Chapter 125
Ren Yi waited until his father had fallen asleep before walking absentmindedly into the office. He didn’t turn on the light, sitting stiffly in the chair for a long time.cdnDhmbvUjhrnBcRftPwsshYpzUrBx
BJXnzWaUcqMqsakOutside the window, he could hear the soldiers laughing and joking on the training field, building a bonfire with old tires used in their firefighting drills. From the recreation room came the festive music of the Spring Festival Gala. Everything was brimming with joy, warmth, and reunion. Yet, he sat alone in the unlit office, feeling cold to his core.JDwfjqKHmxrfHOmqfYJtkafheJsZLV
AoERSdaNOrGlKBYIn that instant, he understood. He understood why Dr. Pompeii had to perform deep hypnosis on his father. He also understood their past hesitations and cryptic remarks.MCPYdXILjeTdVluCyUnFKShiphKBOv
MdCOCsSpqFxfaYqWhat he didn’t understand was when Gong Yingxian had started to doubt his father, or how Gong Yingxian had viewed him during that time. How had Gong Yingxian felt, watching him painstakingly search for every shred of evidence from the past, all while harboring such suspicions?zhpNsfWIollzErDxsYhMnNnosyvjQV
jzXCFvorfmkQkdXThe pain was unbearable.FmdciwcxsUPGFUUPUoiElfaxfWbVOO
UGNkcmMhYvNAOqxToday could have been a day of double joy, if only everything had gone as he imagined—if Gong Yingxian had accepted his confession. But now, he even began to question Gong Yingxian’s true intentions in approaching him.XSBQNfWhHvClwPvqjZSchslIZRPtYc
QyqFPqPafEhvXKUAfter all, Gong Yingxian had once said, “I find it disgusting.”JVpOHhINUjeVtQnngLtTfNLzFKLNgS
YuslojsbeLWMoTqRen Yi raised a trembling hand to cover his eyes, his body shaking slightly.WbVwvunWjgWqoQkKaNVoZuWTYrmsVy
vxVYyToCmEqWpvXHow could it have come to this? He had done everything he could to help Gong Yingxian find the murderer, yet Gong Yingxian doubted his biological father?! Worse, he concealed it, tricked him into signing a waiver, and secretly subjected his father to deep hypnosis!UKhGJeANIlxsbqEbKLAjqGOfHytRAb
zncHVpznDnlUGhkNo, that didn’t seem like something Gong Yingxian would do. He wouldn’t treat him that way—not after all they had been through, not after facing life and death together so many times, not after forging a bond stronger than most.tQGAzqoItCXtQOWIUahNJzfXYEFZFw
fEPNnDeoBmjyKvtMaybe… maybe it was Dr. Pompeii acting on his own. Maybe that agreement was no different from the ones he had signed before. Maybe Gong Yingxian wasn’t even aware of it?OOPkLtfSLAzVmcWIotyZvynChKDJZC
nGDNcpwqNAxTeCPYes, things weren’t clear yet. He shouldn’t jump to conclusions. He had always felt that Dr. Pompeii was a bit suspicious, especially when it came to Gong Yingxian’s memories of the bird mask. Was it really the doctor surnamed Wang who did it? Dr. Pompeii seemed to have both the time and the means.clmvQjifIvLwcEzRwjUGqksHfykgpp
doyfBBXvXbXANOkDespite his overwhelming doubts, Ren Yi kept coming up with reasons to defend Gong Yingxian. In truth, he was also trying to convince himself—trying to find a reason not to blame Gong Yingxian.JUApRXcRwPDsArjifwmJADtCkNRBeq
jpZidACQOsRdvunHe couldn’t accept that Gong Yingxian would treat his father like this—forcing him to relive his most painful memories over and over again, to the point of blurring the lines between reality and past trauma.yyGLIEpFaOwEjVWHPACUSivcVrfoze
SaIPCbRbMthXGbyRen Yi clenched his fists, feeling as if his heart was weighed down by a lead block, sinking deeper and deeper.TUMCwSybwYeOhpcjxJcJiLnVGmXToR
CJRgfNUDwvTTtHNHe had to ask, directly, face-to-face. He had to look into Gong Yingxian’s eyes and demand the truth.npdPzWYpuhqSANYObFAPSbAKHxLhdt
SNlLGjSGCdbdVSaTaking out his phone, he sent a WeChat message: When are you coming over?bsgquhhFucZzjdIdqRsFeBmQrWVmHM
FkxhHjIdFxfSvgCGong Yingxian replied quickly: As soon as I can. Wait for me.tMYHqbwhJtbMeIUZSJIhnmPJasOApP
WwMNLKAEAiRZaPKRen Yi stared at those few words, over and over, until his eyes turned bloodshot.tckxuOCocdhSLHccHZEqZdAOfVrsmJ
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WrGjMeVitchcSeJRen Yi walked into the bathroom, splashed cold water on his face a few times, and adjusted his expression in the mirror before heading downstairs.vETkvpqMUpvHIkHhEtaahobwNqwLHV
KtPqCnFzDMiudAhThe soldiers and their families were watching the Spring Festival Gala while making dumplings. Some were even taking turns performing impromptu acts, filling the room with laughter and excitement.PvuqqsdzXqrZheEzsahEvBLiqVsCOw
KKZGmqdDdBGOOVm“Is the old captain asleep?” someone asked.jXRRszUWRnXPkRDMbbAColHGjxMEpm
korgOIbeycURnfORen Yi smiled faintly. “He’s asleep. Old Ren tires easily; he probably won’t be able to enjoy the dumplings.”CeaawsybNWDvYquyNfkoGFgvDhKmXU
zkaJWnYLJovEDza“That’s a pity! Today’s dumplings are stuffed with shrimp and scallops—super fresh! Our instructor only splurges like this when it’s for the New Year.”DzySKTuFBAJVOgDvROZJYlNsgfzjBu
DrIRNDxqtpRdRqhQu Yangbo rolled his eyes. “Do you even understand what financial management is? You think handling the budget is easy? If I let you spend freely every day, where would all the nice food, clothes, and supplies come from? Every penny is saved through meticulous effort.”bGdamUZYdOijngzQqjkTkhqdmpvyHa
fzNTAORjpnIZfEp“Meticulous effort, my ass.”LZIWwjaeslquFDnBpLfryRxyadBbcF
ICegLOEhnOxOKHi“It’s a rhetorical device. Read more books.”vVGNGELkFktmBfoZKyueVnavfJxuHz
yTFtRFtnBeqTTHz“Oh, shut up already. Nobody in our squad can out-argue the instructor.”ZAjDYbVJbnHuPSXoKOfyebzGVTHXUt
ehLhTZKmPWtUOps“I’d bet no one in the entire brigade can. If there were a Beijing Firefighters Debate Competition, our instructor would take first place for sure.”vTJYVaJHElzAFcbRYRFcESoiKyKomO
gUxfViLmfhlHdMB“Hahaha—”XLIFMmppTmAIEuPMlpYNPjWMtNjjYs
FZBaTaMCsjhBLexThe room was filled with laughter, but Ren Yi’s smile was stiff and hollow. He didn’t want anyone to notice his unease, so he forced himself to join in, helping with the dumplings. Still, his thoughts were elsewhere—restless, anxious, and tinged with fear—as he waited for Gong Yingxian. Waiting for his answer.PINRyPvucyHUBbBFKixefOUwmqsAJQ
edGygTGfshHXEueAs midnight approached, the soldiers had prepared the bonfire in the courtyard, ready to light it at the stroke of twelve to replace fireworks and illuminate the coming year’s good fortune.zEHFFYstkDiMbcSdTNzvGsmijTxuOE
ROmpTsDASIOPWuqRen Yi stood on the training field, wrapped in a thick coat, watching the young soldiers excitedly roughhousing. He couldn’t help but think back to years ago when he had first joined the squad. Was he just like them back then?NpmRCsvazfYCGDfhSOskcSuSnWBciX
zLnrqFraJLAcknFLi Sa called out, “Captain Ren, it’s almost time—five minutes left. Get everyone out here.”lozbzaoNKBbxOnAPvYAfugClOYJDTl
ZOvnZfUsmirxPSn“Got it.”LQPGoVoqzJqXzKNxwuIlSiSGolmLLy
bHjWLkIuDLmBbXZJust then, the gate to the squad base creaked open, and a black SUV slowly drove onto the field. It was Gong Yingxian’s car. Ren Yi’s heart jumped into his throat.OHhWCpNEKeqOgglfsLbLvGgGjtcXxo
vqLoBQGYgahWjySThe car came to a stop, and the door opened. A long, impossibly perfect leg stepped out first. Gong Yingxian, dressed in a black leather jacket and jeans, strode toward him with an easy smile.xLGYsepRDtilAXQpYIVjwlEnykpgNC
iehLLZhSCLyQeNxBehind him, Ren Yi could hear some of the female family members softly gasping in admiration. Many people reacted this way when they saw Gong Yingxian for the first time. His stunningly good looks were undeniable, but that wasn’t what Ren Yi had fallen for.xNwnRcgXJjzNDCUBCmJskyapYtYtvt
THQYDmVUNXHDhIZIt was his intelligence, his sincerity, his persistence, his honesty, his courage—so many wonderful traits that made Ren Yi fall helplessly and deeply in love with him.fIxUYZwmbOKvGWmWIKYXvzUBEEqMAf
LBdMmtqsVjveWxWAnd because of this, Ren Yi was especially afraid of the truth. He feared he had never truly known Gong Yingxian, that he had only been fooled by appearances.mOjbUcTEiylqMciKZxOClUEjNlSxiu
xSgFlqbeoMPOofrGong Yingxian reached him, exhaling lightly. “Good thing there wasn’t much traffic. I drove like crazy to get here just in time for the countdown.” He had rushed all the way here because he wanted to spend this New Year’s Eve with Ren Yi. Their first New Year’s Eve together had been a chaotic and dangerous affair, and their original “date” plans had fallen apart. This time, he was determined to make it right.mQgRoRufcAXqZcobXoCHphVNKrIPXg
aQOwSFBQDdYbKdiRen Yi stared at Gong Yingxian in a daze, his gaze unfocused.LMVLNrWPXTckIqTDYatxZdZwEbNnfd
roMiCreWmCtMdta“Ren Yi?” Gong Yingxian looked at him, puzzled.vxUYXCbKxacCnYIwIrKJjjSKJHGtSH
SfdKmFdPeYticNd“Oh.” Ren Yi snapped out of it. “You’re here so early… I thought…”HjbWGudJEfBeFqxqWQSXprtwvdIYVq
zZZhIbnmytXEpGW“I don’t like hanging out with all those relatives,” Gong Yingxian said casually. He pressed a button on his car key, and the trunk slowly opened. He called out to Ding Qing, “The trunk’s full of New Year’s goodies. Go unload it.”rUiCduHeGHxQbNrBOtFxXyDvMdtVeK
GXzIYXMaXTlfwje“On it.” Ding Qing, already used to Gong Yingxian bossing people around, shouted, “Food and treats are here, everyone! Come help unload!”iceZOQTPzHaKwdWeJbpijcVkTVtpij
pDlWTuFXTFJodFtRen Yi glanced at the time. “It’s almost midnight. We’re about to light the bonfire—it should be pretty nice….” He hesitated, realizing that a bonfire might not be enjoyable for Gong Yingxian. He quickly added, “If you don’t want to watch, you can wait for me inside.”VGbGxHZchJuFtXIrkBcPxIdIqJmCwz
nnEdgVbpBLQFuVpGong Yingxian looked at the firewood piled in the center of the field. “It’s fine. This level of fire doesn’t bother me anymore.”rUmmjkIcivyPDgthhbRdPkyreydogy
ozPZEbzGFydFrkz“Alright.”ZNCiRZujCQxETEEXyqggFyQeUeubWE
lqDwBhMIFDdtxMf“You seem tired. What’s wrong? You look off.”qxtoXMSBHHGceQqJGDGuwiPUTHSfFb
WWXdTskfFMcnOCD“Yeah, I’ve been busy all day. Spent the morning working at the squad, then went to the hospital in the afternoon to bring my dad home. Haven’t had a moment to rest.” Ren Yi watched Gong Yingxian closely as he spoke.GSjEMPahatRgqXHKakKrDkcdrVJRNp
DPGoNofDSqYseAOAs expected, when Gong Yingxian heard that Ren Yi had brought his father back, his expression shifted slightly.JkRnAnVkeWWVhEmQmMefVNOCXPwxkp
pPiTkwZuTvYVpHXRen Yi’s heart sank along with it. He was about to say more, but the soldiers and their families had already started gathering around the bonfire. Midnight was almost here.zNbueTWekpMerAkRjBCCrusBDLjKKq
KRqPORDyUKRLTqB“Quick, quick, quick! Get the drone up! Vice Captain, get ready to ignite! Hey, take the photo from a different angle—over there’s better. It’s coming, it’s coming. Ten, nine, eight… three, two, one—ignite!”NTwUseJMPSzWjXEzaDegTWrjOPJpby
qmKlysdoQXZtqJVIn an instant, the bonfire roared to life. Flames shot more than three meters into the air, like a towering torch defying the chill wind, stubbornly illuminating the night.HqMpPVfQUWILENztMqXtCzQADpmlIj
nLvJnOgJVlTzGUTWhat kind of existence is fire? It can mercilessly destroy, or gently illuminate. It is wild and untamed, yet it can be harnessed. Humanity must both use it and guard against it.bUYtlBLTDAzmcGLVJGYPRbWsgywsTs
jFdxRlNRAkKNNTWYou have to admit, the Purple Flame’s interpretation of fire makes sense. It’s like the will of a god—without intent. Whether it destroys or creates anew, burns or warms, fire is simply fire. It does only one thing: burn. What it brings to the world depends entirely on the world’s own fortune.urKpJaYBjGMIqyySFKDheAGEBimfuW
XqLZYewKeRTSSqbNo wonder the Purple Flame has managed to brainwash so many followers.FigLdJidaDTamUhIaSfcZIHVJwchYB
PRyzBuhsvuqebCZ“Wow, Happy New Year!”JxAfstsIXOyVWfYXpShrtmLhXdVheb
txSjbBrVNYgITVJ“Happy New Year!”qnMASpfLSGnqyiXcvBWMPILWmOCwhv
EodFUWdkhyrWSFSEveryone cheerfully exchanged greetings.ogLOGDMjqnLSHBUeCJLSwZePFhmouD
yqwpZdOVFDCcPFEMeanwhile, Gong Yingxian quietly grabbed Ren Yi’s hand from behind. Although he claimed he wasn’t afraid, being so close to the fire clearly made him uncomfortable.fqHVIANpVUnwoaBKFZRvLotyrVjYLy
RgjTnxVBpDxagqZRen Yi should have squeezed his hand back firmly, but he suddenly found himself unable to muster the strength—or perhaps the resolve.COiydKDYaTkNwKgUaUnZUrWySPFTsq
XVVUkgGixmQcpMeAs the others danced excitedly around the bonfire, the two of them halfheartedly joined in for a few circles before leaving the playground and heading into the meeting room.brqzPudyimersEBspiYdrgfeqyzLCe
OALHDVotZjPPgPmThe moment the door closed, Gong Yingxian embraced Ren Yi from behind, gently swaying him. Pressing close to his ear, he whispered, “You didn’t notice anything different about me today?”XuiHIgEmVMwayumbqcovwidgMGtcwQ
vNIdESgzmbFwoJoRen Yi paused. “What?”TTarMXcOBzNBQJowhsYVBTbHUwqGfS
PExzZkFEdYHpySi“I’m wearing new clothes,” Gong Yingxian replied, somewhat dissatisfied. “You didn’t even notice?”nANetWpBLIMAXCnmwfNkxlSqUoKLpi
uJbdbekDTUvarrR“They look nice.”qiARxpFWEAFqRtbzouQusADQGmeKFg
FqklDolDyrEOEKX“They’re a different style from what I usually wear. You like this casual look, right?” Gong Yingxian kissed Ren Yi’s cheek. “Your face is cold, but your neck is warm.”EhbsAigyFXSOVsDSIyFEzEUAMsXNrN
sFtWpjVUluwBAWDRen Yi pried Gong Yingxian’s hands apart and turned around, his expression blank as he said in a low voice, “I need to ask you something.”moJMJqTDWqLDzFGhoEAHoKBaujYKBx
sJKvzFEYNxZyJNrSensing the shift in atmosphere, Gong Yingxian immediately grew serious. From the moment he saw Ren Yi earlier today, he’d felt something was off. As sharp as he was, he’d already pieced together the situation. He straightened up. “Go ahead.”vYZMKvJbYUlyKNraMiwyqYdPCcveLW
UBYBywksGaVaUYRBefore Gong Yingxian arrived, Ren Yi had considered many ways to broach the subject tactfully. But now, staring at this familiar face, he found himself unwilling to beat around the bush. Taking a deep breath, he asked, his voice trembling, “Did Dr. Pompeii perform deep hypnosis on my father?”LnSFAGWGOHIHNsThnUYvXzKGPZwLFw
nrHyXCfqlQiWglPThe color visibly drained from Gong Yingxian’s face. His gaze dropped, avoiding Ren Yi’s eyes.JvJObqzsnZLJFaFRFQFirqIlPWfSqa
OWaylBhaikyfNuWSeeing his reaction, Ren Yi’s heart turned cold.DzEagBLMeZwHBnDeuHyCHIWGvEqZKc
RaDEklstNKsAObgHe knew. He knew all along!FAnoCinCXJceytHLRbwpsueDnZZgcL
TNVxaYdxozTNaBp“Ren Yi, about this matter—”DUrHBzbeQcyXSCsfPIiHkiZVqBsfCN
UqJRjLdXbUAnLvG“You knew.” Ren Yi stared at Gong Yingxian in disbelief. “You knew, and you kept it from me.”ATtRCAaNirKaDkxsCgkhjwoBEVJJYJ
YHAsAWVXLKLuccW“I knew you wouldn’t agree.”KcDEYaTpkHIozjboYvyyejYBePUVdc
QKWSPtilHbjUdtK“Of course I wouldn’t agree!” Ren Yi suddenly roared.AypSHoCdWdzFWqQxyTbyeLkmtNdFvE
ZJuUYKsUxqWNhBrHis outburst was so fierce and abrupt that Gong Yingxian froze.fOaINnnxPKsaTPWIHArJiWEcXkUWIp
zqfBKZBKYFTEylaRen Yi had never yelled at him like this before, and he had never seen Ren Yi this furious.RmlBQhwstiwsGTLvfWpmkamzGjAWoe
cMlXyaKshxOWmbQ“You… you listen to me—”MTKePRRGzChndXDouZWSxRzwiChZGZ
RfQQsBSkbgBXDHR“It was your idea,” Ren Yi’s eyes reddened instantly. “You instructed Dr. Pompeii to deeply hypnotize my father.”WhxmOyYRDIpTMySEGPvlaGSVNOmZcp
nSgwZqiYVzXiLcgGong Yingxian looked into Ren Yi’s enraged eyes and felt a wave of panic. He gritted his teeth. “Yes.”xUnMrscpMfKTepZucOOGAoQIetzAMD
jrVdxdLDVaHFZHtThe last shred of hope was shattered. Ren Yi swayed, clutching his chest as pain pierced through him. He stared at Gong Yingxian in anguish. “You suspected my father. You suspected him!”QxAotzETfpgkiNvtCMouvpssAFwTXD
fJhcaOZBSyfAoEe“Ren Yi, calm down.” Gong Yingxian took a deep breath. “We’ve always suspected those involved in the rescue back then. Your father was the first to enter the scene—”dYNtApKmNuGKXSpZyyRdAAOJfVbeSl
woanFmxxjQklOjW“Yes! He was the first to enter the scene!” Ren Yi’s voice trembled. “He was the first one to enter and pull you out of the fire!”RAhEaTOTIJCMuBqVFTrbHvTDnGSfHf
shikQIIbYyISNhkGong Yingxian spoke haltingly, “The evidence we gathered suggests the perpetrator was very skilled—or had a professional accomplice. The first person to enter the scene had the most time and opportunity. We just wanted to confirm—”syPYUROfqGvUiFsCpSwwfioWQQsFbB
BknwJvZkYIrdeDQ“Confirm what?” Ren Yi stared at Gong Yingxian, his gaze unwavering. “I’ve gone to every length to help you find evidence and track the culprit, and in the end, you suspect my father? Let me tell you this: my father and I are the same kind of person. He’s spent his whole life ignoring personal gain and ambition. He’s upright, righteous, and he’s saved countless lives. He would never, ever harm anyone!” Ren Yi’s voice broke as tears welled up in his eyes. He was devastated, heartbroken to the core.IrjgyPNCiwrhjuRZKPBsMjNgyOnzhY
HcMDmaRYRZgPJkj“I believe you. I didn’t want to doubt your father, either. That’s why I wanted to extract more information from his memories. I want to catch the culprit sooner, so you can be safe sooner.”ZPvDCekJVidUexmLfSPZrEMmyoCsNr
QbChFMZtVLsqaKG“It’s not about my safety at all,” Ren Yi accused, pointing at Gong Yingxian, his eyes blazing. “It’s about your revenge. This is just about your revenge.”bxiTCOtgsiUUKIAwDOERShTKsXGpYX
kaWIkTHUqvpvpyT“Does that conflict with protecting you?” Gong Yingxian raised his voice too. “Ren Yi, calm down! We share the same enemy!”MmFYaBMDklSfxPYBOtRgNPJipcKmrO
TJiurZCjZdrOgyA“Do we?” Ren Yi gritted his teeth. “In your heart, my father could also be your enemy. The man who pulled you out of the fire—you suspect him of being the arsonist. Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you have the guts to tell me?”sTZVcQUUOgKtuXyqFYSXDnnITTzwSR
EzYXVavyHnMLyRN“Because I knew you wouldn’t accept it!”BnsUNYVvrtSKLzwcPXWzNDBFtovVgc
OvqJXTwVAAnNTmA“So instead, you went behind my back to do all this! Who gave you the right?” Ren Yi shouted. “Gong Yingxian, who gave you the right? Is it because I’ve never been willing to get angry at you? Is it because you think I’ll forgive you no matter what? Even if you hurt my father?”tzMfYtxWeHjqrYQkTeOqszVgqUGzoG
GkfvZEnxNZEllhx“I didn’t!” Gong Yingxian shouted back. “I never wanted to hurt him! Dr. Pompeii was extremely careful. The hypnosis would only make him recall those memories for a while. He’ll be fine in a few days!”jtuIIgTUiKQVNLdNjgYFSTYReUTcBt
BkTfoEMQbdeeaID“Like hell he’ll be fine!” Ren Yi’s eyes burned as he glared at Gong Yingxian. “You’ve undergone deep hypnosis yourself. You know how painful the process and aftereffects are. My father is a sick man. Maybe the hypnosis only made him recall a few times, but he’ll go back. He’s avoided that year his whole life because it was the most painful, torturous year of his existence! But now he’s back there—today, tomorrow, maybe again and again—all because of you. Because you went behind my back and dragged him back to that year without my permission!” Overcome with rage, Ren Yi shoved Gong Yingxian hard. “And you dare say you didn’t want to hurt him!”vPLOYCfsaOYyUOHMaAwmGeYstSLZof
BIOcBtEybIagHEcGong Yingxian stumbled backward, his heart aching as he looked at Ren Yi’s furious face. Ren Yi had never yelled at him like this, had never looked at him with such anger and betrayal.MHivHgwkoyvHRwQCBQSiexaGtqHVpq
FutadwyWQnYLIQKThat gaze terrified him.IQFpJYBJGePYyMrBaTnvIXYDWuWlmZ
uoqMqSRMcVXFyfwGong Yingxian bit his lip gently. “…I just wanted to catch the culprit.”KoywGcEbFfEQYelqXmqGrqxetzAZQV
nfNxaVBMdEgFerF“Yes, you want to catch the culprit. Everything you’ve done in the past nineteen years has been for that,” Ren Yi choked out. “But what does that have to do with my dad? He saved you nineteen years ago. I can’t guarantee every firefighter is a saint, but I know the people around me. My dad has risked his life countless times to save others, putting himself in mortal danger again and again. He could have become another Sun Dingyi a hundred times over. A man like him would never harm anyone.”dRjvJtbzOBPWEeAFkazjrhLpUfffBd
oAYCPRGcECpJgmvGong Yingxian spoke with difficulty, “Ren Yi, I understand your faith in your father. That’s why I didn’t want to tell you. But too much evidence… points to the first person who entered the fire scene. The door locks, the ignition point, the circumstances at the scene—the testimony of the first person in the fire directly shaped the investigation.”eBIbntqIzsaQEZxCxvLxpavIuSMlWr
gqAcRIjIizMrDxjListening to this cold, logical analysis, Ren Yi felt his heart turn to ashes. He couldn’t fathom how, during all the time they’d been close, Gong Yingxian had secretly plotted to use his father, even suspecting him—his heroic firefighter father—of being an arsonist.YyvCwqRZlpwvpmwSjyhROOWBrjhhWK
DUKBBtjmSTzqNYMRen Yi’s voice became suddenly calm. “When did you start suspecting my father? From the very beginning?”kjLHloojtsZvPVzgWtlpJDfZSNyfDX
pDgWKxMUbWzIzhGGong Yingxian’s silence was an admission.TglxYTivCgYWAOglVbIWsFziQzTczY
wJAcmmGEkfBAHCK“Is that why you approached me? Is that why you became my friend?”elDbpjJOYGARmzSBGogrjNdpDYIpmf
SVueYqzvycGVaSJGong Yingxian’s head snapped up. “No! I didn’t know you two were father and son back then!”hhnLOBtTchRLFiLncFQdKrKrPxBNwB
IlWoweBNbAHxvvmRen Yi looked at Gong Yingxian, suddenly feeling as though he didn’t know him at all. Every word Gong Yingxian said now felt like a lie. Shaking his head, Ren Yi murmured, “No, you knew. You did it on purpose. It wasn’t hard to find out—half the firefighting community knows Ren Xiangrong is my father.”QFjNjLNurKOnMDudRiLckVUaVdMAtt
djwNHCasmHzcccF“I really didn’t know!” Gong Yingxian’s eyes were red with desperation. “We hadn’t even started investigating the rescue team back then.”DDWEfcZGneWzRyHyTgiRYrJipOpTRI
HEvqkngXzBqMWWcRen Yi suddenly gave a smile that was uglier than crying. “Even if you didn’t know at first, what about later? You suspected me of being the son of the man who killed your entire family. What did you think of me? What were you feeling when you slept with me? Huh? Were you proud of yourself, completely using me inside and out?” His voice grew more despairing with every word. He replayed their entire history in his mind, all the moments he’d thought were sweet. Now they were tainted, changed beyond recognition.bnXNnhcKkQOPTjNmGVAQVvZbyzqUba
KtrYLSJGKzXjhZI“I didn’t,” Gong Yingxian growled. “I never wanted to use you! No matter what the truth of that year is, you’re innocent. I never associated you with your father.”LyRMjuTFanfefLrcngwNZEyLamyrBS
swSIftHCLKPlkruRen Yi clenched his jaw, forcing back tears, and turned his back to Gong Yingxian. “Leave.”zlWhGGhzfabbkcEcMgRuZjSYfrWnwn
VqoknSfYMDxUQIb“I’m sorry,” Gong Yingxian said, staring at Ren Yi’s stiff back. Panic gripped him. A voice in his head screamed at him not to let this happen. He couldn’t bear it—Ren Yi, who had always been gentle and forgiving, couldn’t treat him like this. “I’m sorry…”KAfbsukavBZNGplfGGoiNRRazSiVKF
UbOxZHvtWvSWQPg“I don’t want to see you right now. Go.” Ren Yi closed his eyes.BprgAxwOtRViTVumPzlubjVvXsaxrV
XFswgHoYgrxaERj“Ren Yi—”ygtUvjXkkdSpQUqbkuoLeFYeQaolhZ
ZhSstkveDOLVrRB“Go!” Ren Yi shouted.RPVWqEuxEweIyTRwfGFvBGVhqfyWCv
AFTboTISBHlSrlrGong Yingxian’s eyes brimmed with tears. He bit his lip to stop himself from sobbing, turned around, and slammed the door on his way out.BDkkJaWbnBaDXMhrxsuZmnzTltcdsz
IFyJVmEETMYfhSuTears streamed down Ren Yi’s face.FNYpPuzmeFZAqtzrsqiKHiKNdnwHpO
UkVLOLQVfyPYfRSThe person he loved wasn’t supposed to be like this. That person, willful but inherently gentle, wouldn’t do this to him—wouldn’t stab him in the heart just after he’d lost a comrade.FLEDFyXHgbPRtXxpVzhvNzmwpiSEhe
nUOZWgCpWVpKEjcBut then… who was this?paAPhgtAjKCraxcnciCAiRCctOQYVa
NttrNNSGySviNQYDid he ever truly know the person he loved?KPjRmCMFfOkZxYcSBpxbMPBCrZpEzp
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