Chapter 109
On the road, Gong Yingxian couldn’t resist asking, “What did the doctor just say to you?”NdGQJROmGwTAbqJjaswzOMWeLitvuB
HDoeOBMLnjqpfjgRen Yi teased, “He said you were adorable as a kid.”HgBtwPOuVaFepxSwsQwtRbfodHzFer
AguzKVayupMtkNFGong Yingxian feigned anger, “Be serious.”FzvhmMxUmYBOvLYyeKJeHWaeOrKzTg
LUumScydSVgcpdv“What’s the matter? Is there something you don’t want me to know?”MpTEskpyPBPQdjGQmguLbYLxirxKnS
RmeXPwQlfuITLsa“…No.”lCgGqRFkLeZXRriStnhcUQlkCIXBXh
lyTxkAcRXcBNslp“Relax, it wasn’t anything important. The doctor just said I’m helpful to your recovery.” Ren Yi, though filled with anxiety and helplessness, didn’t let it show on his face. He could understand the protective instincts of Qiu Yan and Dr. Pompeii toward Gong Yingxian. After all, they were the ones who had witnessed his worst moments and stood by him through it all.DQNlVZgLCCNnQRunThjmYlhCnLZOPb
gnavdQeZHymeGnGThis only weighed more heavily on Ren Yi’s mind. He constantly doubted himself, wondering if he had made too many mistakes, even in daring to fall for Gong Yingxian. Perhaps that, too, was a mistake. Not to mention their current relationship, knowing it was wrong but still unable to resist the lure of desire, couldn’t help but stir worry for the future.bOHmwiXorKNiRuERoQRNWpiDMFKVJH
fuomonBPLcMBPxqGong Yingxian was silent for a moment, then said, “There’s something I need you to help me with.”nwHflrAaNJkpglrTxyEJUEFcUfLEZi
XvbRnkxwIgHRQXS“What is it?”vMEsNJnJCFqzdslnjLFOhgdlqLAUGD
VqarYIArmfEIGNm“Deep hypnosis.”CivmSxPyspaQgKZUYkNcjcCVfcOxOI
cDyyWTrcunMmZkQRen Yi turned to look at Gong Yingxian. “The doctor already refused.”fyTzfVhEQWzZbmgjsDAKvzjkgsOJCI
fZZpyADAbtGYREV“But I haven’t given up.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze remained steady, unwavering as he looked ahead. “Deep hypnosis can truly bring back a lot of memories one thought were lost. This time, I have more clues. I’m certain I can uncover more from my memories.”PmSvbieaBOWksRtFNjsfOazuediuwT
JrjGnEKfUVrRoFDRen Yi spoke in a low voice, “But the doctor said it’s dangerous, and I can’t help you. He’s already refused.”BYoMvvTapWjtDIMFFofBQhGpxmxTok
HpwwYUJujnretxm“The danger of deep hypnosis lies in the memories—the things I fear most and the people closest to me. It’s easy for me to get trapped and not come back. But I’m not as afraid of fire as I once was, and during hypnosis…” Gong Yingxian glanced at Ren Yi, “with you by my side, I’d feel much safer.”VLvGDDuYPZpqqsFkKbpzAFYvVhWiRv
ivPARdxVitYLkTVRen Yi stared at Gong Yingxian for a long time, his emotions complicated. “I… unless the doctor is confident he can protect you, I can’t just watch you take that risk.”yQLKnroGvKhEmErvnmtERHjVdjbQWb
kMWnvKOKwRPbOpm“I’ll convince him. All you need to do is be there with me when the time comes.”DVGGyahePRAYBiPfiGGScJLVimumjQ
oyLEmkGHoUjnIqxRen Yi sighed softly. “Yingxian, I’ve tried to tell you many times—don’t push yourself so hard.”ZuLlPyWxQFAlHetBKRznogWhAcWIFh
rjBrOTdZNLADjYkGong Yingxian didn’t respond. He’d been too young back then, powerless to protect his family. It was the nightmare of his life. Now, he was strong enough and would never allow anyone to harm Ren Yi. He would do whatever it took to capture the purple flame.HmvhaBeqtZGnVcPxiapMjLqEaqVJTq
ndoWbszMApDbbcrWhatever it took.OuxCMdunZpwrJhHUawksaDiYAkdBNj
eJwhzfCnwsQIXzpThe car came to a steady stop at the unit’s entrance. Ren Yi unclasped his seatbelt. “Take care on your way, don’t stay up all night. If it gets too late, sleep at the station.”dtwKgauiXPIlPhMPxHXqiTOevRLDfS
vegPsjzAwLjlJsHGong Yingxian nodded.TYPiBymqtOuEgGXEFoAfdfynVTqRlu
XhCUBzMjffEHOXcRen Yi still felt a tightness in his chest, but said nothing more and prepared to get out. Suddenly, Gong Yingxian placed a hand on his shoulder.hQkeqrLOKmptUTKEmPjzIVyTdtHNRO
ciGuyfVfCUTEutgRen Yi turned around, and Gong Yingxian leaned in, capturing his lips in a kiss.bldfMhmcVybfsGoafNrkBuLXMCUgDJ
pJxVLMxwBTZTBLSRen Yi’s eyes widened, clearly surprised.YUpiWnofPvOVbfiwYSMcqCmNbFrbdg
jdkMibWazbAbTzFGong Yingxian rarely took the initiative. Most of the time, he was awkward and reserved, holding back his words even when his desire was written in his eyes. Ren Yi found that endearing in him.BEDLETQDDEMVdWElZAEIQwMkzvoSqT
pjpaBpAIoXkXarBThe kiss was brief. Gong Yingxian pulled away and said softly, “Go back.”xBIgiBxmQTgvIHXfVYGpdlUFfzSsEB
zvEZmVwhjbnbUsORen Yi smiled faintly. “Why so forward today?”SfrpumeVmsDMUUmVEmGRnwBfVBcgsj
DtAzeweImutaZqLGong Yingxian’s lashes trembled slightly as he looked directly into Ren Yi’s eyes. “Can’t I?”YbpDgauFXYozeixMoRcVXtxHTgaSYN
GZgJuWeCCCsvmXk“Of course you can.”mnCUuRceRYtDhnbeoHXtaKlEaRKqYI
FydZgkmZYmBUOIJGong Yingxian’s gaze traced over Ren Yi’s features, taking in every detail of his face, knowing that all of it belonged to him. A thought stirred in his heart, and he asked, “Am I the only one?”jyJiNRkqkKzmFcLUVgpqKzajzPqtOD
UyjEQbgKmWptvONRen Yi froze.AWfuTzfRINvtiunAWPOxWEErVaKCrn
bWZkMJQbcypkALaWith a firm tone, Gong Yingxian pressed, “I’m the only one, right?”XpevQfCMkQeJorNFOCxCYQPbcDMzwl
gxjuTyHZOdnjxrJRen Yi was momentarily lost, unsure of what Gong Yingxian meant by those words.jAwwqbQYVdlFqqsJXvwHmPVbfhFvVW
GQtGdBIpTndURwOSeeing Ren Yi’s silence, a heavy feeling settled in Gong Yingxian’s heart, his breath unsteady. “I’m the only one who can do those things with you.”tHBSCbbDTqYloJvhYvccQBPyWYAoxV
yMDBgMiCPUwlWuJRen Yi realized that certain questions, if continuously avoided, would eventually spill over. He took a deep breath. “Yingxian, do you know what our relationship is right now?”IUTKtUCzzXAyVHszRFJZBMOXIzyIsM
gAitYcWEItbrKdFGong Yingxian said nothing.SftCikklZBSasHuCbWPOafbxLvQSph
nsnkMcZYPdpwIXhRen Yi struggled to explain. “Between adults, there’s a type of relationship that usually implies…”zmJCNYtCJLawGBhtOWKVkDlgwhaeTt
wZwpPvlYQEhAFyF“A booty call. You don’t need to treat me like a caveman—I know what it means,” Gong Yingxian interrupted, anger flaring within him. “Are you saying that because of that kind of relationship, I can’t make that request?”XXSWAiUqwQAPOKeCLbJTSOxRfdBpsm
qSjLhheXRxkVQeFRen Yi looked down, at a loss for words. The truth was, Gong Yingxian didn’t need to make any request; Ren Yi had no intention of being close to anyone else. Secretly, he’d been pretending they were in a real relationship, unwilling to face the truth and have the illusion shattered.MwOILVQfDZOFdpRfLCIqkciWMcUQpK
OSbdyLqpdhUawkbRen Yi’s silence seemed like a confirmation to Gong Yingxian, who clenched his teeth. “You know I have a need for exclusivity, so…”BSRYECNSVAWLwGFdeAliaWhnixeLDY
jPPGiYbpldvSmqG“I know.” Ren Yi replied quickly. “Just as you want.” He opened the car door, ready to leave.vylsVtehaCKYGOiApsyNsnGmOSuzer
ZscsQwQDtmwJGWPGong Yingxian reached out to grab him, but uncharacteristically, Ren Yi shook off his hand.gXNItWJOlqjcPNPqrkzFXYqDpwEfoS
UjrgZzrTVTKcNWIThe movement left them both frozen in place.fNTdkKkRRHlzaqKDHymhOWwMTjUzhw
ctwhWRzIcOTAzcxRen Yi had always been gentle and understanding toward Gong Yingxian. Except for that one time when Gong Yingxian ignored orders and handled chemical containers, he’d never gotten angry with him.YzhZcuFmOekZAxsUAKeJsazynflXiF
fNSgECnPOThsmQEA wave of discomfort and even a hint of hurt washed over Gong Yingxian as he looked at Ren Yi in disbelief. “Are you mad at me?”synTOrtpGYetfyieFJhbrYiSzmiGWO
MIHIKQPEUCfgfTnRen Yi turned back reluctantly, trying to explain, “No, I’m just…” He looked at Gong Yingxian’s face but had no idea what to say.hwsuPmVpNoILtIrVlWvOlKaXTrrUiL
NMMAnrQfzOtCnbg“Is it that hard for you?” Gong Yingxian’s voice held a barely perceptible tremor. “Is it impossible to be with only me?”sMukDnVBUSagaKkJfOeWoEQQCpewKC
eKOoKfjtlWphEPrRen Yi gave a bitter smile. “What kind of person do you think I am? Someone who casts a wide net, flirting around?”isKOJKNgTkJIdkyasMfGRomuFlKdvw
VCpnkLGohqzzPzLGong Yingxian couldn’t respond. He had always been bothered by Ren Yi’s past with Qi Xiao.scUXcVLJuWAZFjCXILCFQMorwsXJSB
XyeyEXbIysHkJpJ“Even if you don’t say it, I won’t be looking for anyone else. You can rest assured.” Ren Yi forced a smile. “I’m leaving.”PqAKelRcoRegnyhmJRZmrKyhRsEFQN
BTINIpDiOiQJVpUBut Gong Yingxian still held onto his arm, clearly unwilling to let go.yssUnnOJKqwYeLOIgwXSmxJCGOvPmR
sJvEitAsDHTCtGARen Yi emphasized, “Good night.”WIZRXcUrRArlkvNSHGvpBdRGcEYKvH
HUIjfrKiyfwjAvpSuddenly, Gong Yingxian wrapped his arms around Ren Yi from behind, encircling him with an iron grip, holding him tightly, leaving no room to escape.MGKCvXZCJnUiVxuhodUiTAuqnzzePo
aMzcZQfaOXYpkzKRen Yi didn’t move at all.MFmbNDjqhlvRxGFdElpnFiXOMsHftg
AjdbiZuuxIJDCoUIn a low voice by his ear, Gong Yingxian murmured, “Don’t be mad at me.”yQMliGXGJHVbwfPkHLAYgaJYMCtjLj
gHMIIDhiKTPYFCbRen Yi sighed, helpless. “Alright.” When Gong Yingxian clung to him like this, childlike in his dependence, it was all too easy for Ren Yi to soften.MBvnFjMSswZeGIoQWjaALovkAZIhln
TCCPPugbkzZuPFa“Promise me.”xcktNiUVgZivKRIvIvUINYVjFLExIu
ujqJLQZgqbNULpj“I promise.”pGodXAUNYLDXiIitdTldZPsHsLoCLw
jqrbmBtlQDphqafGong Yingxian held him in silence for a while longer before finally letting go. Ren Yi got out of the car, waved back at him, and then turned to leave.cuAJEIZxdxltvPymXGnNrPVYGJpkem
EzYZhUjGhMJpxtuGong Yingxian watched Ren Yi’s back until he disappeared up the stairs before driving away.XxyPyCznGvZKRVPKChShVTOXSBLkGN
ycGCXbzKzDbzsRZRen Yi, on the other hand, lay restless and sleepless that entire night.ObbHqktpmIMrzydyUAQCQBWFsOydTI
TTZznvfHiKQuExgFalling for Gong Yingxian had been his choice. Agreeing to Gong Yingxian’s demands was also his choice. Feeling wronged now would only seem petty; he was simply sad.CpKsksMQfOyLxaUGnfLUUtRNNsRQwM
qNfaQoRFZOJTBAJSad that what he felt for Gong Yingxian wasn’t fully returned—and he had known this all along, yet continued as he was. Yes, just sad, that’s all—gRVAlCRFfYiPgqaBqVVcpcVOVZVQIX
faKICBjyMqtjbfiTwo days later, Ren Yi received a notice from the headquarters, summoning him for training. Every year there were various trainings and meetings he usually tried to find excuses to avoid. But having recently been reprimanded, he decided to play it safe this time and went to report as instructed.ZjiIKrDwfgklXMcmRABiwaVLMVJIws
mONyLpBAsysQSVOThe training content was roughly divided into two categories: ideological and practical. Ren Yi despised the party lectures, where he would inevitably nod off. But sessions like special case analysis, squadron management and training, familiarization with advanced domestic and international technology and equipment—those were genuinely informative, and he didn’t mind listening.DucLXtrUCbxPGveaZKnYFNRoaDHwvg
DAbgFCahlDVyzfZThis time, it was the latter.JjxUXjFLEGYbLAwWpXYOLKiLtUxbNS
QavVfJncUhKaywBAmong the selected captains was Yan Jue, who, after their previous encounters, had become friends with Ren Yi. Naturally, they sat together.fpsGXZHZVYgiqrpJgktCYesawEkchn
vtkyLrilKozNafyYan Jue glanced at him. “Didn’t sleep well, huh? Those dark circles are huge.”DmarFDIAIskVpVeVBexooFHeZmLRvO
wYvqANZYVueBjFE“Oh, it’s been a quiet week with no emergencies, so I’ve just been up all night on my phone,” Ren Yi replied, casually brushing off his real worries—both the maniac still at large who wanted him dead and his tangled feelings. How could he sleep well with all that on his mind?MfEnSfeNaVhDZotBzayeDDdCgtEUiH
tsdDoRkVUhKopbmYan Jue chuckled. “You game too? Let’s play a round during the break.”wUkbptQWPFQdFbYAyrDWygzedZKVpB
IMyPACDjmzayzCXRen Yi laughed, “Sure, but how’s your skill level? If you’re bad, just give me a heads-up so I won’t roast you too hard.”lwibPKrJbLtlrtpskeJtHUPfddokvj
yZvOdxFDGSfeoDX“Ha! We’ll see who’s roasting who.”JKfQeUqyWVtVljHwhyKNqggfZLfCen
kLXBmIWXjDRSWGKClass began shortly after.THoeFVurwRVixvBgcABoHROpcaUBql
cdUHDuxojxxrYdIThis training was a three-day course, covering firefighting-related theoretical knowledge and introducing advanced technology and equipment. Two topics particularly interested Ren Yi: the classic case study on cold storage fire management and a preview of new equipment set to arrive from Germany next year. Ren Yi planned to take good notes, hoping to secure a few extra pieces when the new gear arrived.IYKsaBaSCAfROGRKoueBgumTAaxHPD
SnsRmJLVAKtpJHlAt lunch break, after grabbing a meal, Ren Yi and Yan Jue returned to the dorms and started a game.GSBEfzeWsMiUCFMgCjWOZZUGGOboKo
buQJIWQbkfVviKRAs soon as the screen loaded, Yan Jue burst into laughter. “What’s your username? What the hell?”mhwwiDSNTVVyKlRiQfAQPdXNKChqob
edltiwHzKURjnKQ“Just call me ‘Goddess,’” Ren Yi smirked, eyeing Yan Jue. “Oh, a King level player, huh?”QhbWKBQVIYkKbJUOlDMODEhXCClxMs
nZwBzJmJKxhPMuX“Did you pick this name to balance out your real one?”FRScMGpjQiKHZAqfHaRXEVvRRdQvbH
EkwNVbfArfuCpkj“Yeah. It wouldn’t feel right for a firefighter to have a name like ‘Four Fires.’ I have no clue what my dad was thinking when he picked it.”eHnKAHNtxliPrYxETbxisiFkjStsdN
kagfuXPJjTfpOTk“Your old captain is a legend. He probably had his reasons.”ZOWOmreNgYEsiGvWznLagBMqZbJMlL
VlAYDAYiGhDDcHfRen Yi sighed, “It’s some superstitious nonsense about the five elements or something. I just don’t get it. Hasn’t he seen enough fire in this lifetime?”SQbegRUtsVqeCMnABKQfaHIJltcDPp
OagtWQUIhIMPCCj“Fight fire with fire,” Ren Yi quipped.NVOJdYfUKmdvEJDBFATnJZahegfbnM
guAQlxPqkDFBDCtThe game began, and Sun Dingyi called out, “Captain Ren, how’s the training going?”WkPVDEpCSTCVUDyGHEFtzCVJqZzXXR
jCObxaNLaBcVsWY“It’s great—three days without having to see you little brats. Peace and quiet.”LaRWnykxObZdsCtKyyjsuvgPTfgIqi
UpggXrElHwhHOSm“Yet here you are, desperate to hear our voices and see our slick moves.”byYrOTmqpdTBEtxoPYYQlMaNyHpSZO
BqTFAxGNKrzumdA“Cut the crap and get to mid-lane,” Ren Yi said, still focused on the game. “Oh, by the way, this is Captain Yan from the Special Ops team in the western suburbs. Yan Jue, meet my squad members.”xghAXnQuKHRFQaxNXcycPcYefJmqhQ
ROzHPqtjwcmajhy“Hey, good to meet you,” Yan Jue chuckled. “Does your captain usually game with you guys?”jAkMIcKfjlftELhzWDhKikGWTMdiVm
bICjAXEwhwiOAKD“Yeah, don’t you? It’d be boring without games at the squad.”zjaNyhVmTSLVnzYBgkIhlXCkhUcmIP
sgUbnxqfkBoxgvD“I don’t play with my men,” Yan Jue said, muting his mic momentarily to speak to Ren Yi. “I have a different leadership style. I’m strict with my squad.”KMpOXUFYLWySxKhtOjTfQYSnuSCZkL
yfuZRNzPBbAcScGRen Yi shot him a teasing glance. “Really?”cRoyPXOLRsTEcAMgaMIFEVbrlOMzRJ
YLOGjUNLjqBLvZt“Absolutely. They’re all scared of me,” Yan Jue smirked, lips quirking slightly. “It’s only with you that I’m this friendly. Touched?”BUiCPOklsWNrdMHfzJSBZEgZUMkfvF
iLlnVVFSDWYcqxy“Not even close,” Ren Yi laughed, calling out, “I’m stunned! Someone come save me!”qUrHitzIBUKJwnyJOVunTHosqbFuVo
UiLKUHOrKlohEhUJust as the battle hit its peak, Gong Yingxian’s call suddenly came through. Ren Yi’s hand slipped, and he hung up immediately. His heart raced—knowing Gong Yingxian’s possessiveness, he was sure the guy would overthink it. But abandoning the game at this point would let his squad down, and with Yan Jue beside him, he reluctantly decided to push through.XGzpdRvSROjEccWtdQPuuVOaOnGZJb
xjytTjfvziWlGACThe match dragged on for a good ten minutes.wCdLjmGfVIrVQiRjSjskKsUekpGOfc
bOKAFOmeoMfntSmAs soon as it ended, Ren Yi headed to the hallway and returned the call to Gong Yingxian.rWuXctdCyVMijKCNpvUATyDPiJWqQW
VPqAsnNOWxUskrVWhen the call connected, Gong Yingxian didn’t say anything. Even through the silence, Ren Yi could sense his shifting mood and quickly tried to soothe him. “I’m here at headquarters for training. There were leaders around just now, so it wasn’t convenient to answer.”affrCGhNcJEgDGqhMADmBoDVoiIDox
qzHXQOVDxunitCcHearing this, Gong Yingxian sighed in relief. “Oh.”aNZIKrfcTgaKqYBMQUuaMKEOefeGEv
cRIiZiGZrJwBCkn“Did you need something?”KBneYLDgzOYSAvUpxKFLpPMtiLCAJE
WCDnEDmXllFYaMW“Can’t I call without a reason?”NtTkOlbipZokdfUqVHrHJhtGygirNr
FupIGoaWhwqGnVJ“Of course you can.”jhmSnjcTCZuMTjSZnDZuPZrAgfZOFH
TeMALIESbTgaUDw“Why don’t you ever call me?”RQlBcXaAdKcdfefjBQwgCSccvRvjlD
jEZabHrmmBXcyhX“I just… didn’t really have anything to say.”FiqnziYiWRMUXyUWLDFMkVxYRfRVlL
cfuhuoXBiKAIFTRAt that moment, Yan Jue popped his head out of the room. “Ren Yi, should we start another round?”NEiXfqSHDcwiPZJmxnzdIOKXtbeGVO
ZmmjqZhKLVFileURen Yi quickly nodded and waved at him.bqoobvgghhRCTTBhJyJYsQxWMoqCUz
wFPSYsbWAVSqEBzThere was a pause on the other end of the line. “Who was that? The voice sounded familiar.”mplPmEIrGkVDUKofsBmqDLSiQyMScG
vgSvDRLxGEDpTNw“Another squad leader.”hCfbdbjEhqZaHmnHbtrmNMilijIAVD
AnLVJEXpKsyXPJb“…Was it Yan Jue?” Gong Yingxian seemed to recall the voice.OuNXvOgBSgEHnIbegbbgZXdQeqSEcz
sYgMsJNpTMnqfnT“Yeah, he’s here too.”fxLgQTwboltMadSWBvjhVIyjWLWAHp
pPPyXvUaPzheETuGong Yingxian let out a faint, unimpressed sound. “Alright, then carry on.”IcplTJkissQRheGwjrqJTFgctVqBZa
JVaEVLaQNBTZTDq“You can come visit,” Ren Yi offered. “I’m staying at the headquarters lodge. It’s safe here, so you don’t have to worry.”vCgrrGaKZWPySIfuGjLtUOcdYDFhxH
tmijvpEGJZjTAKj“I’ll come.”VsoofHFWMZAxNeQWsHDljJwLNpJsrv
cfVOWqGfEOJNFoSBack in the room, Yan Jue had already started another game and, without looking up, remarked, “It was that officer Gong again, wasn’t it?”CmDxZjtaAfboQfYdXRnCJkTOLMgsEh
ajCctAcFajiUErm“How did you know?”fWAMwXoSrUYfCcgfmHAiYwFtyKgQRo
evYtgIhrPJShiDuYan Jue paused, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Your expression changes when it’s him.”mtEkEDZzskNLrFhxCWJZiizViCLBEX
QSXAtxmbRjmASCFRen Yi’s heart skipped a beat as he instinctively touched his face.aAzkkXMQmbtvzyKmntYaPdCIbEULgJ
TQQOEtHOTbiBXnfWas it really that obvious?pxJlCIMTjGjzVPmKfLWndSdjMJzYQN
kWpypDbajuYIHXSThey gamed through the entire lunch break, and by afternoon, neither felt like attending class. Even with Ren Yi’s easygoing nature, he found himself particularly in sync with Yan Jue. It looked like the training over the next few days wouldn’t be so dull after all.vBKiPkMlRrddBaqBVsGydoqwGkMJwz
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