlKJnUjrsFjHTuJZwKpyHycZwQ
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