Blooming Flowers, Silent Sorrow

Translator: Silvery Butterfly SPBVAqIFVLXBqVxiMkKYWJzufJISUN

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Now that there was no one around, Xiao Bao felt a bit nervous upon seeing him.mgKHakmbNOwcmAGzKgavIpeOOBQXiR

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Although he still had a great fondness for Huai En, he couldn’t bring himself to be as shamelessly fawning and clingy as he had been before, especially towards someone who was essentially the same as him, a man. Even someone as thick-skinned as Xiao Bao found it difficult to act so obsequiously now.WpIkWmIDlUSdMmmGPIBMEhOhHtORwI

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With the beauty in front of him, he felt he should do or say something, but his mind was completely blank. As they walked closer, Xiao Bao became increasingly flustered, breaking out in a cold sweat.DbbXPoPiyNRHQVBozAuAiGMucuDKnU

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He couldn’t decide how to behave while alone with Huai En. On one hand, he felt he should act a bit aggrieved or awkward, but that only worked if the other person cared. On the other hand, smiling and greeting him warmly felt like betraying his own principles.joCooCDxRkZDlZFjfpLTQzsgSODClL

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As he approached Huai En, Xiao Bao nervously sucked a deep breath in his stomach, lifted his head, and straightened his chest, his eyes darting around to avoid direct contact.gXqbhStfcOeUTOiVuIqdnVKwNPRUVI

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Huai En’s cold expression showed a faint crack the moment he saw Xiao Bao.FYAfdpgrjNDjxPLqgnDIJzkNtnCerE

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Up close, Xiao Bao stood taller than Huai En. This height difference sparked a subtle reaction in both of them. Xiao Bao felt a twisted sense of pride, finally finding something he excelled at compared to Huai En, though he was four years older. Huai En, who usually paid little attention to appearances, found himself suddenly hating this fact.mduUuQPjKzoHUNiSTVWXSMblMFRoAM

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Regaining a bit of confidence, Xiao Bao finally dared to look Huai En in the eyes. “Is your room alright?”drbXIiCManDrCyYoQtnMJCNbEqmzRS

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Huai En gave him a cold glance. “Did you tell anyone about that incident?”OsqpVqlREJPzTdnYETpHVyspznTwKG

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His words immediately made Xiao Bao’s face flush red with anger, the warmth he had been feeling replaced by fury. “N-nonsense! Who would go around spreading that kind of thing?”xgYWPwfxuCtVFdMsgpbilZOWNjnPjF

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Huai En’s expression turned equally awkward, his cheeks even tinged with red.vNOqEuqCvzuWZYIOmGJlVhgfJsflIy

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Ever since he encountered this fool, his plans could never keep up with the rapid changes.AssubXekrOjhdQsihAuefkvtAEWaaP

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That day, by the end of it, his memory was almost a blur. When he woke up, he found himself wrapped up like a rice dumpling and couldn’t recall how he had been brought back. The only thing he remembered was the soul-stirring pleasure of being inside that person’s body. It was his first experience of that kind. Normally, he hated physical contact with people, regardless of gender, yet he didn’t realize that such an act could be so intensely pleasurable, no wonder it was something so many found irresistible.YdPWdTbjCGPoFSWqeSTsUntWMUNnal

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To admit he might be addicted to physical pleasure was an insult to him, especially when, upon waking and inquiring about the previous night, You Ying had subtly hinted that he was discovered while he was still inside that person… He immediately kicked You Ying out. If he hadn’t been severely injured, You Ying wouldn’t have been able to stand up.NsuwwxEcBiVmtyFkdLORMVIqMqYQLR

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Having gone through such an incident, it was impossible for him to carry on with his original plan as if nothing had happened. Ideally, he’d never see this fool again, but with Su Yin keeping a hold on his people, he had no choice but to come personally.WvGkoYWXjBNAuuOWMqZcTIfTnQScNZ

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Yet, the moment he saw him, he changed his mind. Partly because what he needed was there, and partly because he couldn’t stand seeing the intimacy between Su Yin and Xiao Bao.OtvfrmQPcKUqYmwMlduzXUXnCpHANS

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Whether Xiao Bao believed it or not, Huai En, cold and ruthless to the point of inhumanity, could be considered pure and traditional when it came to matters of the heart.ouaEawINThQKUdtgurfYDJYOyqvqml

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His father’s unwavering love for his mother, even unto death, seemed foolish to him, yet it shaped his view that relationships between men and women should be like that. Although both he and Xiao Bao were men, they had shared an intimate act. In his eyes, Xiao Bao had taken advantage of him first, violating him when he was in a vulnerable state. He felt deeply humiliated by the thought, believing he had suffered a great loss. However, since they had already engaged in such an act, even if his heart was filled with nothing but loathing, Xiao Bao could not avoid taking responsibility for it. Otherwise, how could he, Huai En, hold his ground? Did he think Huai En was someone others could toy with and then walk away unscathed? Especially someone as despicable and incompetent as this person.gWEBQPshMaiOowTrPvJFZxpjnBJUBr

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This person had seen him at his most disgraceful and had engaged in such sordid contact with him. To Huai En, it was not just disgusting but also humiliating. To think that after defiling him, Xiao Bao could nonchalantly interact with others… he was filled with a desire to tear him apart. Seeing Xiao Bao whispering intimately with Su Yin only solidified his resolve. He would get what he wanted, and then he would ensure that Jin Xiao Bao, along with the shameful experience, disappeared from this world.XBppXCyJjNEfPJprUJAUtIiGNhokzc

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When Xiao Bao saw Huai En remaining silent, he was reminded of his own suffering. His temper flared, and he pointed at Huai En’s nose, cursing, “You bastard! I kindly saved you, and you… you did that to me. You even wore women’s clothes to trick me, you… you…” Xiao Bao was so angry he couldn’t finish his sentence.ZqTQvuzjHklKaJCXTCtgNBaLUQWvbh

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Huai En moved as swiftly as lightning. Xiao Bao didn’t even see it coming; he only felt a sharp pain in his hand as his wrist was twisted behind his back. The next moment, he was pushed and flew forward, landing hard on the cobblestone ground, crying out in pain.VUvtLVOHMIYcOUUQuqDfGmkbgaPXRB

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Huai En raised an eyebrow, his disdain clear. “What’s all this yelling about? Are you even a man?” He had held back, not breaking Xiao Bao’s arm, but he found Xiao Bao’s loud cries over minor pain extremely irritating. He didn’t realize that this behavior was common among pampered children like Xiao Bao. Whenever they shouted in pain, someone would rush to care for them. Others’ sympathy and concern were their best weapons. If Xiao Bao had grown up like Huai En, with no one to care for or love him, he wouldn’t cry out because no one would listen. This was a lesson Xiao Bao would only understand much later, when he no longer cried out in pain.rWLkQEIGwuOXsxgvrhYeUEweIArrWr

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Xiao Bao was so startled by Huai En’s harsh tone that he immediately stopped crying out. He feared that if Huai En lost control again, he would be the one to suffer. He had never met anyone with such a bad temper and didn’t know where Huai En’s breaking point was. Huai En was prone to violence at the slightest provocation. Why was he, Xiao Bao, so foolish and masochistic to fall for someone like him?HesDjsCAXyWNyedbARPhxOzsozVlbA

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Yet, the more challenging the situation, the stronger Xiao Bao’s desire to conquer Huai En became. Even if just for his pride and the dignity of his innocent backside, he resolved to take down this little rascal.RVgmlHAsoLQRPQfqabHyrJKZOyYxdV

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Thinking about the day when Huai En would be submissive and affectionate in his arms, Xiao Bao felt that even if a knife were held to his throat, he would press forward. He would not rest until he had claimed Huai En. To achieve this great endeavor, a true man must be flexible. If a hard approach didn’t work, he could always try a soft one.IlIIEuQdlnKUhmvfrzJXuOOIMwiVGi

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If people knew how heroically and bravely Jin Xiao Bao was pursuing his desire, they would surely admire his audacious courage!XGLEZoIQCgTRNUtAHFNGgNHZLKqjso

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Huai En could never have guessed how thick-skinned Xiao Bao was. This man’s persistence was comparable to that of a pangolin. After being thrown out, Xiao Bao came back with a sycophantic and nauseatingly affectionate expression, his quick change of face surprising even Huai En.gcyHRunxWbJfwyXpSXbtBuRzjYqHUc

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“Actually, I don’t blame you. How could I blame you? I was just so shocked at the time; I didn’t expect you to be a man. But later, I thought a lot about it and realized that true love shouldn’t be confined by gender. My feelings for you are deep and genuine, and they won’t change just because you’re a man,” Xiao Bao said, looking at Huai En with deep affection, making Huai En frown even more.bEAtkiYirwMsmURYmKcUkZskulCznz

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“I risked my life to save you that night, but you treated me like that. At first, I was very angry, but then I thought about it and realized you had no choice. If it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t have been poisoned. We’ve both sacrificed for each other. Even though it wasn’t pleasant, our intentions were sincere. Don’t you agree?” Xiao Bao continued softly.HZfOpIqrAHpWAmQrkQkuzfOHmyXFSG

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Huai En’s fists clenched tightly.iUUSAJjsJSNOhzpcxMLVjDhinBrfcA

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“And in the future, if we want to have sex, this is necessary. But I don’t want you to suffer. You bled so much last time, it tore my heart apart. Next time, let me be the top, okay? I promise to make you feel… Ah!!!! Ahhh!!!! Zhao Cai Jin Bao!! Help!!!!!”grvrKhcLiPcLSqNLUYcNSFJekPUwXK

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