Chapter 127
Ren Yi stiffly turned his neck, averting his gaze. He couldn’t bear to look at that face he had once loved so deeply—a face now marked by helplessness, shock, and grievance, as though he were the one in the wrong, as if he had done something to hurt Gong Yingxian.hNBgYOQUVcgtJNBDxOLySRecHBkINe
jEcOcXSzqTSgvWmLowering his head, Ren Yi pushed Gong Yingxian aside, intent on leaving. But Gong Yingxian grabbed his wrist firmly. “You’re not allowed to leave.”ONbfzQlqWpnZsxMsarZGwcESsoZFzq
wrqVgvThosSqRvaRen Yi raised his head, his anger flaring. “Let go.”kLNVTgkqguTGvkxqTYTuhGSByHeqsF
fvEPucRjFXuPACQGong Yingxian pursed his lips. “How long are you planning to stay angry?”TzifNvgyIwFbumZKmGwklTTgphFuNk
MuuhpborzRohuVBRen Yi tried to wrench his hand away, but Gong Yingxian held onto his wrist tightly. Ren Yi stared at him in disbelief. “Do you think I’m just throwing a tantrum? Do you think I should follow your schedule, finish being mad, and then go back to acting like nothing happened?” He shouted, “Do you think this is some fucking game?”LqrdJdyzoTQjckpllZmElOoUkVRINr
fhDmNJvCnjFDXMJGong Yingxian’s lips trembled slightly. He stammered, “Then… what do you want me to do?”zxPHPYdFfvAfbHKhJlYalkOseBMfnY
MfAqzuTDeUAJBHmRen Yi glared at him, his eyes reddening. A bitter ache rose in his chest, threatening to spill over as tears. “I don’t know. But I… I don’t want to see you.”MlKoOBEKWWXbXPMJFJmOYoBtOEilzx
bYIHLRgEonXKyOZHe had never imagined he would one day say this to Gong Yingxian. He liked this person so much—so much that he had been willing to compromise on anything, to follow Gong Yingxian’s lead in everything, as long as they could be together. He had lived in fear, terrified that one day Gong Yingxian would be the one to tell him these words. And now, fate had played its cruel joke: he was the one saying them, and he meant it.gMbVgvmPuKZkutuFNyhxoalKIGQWjk
ZBPsCiUeMUNxjGfHe didn’t know what to do. He couldn’t do anything to Gong Yingxian. He was angry and heartbroken, but it didn’t change the fact that he still liked this person. He also knew Gong Yingxian hadn’t meant to do harm—he had simply made a mistake. But Ren Yi couldn’t forgive anyone for hurting his father. All he wanted right now was to get away—as far away as possible—so he wouldn’t have to wrestle with the agony of love and hate.ojzwpRCTjwwpBlPvXdTvQVfNqJtuJD
MJmTfVuwwEQFZkiBut this one sentence was enough to push Gong Yingxian off the edge of a cliff. When he made that decision, he had considered the possibility that Ren Yi would be angry. But he had believed Ren Yi would eventually forgive him. After the near-explosion at the barbecue restaurant and the loss of Sun Dingyi at the Wenhui Mall, Gong Yingxian’s fear for Ren Yi’s safety had reached its limit. All he wanted was to capture the criminals as quickly as possible, by any means necessary.qYwHmceReKFoujEqyKjSAtBvpTaewo
hDAIhFzgJHcCGcxHe hadn’t expected Ren Yi to be this furious, to say something as devastating as… not wanting to see him anymore.zUFBHEiNvRcIfjBjqgpKHlgqCCFGiq
MystPwEzCjpLQIwAll of Gong Yingxian’s usual composure was gone. Panic, sorrow, and despair clashed violently in his chest, clouding his mind and making his breath uneven. He stared fixedly into Ren Yi’s eyes, gritting his teeth as he said, “You’re not allowed to say that. You can be mad at me, you can yell at me, even hit me—but you’re not allowed to say that.”gVdrFVDrzFVNcfsQpLwCLjwzjZHMpy
PLEDVrquusQcBwgRen Yi struggled desperately to free his hand, but Gong Yingxian refused to let go, gripping his wrist so tightly it hurt. Ren Yi shouted, “Let go!”RquaWXLYpXdZNBWRUZiElWUGqIqxoQ
AVFttAKjxByeLhe“What do you want me to do?!” Gong Yingxian growled lowly. “Just tell me, and I’ll make it up to you.”YMgFzmgIqmItMfPdaPhVSyHMHhVhKV
JsDoMyOvdFoycvE“I want you to let go.” Ren Yi snarled, “I want some peace!”kXcHbPwUQPsCBQjsbhcBPoyuLDAkYF
NjRYHdSdLOlYiLVAnguish and frustration flashed in Gong Yingxian’s eyes. Without thinking, he shoved Ren Yi against the wall, pressing his lips hard against Ren Yi’s to silence the words he didn’t want to hear.hteLxaPycjizRMZFOgJXjYGORqfPLd
xlQOWuyPVgShPxGShock was written all over Ren Yi’s wide, glaring eyes.iidceyXRaBUriPQZIlLxdHAtIfFzyQ
BIfYVYsxKQLTBfBGong Yingxian kissed him with a force that bordered on brutality, claiming the soft lips he had longed for with desperation. It was a taste he couldn’t forget, one he would never let anyone take away from him.OifZfMauAxJnsmxCXsLiHiqnHyrygp
MLvHlXsTSVFOTTzSnapping back to his senses, Ren Yi felt the painful pressure of Gong Yingxian’s rough kiss bruising his lips and teeth. Summoning all his strength, he shoved Gong Yingxian away and roared, “Enough! What the hell is wrong with you? What do you want?!”eMsqCibtTQovBJTPJKEhkiqplGJvVs
rMAddLbBDykVRgC“I want us to go back to how we used to be!” Gong Yingxian roared back.KuPRNeUuEStUOOpFtHTsHbWVyhKoAU
JNJXYqoCabfzhOv“Back to how we used to be?” Ren Yi sneered coldly. “What, you mean me being there whenever you needed someone to scratch your itches?”eexLdYnRomfGXyFwZVryuIuXbiCsQx
qmXLRLCecVhVwpg“You know that’s not what I mean!”MPYaRGoVHVfSXkQNkaPgNwgmOMMsKh
mHBTgiCzPDcdbCR“Then what?!” Ren Yi’s bloodshot eyes locked onto Gong Yingxian’s. “What am I to you? I thought we were friends! Is this how you treat a friend? Of course you want things to go back to how they were—back when I could help you solve your cases and be at your beck and call! Where else would you find such a convenient and useful ‘friend’?!”lqQMybDxYaZJmmRBxibusVyoaidpZW
VvcFMSmILQBLFyLGong Yingxian stammered, “You’re talking nonsense! I never thought of you that way! I know I was wrong—I just wanted to catch the killer as soon as possible to keep you safe. Can’t you… can’t you forgive me?”xKpsMqbmYwWZlDiKSvpGCMjDhpaZsk
ljwUDVyScqbjMeiThrough his blurred vision, Ren Yi stared blankly at Gong Yingxian. His voice was soft but resolute. “No.” Those two simple words pierced like a blade, cutting deep into both of them.zPBilxAoQpkEvbwKbMaAnXeqtetupr
RBpMAPglnyUcIleGong Yingxian’s eyes brimmed with tears. His clenched fists and tightly pressed lips betrayed his struggle to hold back a flood of emotions. He had never felt so utterly defeated.GdDLUSfcVpnJOeApuuaiqwYYLFnvQa
DnFNqreMqtJZAtoUnable to bear the sight of Gong Yingxian’s broken expression, Ren Yi turned to leave the hospital room again. But once more, Gong Yingxian blocked his path.XapIsYAyTWvowMddGRyJFPedqkLpDw
DCGuHuXNimiExQQFury overtook Ren Yi, and he shouted, “Get out of my way!”bGQFIrsaEWkVzWayCWPpXGyZMrGbYM
eODsGtgACyzAKqhThe words hit Gong Yingxian like a blow, leaving him frozen. In that moment, all his strength deserted him. Only Ren Yi could break him like this—with a single line, a single look.wHiGMJCjxreMhcVIaPhEChYwPYhvlm
QvAfuNILYOvdWrMTaking advantage of Gong Yingxian’s momentary hesitation, Ren Yi pushed past him and fled the room. When he reached the reception desk, the head nurse tried to stop him. “Captain Ren, you haven’t finished the paperwork—”bxLYulyuiqGDPdthtKxPRwBtSUreqb
fLcpipoRMXPbpfe“I don’t need it,” Ren Yi cut her off, not even slowing down as he headed for the parking lot.qtPUCpqphAuVZxtajFDFaLFQzJsouw
VrAFAJQcZyMqCYBHe needed to get as far away from Gong Yingxian as possible, to rid himself of the man’s presence, scent, touch, and voice. If he didn’t, he feared he might waver.RCbEfuiDLlhFTIJvSxKbXnFhlrNzov
PclelAjirqZpXYfGong Yingxian stood by the window, trembling as he watched Ren Yi’s hurried figure disappear into the distance. Rage overtook him, and with a deafening bang, he lashed out, kicking the aluminum door so hard it left a deep dent.XUJCvRJVNLYoagOtCOFTCXSKyNcQAu
FJnrNCUnYxhiHVDNo, absolutely not. Ren Yi couldn’t leave his world. This man, who had barged into his life uninvited and turned it upside down, was someone he had to keep by his side for the rest of his life.grTAFTkAafomyqKOdLCzkhcaDZNTVW
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GRlFRsibPHldUacOn the way back to the squad, Ren Yi was so overwhelmed with emotion that he nearly caused an accident. The screeching sound of his sudden brake jolted him awake. He pulled over to the side of the road, forced himself to calm down, and only then drove back at a steady pace.gfRQmaTuIjtyNsqSfUEokHJfkyfeMw
zSvAWFqAgHFgdmPAs soon as he stepped out of the car, he bumped into Qu Yangbo. Qu looked at him curiously and asked, “Where’ve you been?”bztmozunfGFshWnrsGFVxjOtNsNsqg
uHRCAucZvFQZOHL“The hospital,” Ren Yi replied flatly.yyXRwUkBMQRPjhhJjfIcycZoOMIvtD
GnxMUcNVxdSVoKM“Changing your dressing?”SlAKHOMxyMIWbahDoDdrpRmSEGrsIN
zfWXSAzZKnHjcwK“No, I went to my dad’s hospital.”SSfWNuIrfiuvSWjWkNZsDPJHsAgtdZ
VmzORgFnxWBznNr“Oh? Did you already send Uncle back? Why didn’t you tell us?”FmBuEaXqHOQBgxRPRrzFXNkcMtkdXf
WHQiqESPRuMwntG“No,” Ren Yi avoided Qu Yangbo’s gaze. “I went to pick up his things. On the seventh, someone else will take him to a care home.”UzTzePJxIQczkqgSTPLeWssvfJKAVM
wybijqURgdyHVvwQu Yangbo frowned. “What? He’s moving? Why?”WPnDfwYZMjUwLvQQpVIyyAqBUCtADW
PdUyybodPEWwjvQ“Something happened between me and Gong Yingxian. I don’t want to get into it. Just… leave it alone, okay?” Ren Yi rattled off quickly, then turned and headed toward the dormitory.ypgfegcpdMVIwYEBbGRqDBqTvuYVzI
JAfAqsBLynjdbUoQu Yangbo froze for a moment before following him. “You two… fine, I won’t ask. Did you at least tell your dad about this?”ZTdZsSIlPccpKTOPYoInszjHwkjLCp
yCXolJysSfwPhQv“I did.”zqKCYLTZumjVlKwnmOjlbSoSNFemSj
MpgNiTyOxrrxdSx“And… are you sure about this?”InMlXzcVvaTrzItPcnhVFCKCCgYdMK
jUfNGNvueEgZTur“There’s nothing to think about.”TbuoQtJtwyxqzeYUeDSIOPxlEiKbEu
gfiZswTrOEBIFFEQu Yangbo didn’t press further. Even though he was nearsighted, he had a knack for reading people. He’d noticed Ren Yi acting off these past few days. Initially, he thought it was because of Sun Dingyi, but the simmering anger he sensed clearly had a different source. Now that he knew the reason, digging any deeper would only provoke Ren Yi’s temper.IPYvbKgflQMmtebXBfvaKdRNSCDlgU
KBPZYEQQWXaqoNZBack in the dorm, Ren Yi splashed cold water on his face and then looked up at his reflection in the mirror. He froze, staring at himself, lost in thought.kJxdwsWrfdOkLjUhxDXaPtWvfbYlge
QFSHjmXbBvPIMVEIt seemed like a long time since he last looked in the mirror. The haggard, pale face staring back at him, shadowed with stubble—was that really him? No wonder everyone around him had been treading so carefully. No wonder his father could tell he wasn’t doing well. It turned out everyone was silently playing along with his façade of normalcy.ZaxKYJANXytrnOUGZoTyhGHrCpMXMK
LoxnPFjXtihMjWlEveryone around him knew what he was going through. They tolerated him, comforted him, and supported him. Everyone except Gong Yingxian, who had no hesitation in stabbing another knife into his heart.JzMcaMrVyJRegJEhwlUpjbSstklRid
BjfsokcYrzQFVhhOnly Gong Yingxian.AbQShTsFnHRwACoPJUVdtYSwXSKYQK
bqNtAfsEIEpyhjZRen Yi raised his hand and wiped the wet streaks across the mirror. He didn’t want to see that face anymore. He couldn’t let himself sink any deeper, especially not because of Gong Yingxian. He had to pull himself together—for his father, for Sun Dingyi, and for his brothers.qSNspuBRqHpbcioUWtQKethQCjgZVV
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uRnYhkoJDiiGbRsEarly the next morning, on the seventh, Qu Yangbo accompanied Ren Yi to move Ren Xiangrong to a new care home. It was closer to their squad, making future visits more convenient.kvNBPxEyBorSrOIoaEldXlwkUmztjQ
cOvkFWtzlBimqWmAfter completing the paperwork and settling his father in, the two drove back. On the way, Ren Yi’s phone kept lighting up with WeChat message notifications. Qu Yangbo glanced at the screen out of the corner of his eye and saw they were from Gong Yingxian.ueivyDKxUeLEwLtkFyZHyHYLHtyExz
LAfWSfymMqEwFLpHe shot a look at Ren Yi, who caught the glance and returned it. Although neither of them said a word, Ren Yi already knew who the messages were from. Pretending not to notice, he changed the subject: “Has your mom been trying to set you up with anyone recently?”qFfomyHVKWLXnNTCFPSMlMGGmJiUAv
mjqyZhqxVLxbvSP“She actually hasn’t.”lQihNjQqMyIIeOoZguXmriNSaNleKn
NLuckNfqbTtXQjO“No way. Isn’t that a New Year tradition for your family?”VvKgTIXmYPSNZotzMtvQhShvzcaiUU
jbjOaVBFxdcfmBv“I told them I was pursuing someone, so that shut them up.”IrksTczeohNBWbaTpsHIVRmskACTvk
HCIJBobzljEFKHNRen Yi turned his head to look at him. “Who?”GGzNNrLxehWqptyZcxmycRaqaiufLg
PcnZRLSjNoDphOoQu Yangbo shrugged. “Made it up.”LZdjMGACrVOFpjqbWoxupEhiWtfvWH
sFVQMxQWAYEGxzP“Figures. If you get married before me, I’ll be under even more pressure. Right now, with both of us single, it’s hard to say who’s the bad influence.”MqKPCSGwymmZNOVXjoPxVotqCenHGV
UlyVysEHxDWXyGnQu Yangbo shot Ren Yi a sideways glance, his tone laced with mockery. “‘Single,’ huh?”rJqiefpzIMXNISyeBOZObuRrGFPMcb
HLgsKpBLFoeLpCN“What?”qAepISHWTXPrSkmtbJyRYKOtgOUaAl
rgUaOjoczQEHilzQu Yangbo let out a sarcastic chuckle. “Nothing.”SIOhFnwCfwwmmPioBwACXCqvIRrhZt
HzdYetpXwNZIxWkRen Yi fell silent for a moment before saying, “I was never actually with him. At most, we were just… friends with benefits.”CMRAYLmFgsBuYwFGnENEfbDehxfpWt
SpKASNhRcKzoDSz“Friends with benefits? With that much sincerity? Don’t make me laugh,” Qu Yangbo scoffed.wbwdlImmIQVLanmluWRxhLQMDXgQdE
yhaHmjGocCgvNrORen Yi’s chest ached faintly again, and he replied bitterly, “…There’s a lot you don’t know.”cJZmZOQnsyLlOUNWRNIzWDQEZHgqWZ
QqgabpPVPDTJTzq“Then tell me.”HhvfSgkCbWVZSHIOsqRpeszVxCADwD
cGtKSVLZbkLLTvp“I don’t want to.”qXcybkfjxrgAjnOOXAHggIHnmuHnSp
oZfRAEKPcEnnwwv“Tsk, tsk, honestly… I don’t even know what to say about you two. You both look so clever on the surface, but in reality, you’re just two fools.”OWZxzXsHHvijOwUJXGJrfEYobocfLR
wzhZeWXVqWzaDCKRen Yi wanted to retort but paused. He couldn’t find anything to argue against.IXDtJjLxrEGxrTyMWgQSrLazUCFraj
AHPvYAJnLnhblYiAt least he really was a fool—for seeing Gong Yingxian as a simple person. Who knows when Gong Yingxian decided to start using him?qRxZjlaqQywKrnDLoPCEaUtyerWFiW
QRFRdgNkCIgsgPs“Check your messages,” Qu Yangbo said, glancing at him. “I caught a glimpse—something about footprints and evidence. Looks like it’s official business.”lkpPrOQrvSNeesWQONQYXBIQBHwmDr
mwljiwvgNCUkVqMRen Yi hesitated for a moment but finally unlocked his phone while waiting at a red light. Sure enough, Gong Yingxian had sent him a long string of messages. There wasn’t a trace of personal emotion in them. His tone was the same as when they were forced to work together before they knew each other—cold, professional, and purely businesslike.UASlGCHfbgDwOzVGsgOoxhIdEsevTd
IHFKZnNRbWbcyILThe messages explained the results of the investigation into the evidence found at the Wenhui Mall.JDRTPlLEDvXKaZBNTYOWqLLXCBPObr
lPqVLgoyRXZnemRThe footprints belonged to a pair of Nike sneakers from last autumn’s high-end fashion collection. Expensive, marketed to a younger demographic, size 43. The suspect was estimated to be a male, 175–185 cm in height, weighing 65–75 kg. The shoe prints didn’t match any of the officers who had been at the scene, and no fingerprints were recovered. However, footage from cameras around Wenhui Mall and nearby streets and shops had captured the suspect on video.bTtVjCdsTWqvjTLMXHFxDkxuouPPtp
cDdwjjmXPaJFRqKRen Yi gripped his phone tightly.xcKqmFCpCGvPUETHmEQhFIlPAbYned
ZWgOcffrCvlPfZDWell, maybe this was all that was left between him and Gong Yingxian from now on—cold, detached professionalism.IUvNkZwLUYSXWOffkcuIqfZYJHVoVx
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It’s not often I identify so deeply with someone’s anger, but oh wow…right now Ren Yi is my hero for not caving in and Gong is on my poo poo list!!!