Chapter 109
On the road, Gong Yingxian couldn’t resist asking, “What did the doctor just say to you?”dEEYQWRUyDBtMQNbDbEKiJyCfllqQf
SKLGEKDpORsHcBQRen Yi teased, “He said you were adorable as a kid.”orIpJxwvKWejMsEJIhQqmWJkllYkMd
OAaIXVKtEhvisXeGong Yingxian feigned anger, “Be serious.”mHKLzyaquqgVqcYKxDAEkHcDTCCWqk
FmKegOVqlmfwMJh“What’s the matter? Is there something you don’t want me to know?”LibagXOGricXEYVnEkOYiDegtoHCKz
WxvtcAAqUXTQQpV“…No.”CnrKPcIokfXZZWBHqulCnIboTpcaki
khSePdUgXflhlJV“Relax, it wasn’t anything important. The doctor just said I’m helpful to your recovery.” Ren Yi, though filled with anxiety and helplessness, didn’t let it show on his face. He could understand the protective instincts of Qiu Yan and Dr. Pompeii toward Gong Yingxian. After all, they were the ones who had witnessed his worst moments and stood by him through it all.ZVkNQSBOdqoFQqKDRuecGaOPcgGwKA
JbdkdzsgBgHYpWeThis only weighed more heavily on Ren Yi’s mind. He constantly doubted himself, wondering if he had made too many mistakes, even in daring to fall for Gong Yingxian. Perhaps that, too, was a mistake. Not to mention their current relationship, knowing it was wrong but still unable to resist the lure of desire, couldn’t help but stir worry for the future.ZvjZUHwHXxiwIDtfBzeNfagAzoHNPm
irNBvDpmFzxJEELGong Yingxian was silent for a moment, then said, “There’s something I need you to help me with.”NnjCXMuKHlCujDSVVHVflYPSNmDaCP
SpMVksQLuxRvUJb“What is it?”sDrusrdKKjgcyQWjLBhkCLiGGnfRaa
KvwIBzKVlEtYyqT“Deep hypnosis.”dNbUISmtCRnMsfuKWwLdvlmIOaPSbD
YQtehlzsxeNlQflRen Yi turned to look at Gong Yingxian. “The doctor already refused.”mOCiTOZXTBdvdZilpygogftrqkccdb
LawQSQvGPbDYUyv“But I haven’t given up.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze remained steady, unwavering as he looked ahead. “Deep hypnosis can truly bring back a lot of memories one thought were lost. This time, I have more clues. I’m certain I can uncover more from my memories.”supQttViiWgydwyiZRRWWGGnujifrr
OowXGTaKewBwEpGRen Yi spoke in a low voice, “But the doctor said it’s dangerous, and I can’t help you. He’s already refused.”dUjSdSvxfHwxPnttQtBVVLEjlaeeaz
dCqGLcmlTECvVhh“The danger of deep hypnosis lies in the memories—the things I fear most and the people closest to me. It’s easy for me to get trapped and not come back. But I’m not as afraid of fire as I once was, and during hypnosis…” Gong Yingxian glanced at Ren Yi, “with you by my side, I’d feel much safer.”kpCWXpQVpAYkwcoUJRyBpaYdtCkPJi
TDwpWILMHKrGLMiRen Yi stared at Gong Yingxian for a long time, his emotions complicated. “I… unless the doctor is confident he can protect you, I can’t just watch you take that risk.”cTsYfnSGLCvHIEwQkxWhcGribuFBqp
sIjAtOjRnMQjcbE“I’ll convince him. All you need to do is be there with me when the time comes.”XcjJnsLWBavOVdzBbuAjiRmTJmHkTT
jHTfaKSljQtrXRrRen Yi sighed softly. “Yingxian, I’ve tried to tell you many times—don’t push yourself so hard.”WrnUygfmtHkirgdVpKbehrVDbjPNpk
DobUZQnnZqaSyRPGong Yingxian didn’t respond. He’d been too young back then, powerless to protect his family. It was the nightmare of his life. Now, he was strong enough and would never allow anyone to harm Ren Yi. He would do whatever it took to capture the purple flame.TcVnuVkBeYdDWPERGVCIauBAqPGFPM
oBWsavMgeMFmFupWhatever it took.jasrbXKCnABVqZaeAIpoZZhSormdkP
tCeUOKQkQjotylzThe car came to a steady stop at the unit’s entrance. Ren Yi unclasped his seatbelt. “Take care on your way, don’t stay up all night. If it gets too late, sleep at the station.”fyKiqNFAmpRWsuGRUCQFEOQTHVejLK
WbGDMUrJfdcROJOGong Yingxian nodded.RAfsIUvVbEUuILAJeNMRqLSpoUNCvH
bcneYVkawdBfqXDRen Yi still felt a tightness in his chest, but said nothing more and prepared to get out. Suddenly, Gong Yingxian placed a hand on his shoulder.afZEWTOLuCYOptCOtErevYUecySDGm
SqLFqwXtClmxsrrRen Yi turned around, and Gong Yingxian leaned in, capturing his lips in a kiss.ZLYzHZnZVsivuiOVUQiFDXJOGKuDOQ
rrmsJmtxTmMxuNmRen Yi’s eyes widened, clearly surprised.gTbVLUXkdBNCyvobdYfvzTOdUwPnVI
mipszRbvXCaRSpJGong Yingxian rarely took the initiative. Most of the time, he was awkward and reserved, holding back his words even when his desire was written in his eyes. Ren Yi found that endearing in him.sGNVcxNNzpKxSUSuEckYQDtLhYOsmd
ssgpCpsPqJdiWUfThe kiss was brief. Gong Yingxian pulled away and said softly, “Go back.”DXYXEWSedslhNuolHpBgFXLKYhPYzs
LObDkRDGYYZaeuFRen Yi smiled faintly. “Why so forward today?”PiBGLRlajyTIraprgpPCEcPkBoOTbz
KUNBcMtliuRaNmEGong Yingxian’s lashes trembled slightly as he looked directly into Ren Yi’s eyes. “Can’t I?”QVjasOuSmrUliBLouHXeSktTWAXcXh
VApgBXSAnKkJaUs“Of course you can.”KYZkpUnbABCKhOUmAvdjEwAEgipSux
rWqiuPfMkHZTrpzGong Yingxian’s gaze traced over Ren Yi’s features, taking in every detail of his face, knowing that all of it belonged to him. A thought stirred in his heart, and he asked, “Am I the only one?”NkrskxroIHTEVPIxEemCNryIiSuZSn
KGpseTBNTLkvfVhRen Yi froze.QrJyzVRhSTNPpDQSMQUPfYlQwrjKIk
GvVLOUAuSmBpNNuWith a firm tone, Gong Yingxian pressed, “I’m the only one, right?”gSAfVyRBPwrxnJIcjMFJUUGBJTzoXu
SClWRskXbgmspvcRen Yi was momentarily lost, unsure of what Gong Yingxian meant by those words.oyhLkFbWzsfZczkbrgzNFXnyRyUZiB
VMQAMtmnkPzdOAtSeeing Ren Yi’s silence, a heavy feeling settled in Gong Yingxian’s heart, his breath unsteady. “I’m the only one who can do those things with you.”FhwcxUmlcGGIrhMYuzROCxfbIkKZBp
VTWpCFdrRPcywdCRen Yi realized that certain questions, if continuously avoided, would eventually spill over. He took a deep breath. “Yingxian, do you know what our relationship is right now?”zLQSFtrmgJmHfRhyxMkHnmHgurcYpo
fNcQVgddyICFEdlGong Yingxian said nothing.CeJxuBuuMGlCFJgGwucxAuiKmZSMuY
DhvXnVednOPyLhTRen Yi struggled to explain. “Between adults, there’s a type of relationship that usually implies…”VYuoJDkBNbBcsNlWvnaZhyaKqFtQtp
oTwmeqKemjYgkVN“A booty call. You don’t need to treat me like a caveman—I know what it means,” Gong Yingxian interrupted, anger flaring within him. “Are you saying that because of that kind of relationship, I can’t make that request?”vObCNmApHrsRTAAqtgwLhzeAfebSar
EnrBEjhvorLhbPYRen Yi looked down, at a loss for words. The truth was, Gong Yingxian didn’t need to make any request; Ren Yi had no intention of being close to anyone else. Secretly, he’d been pretending they were in a real relationship, unwilling to face the truth and have the illusion shattered.hDlLNeWgGtmKEMbYxfuvuEKIZvqSRm
BbfscTMGXebAUeKRen Yi’s silence seemed like a confirmation to Gong Yingxian, who clenched his teeth. “You know I have a need for exclusivity, so…”IuxJxqHfWUVOHuZozxVBgUjEEVHNLY
BFnWptpNPADWqZO“I know.” Ren Yi replied quickly. “Just as you want.” He opened the car door, ready to leave.AuUjAlhTWMedexBIKAcltoFuCjECNw
wgIWQYAnDmYcgZrGong Yingxian reached out to grab him, but uncharacteristically, Ren Yi shook off his hand.IbvulzQkfASGXEgPvnxeXRBBayuJVA
hhLfCxnvgALWwaFThe movement left them both frozen in place.xBoOJdKxKhriLlyPaNdINatQGGneBg
yIOAKSXgTXwpzewRen Yi had always been gentle and understanding toward Gong Yingxian. Except for that one time when Gong Yingxian ignored orders and handled chemical containers, he’d never gotten angry with him.tGoqXmcOlYZpoGsqypFwYkQuspTseA
DtRdTjvnVpRTaJqA wave of discomfort and even a hint of hurt washed over Gong Yingxian as he looked at Ren Yi in disbelief. “Are you mad at me?”oKRKtiLJOZCGEmppzpVVYfuQTXqemg
tDeZEqWxujcmKiYRen Yi turned back reluctantly, trying to explain, “No, I’m just…” He looked at Gong Yingxian’s face but had no idea what to say.HIPHKkcDLRQRYOQmPKXnmVjThPaCYp
pydcKPAPdKYQDmR“Is it that hard for you?” Gong Yingxian’s voice held a barely perceptible tremor. “Is it impossible to be with only me?”cQDuisqMJxVAsWxUyhJunnRDTHpUjH
JCQzQYRVZPCROvHRen Yi gave a bitter smile. “What kind of person do you think I am? Someone who casts a wide net, flirting around?”EHELjequaEpLYJXBiDbiTCLLFzHIvO
onUGyhpRbzChlQoGong Yingxian couldn’t respond. He had always been bothered by Ren Yi’s past with Qi Xiao.QDYVOBWekDgkshRTaqAKrNVEcAEvaX
yQrccTVSDariQtg“Even if you don’t say it, I won’t be looking for anyone else. You can rest assured.” Ren Yi forced a smile. “I’m leaving.”eUUXOCnkXSxxMrQSlwMKxTFkHfoBsZ
BTDUeBzuUsNtVAABut Gong Yingxian still held onto his arm, clearly unwilling to let go.RcDmgxMmVHzRKKutGaMrfgfwBcqoms
RUrXoYasYdDHhNtRen Yi emphasized, “Good night.”UGlLnbaEKrGJYdGfrozInaxHqkiNPM
tTrrcYAkWEnASkxSuddenly, Gong Yingxian wrapped his arms around Ren Yi from behind, encircling him with an iron grip, holding him tightly, leaving no room to escape.qHgMFKWktkWmIMwKAwFGdeymJBWode
tnAswLqIdFBbBzFRen Yi didn’t move at all.mmnpbgTldcKJUUFYKCknJumdhayYPS
WfCQIYyLJQVFpBbIn a low voice by his ear, Gong Yingxian murmured, “Don’t be mad at me.”yHMtXUNtgTOesBkqGlnRRsykEimNAY
IdgXuMtckpaYwPQRen Yi sighed, helpless. “Alright.” When Gong Yingxian clung to him like this, childlike in his dependence, it was all too easy for Ren Yi to soften.FpKScBeWJwyrjfmCXbAiFeRUdREieR
uDZSBLfzbBtVqcK“Promise me.”amtggJAHkcssklaQaujcRDvdEAHzat
jiyqLMSENSoHLNP“I promise.”SfvZoylBXkwwfNMrluMcjTSgNHZrin
HOIotZUgdZsUnyAGong Yingxian held him in silence for a while longer before finally letting go. Ren Yi got out of the car, waved back at him, and then turned to leave.cZSwHPNaRgPZkHYzHleVHomwsDFhGa
pwRyyoxnUrKyOCtGong Yingxian watched Ren Yi’s back until he disappeared up the stairs before driving away.GmtpRWSsyvZSEuxxuqjbaouviLKXdN
lsTUWpeLgszoAgWRen Yi, on the other hand, lay restless and sleepless that entire night.LrEDgbOmZcntNsuqsroyRvlOEFlZRy
oQrKQZDCABEmCYfFalling for Gong Yingxian had been his choice. Agreeing to Gong Yingxian’s demands was also his choice. Feeling wronged now would only seem petty; he was simply sad.idfmtpPmtfFhHrEvenDeDckvZllgPD
MqtPtKwkxsXTuEuSad that what he felt for Gong Yingxian wasn’t fully returned—and he had known this all along, yet continued as he was. Yes, just sad, that’s all—cBpWNZYkEbWbLMPzTjnxmJRPlfdRZD
NFZCMLEybkgEhJlTwo days later, Ren Yi received a notice from the headquarters, summoning him for training. Every year there were various trainings and meetings he usually tried to find excuses to avoid. But having recently been reprimanded, he decided to play it safe this time and went to report as instructed.hnRkpqytiQJMBeRpVOBDHngqBOnanG
NxLofIgLAauaBIUThe training content was roughly divided into two categories: ideological and practical. Ren Yi despised the party lectures, where he would inevitably nod off. But sessions like special case analysis, squadron management and training, familiarization with advanced domestic and international technology and equipment—those were genuinely informative, and he didn’t mind listening.oCONgeBVUrzRVvAJjgClQGCNMFxazM
lLFFEKgDLcCrxIUThis time, it was the latter.fzDoZNxPWOENHUbjzEssudGBjXLAZs
sLTxWuUsOnfpxXxAmong the selected captains was Yan Jue, who, after their previous encounters, had become friends with Ren Yi. Naturally, they sat together.HfdNnGAworvvZuvJkFKcfePmYbrJfi
FJgzYfjldqCpoFrYan Jue glanced at him. “Didn’t sleep well, huh? Those dark circles are huge.”qTPBHOGLPTPPbTBWtCXWPGiSzfIEtM
GBXcyHJTCckFjuF“Oh, it’s been a quiet week with no emergencies, so I’ve just been up all night on my phone,” Ren Yi replied, casually brushing off his real worries—both the maniac still at large who wanted him dead and his tangled feelings. How could he sleep well with all that on his mind?VYbBJuyRafgWGqLFHrENnsjJKHFZeA
EnQQcJKrTEOUuEAYan Jue chuckled. “You game too? Let’s play a round during the break.”GFbNnxfPxNDhqhqFGeeZVKwfpvzliC
uGOoCnkjanoXjTiRen Yi laughed, “Sure, but how’s your skill level? If you’re bad, just give me a heads-up so I won’t roast you too hard.”WQCnVwcuQdNMpiEFSAbVgUUtwKtzrZ
lJGUnzaHFRtzrKV“Ha! We’ll see who’s roasting who.”IgHxPzJuHMZzvAxAGXCAyElsnHPmBA
jgVYqAaDYNVoNODClass began shortly after.yFoJFDvJwDkpBkWGEFUJvpRlitDutb
MQxZqUSiBczXLGqThis training was a three-day course, covering firefighting-related theoretical knowledge and introducing advanced technology and equipment. Two topics particularly interested Ren Yi: the classic case study on cold storage fire management and a preview of new equipment set to arrive from Germany next year. Ren Yi planned to take good notes, hoping to secure a few extra pieces when the new gear arrived.oVBzkXNPcuhjASgjHXKKBdbDQFdnsK
nTsCzFtopyhmfzRAt lunch break, after grabbing a meal, Ren Yi and Yan Jue returned to the dorms and started a game.KZMEeobOlpguDdqOumMRcpwuyICWqM
ZeJJMNaySJZeIIvAs soon as the screen loaded, Yan Jue burst into laughter. “What’s your username? What the hell?”URVrOLUgnpJiKnXptkTxXFkbDbqgbN
dtXKJrPfgqGWkhi“Just call me ‘Goddess,’” Ren Yi smirked, eyeing Yan Jue. “Oh, a King level player, huh?”UqkvmYZFDNIHqpGDFnXDvWMcGBKZHw
ZXORWbxPSgVfsAL“Did you pick this name to balance out your real one?”ZmEzKMRRuIpzfNzNHPVhEbMbbTPlRo
bZCvUbfsXllNtsC“Yeah. It wouldn’t feel right for a firefighter to have a name like ‘Four Fires.’ I have no clue what my dad was thinking when he picked it.”gwwfQLuYeFMaTiInNJjbKVQtAzUXNg
rDofSgJqXPCHflb“Your old captain is a legend. He probably had his reasons.”kKFRCKjfQRnDQhfKSCTkiEogpEMmiR
qLynJaUcxhlbEAIRen Yi sighed, “It’s some superstitious nonsense about the five elements or something. I just don’t get it. Hasn’t he seen enough fire in this lifetime?”nzwpgMwAUjXIAKuPhrAcZohfsTsOhT
CbbBpIdRnFfoiFF“Fight fire with fire,” Ren Yi quipped.XiLqkvwiMhMXUcNHYEQmpuqUBlDWvD
lDNSfXYaiwVqABrThe game began, and Sun Dingyi called out, “Captain Ren, how’s the training going?”VtBMtjPRsvTpSMpcOdchrAqmECgPMb
JxhwKqJXRwoqoph“It’s great—three days without having to see you little brats. Peace and quiet.”KlbXVBQXvHbKRMTaJZHMqoiWeYutJS
OSslIiLKCDOGKxI“Yet here you are, desperate to hear our voices and see our slick moves.”wZRTXCAnnCJTVCAHBxVOamwyClMfYp
hHBwmXvknafRXYF“Cut the crap and get to mid-lane,” Ren Yi said, still focused on the game. “Oh, by the way, this is Captain Yan from the Special Ops team in the western suburbs. Yan Jue, meet my squad members.”slKtDxckXYeNshJLIrWUKdaSWSLHWX
sSBzqOxOMFXrsVp“Hey, good to meet you,” Yan Jue chuckled. “Does your captain usually game with you guys?”VpHvbHrHSbYJUoDAzJaMAVmTGSmbGs
nNEGuBgsZrzGhGw“Yeah, don’t you? It’d be boring without games at the squad.”FZJFrtpzVNEjMrByRoACDCRpYTfmBA
PzYKWvLxxAoWzrt“I don’t play with my men,” Yan Jue said, muting his mic momentarily to speak to Ren Yi. “I have a different leadership style. I’m strict with my squad.”BwefAQBwLwBAbrOdzZJJJmlmgtcWkp
mdgBWAMZdieWcZcRen Yi shot him a teasing glance. “Really?”GYbtyixNlRmUjsNTpVQNZQfNMhInGJ
BJYQzNVoXTkkLjo“Absolutely. They’re all scared of me,” Yan Jue smirked, lips quirking slightly. “It’s only with you that I’m this friendly. Touched?”XJxYsKRxFsNWxFcBeZrznpmmXDZDVa
SIzVSwikxjYLfPR“Not even close,” Ren Yi laughed, calling out, “I’m stunned! Someone come save me!”sSQRGYtQUmBJWiQRiGzTmhYyGYZcJa
ghLvrxiGdbDKQgzJust as the battle hit its peak, Gong Yingxian’s call suddenly came through. Ren Yi’s hand slipped, and he hung up immediately. His heart raced—knowing Gong Yingxian’s possessiveness, he was sure the guy would overthink it. But abandoning the game at this point would let his squad down, and with Yan Jue beside him, he reluctantly decided to push through.DSrYfHLckqOUdsRUDfjlCZDbMZXZVM
xIrTUuuYYQocTgrThe match dragged on for a good ten minutes.wdZuwKRxdsEmoWFwjqLehvjtrjGmNj
dtOMjcOHLOiDhnSAs soon as it ended, Ren Yi headed to the hallway and returned the call to Gong Yingxian.csgJoUYoNcMdoTNsdyoArVBhnbOvWh
SCFJKDmkkoCcaPYWhen the call connected, Gong Yingxian didn’t say anything. Even through the silence, Ren Yi could sense his shifting mood and quickly tried to soothe him. “I’m here at headquarters for training. There were leaders around just now, so it wasn’t convenient to answer.”BvujhvQfrsHRlXNiNJvLJVryuScunp
FUkZPkXQVuzICrmHearing this, Gong Yingxian sighed in relief. “Oh.”zIhmtLtYIkzwvralkpcDdFaGUbmuAw
vZjhUddPTArkGFS“Did you need something?”aNbBlrLzxVWmedXVmfGGepFodbtJbi
IEtPcXqacwVLRKI“Can’t I call without a reason?”OYeiUPosQHlCukopwjKjnWFbwFsuBq
nfHeOOxBhAhglAv“Of course you can.”GzKSvVOPxnCzvqjsLyAWUxZBvbltZT
dlVcPeqMccRZWwJ“Why don’t you ever call me?”XSgFxuxfkcyFKKfkfWNVsbtofSBfXd
GDuWtUpyEZsXUAT“I just… didn’t really have anything to say.”PqikniVMQSegpWrMBBeZmxUwqVMSAB
YipiQPHFnPeQqjkAt that moment, Yan Jue popped his head out of the room. “Ren Yi, should we start another round?”vFRTpZrKHBJDoPTjPHMCQVHtNSjFCa
pNglCBqxBlyrJURRen Yi quickly nodded and waved at him.tgNzfQhCrULmzrNTnDHRXXqgcpieBg
fOemvmgJTWCKLIvThere was a pause on the other end of the line. “Who was that? The voice sounded familiar.”nsGlyKwbcjojRHEOTPPDHVXEsDQaLv
LlAiStLNIbPDTDG“Another squad leader.”FbOVlwFvPgymrKZMbvaEAMfEcaYnOA
GRMzhslBhdutgTX“…Was it Yan Jue?” Gong Yingxian seemed to recall the voice.TrFsimPMjbglCvVbJuSekPVbvYjavE
jLBjTpCrYSxuMQN“Yeah, he’s here too.”XwobPEamtwEMfTpMZBNTvrYXJkioeJ
wkEJsiIvEYubShqGong Yingxian let out a faint, unimpressed sound. “Alright, then carry on.”hFFKjJRTwPTiaSBKnjeXRHCDxcGqsu
sbopOHrgEbmhvRM“You can come visit,” Ren Yi offered. “I’m staying at the headquarters lodge. It’s safe here, so you don’t have to worry.”AEOjASJHAuhYPbgqefQbQHLhUwafsS
jUWBmsoFcNwZPVk“I’ll come.”bFOkiEsGZmApeAKvzaEUfzzTNOPPJg
UiUtvOcLzwUfetEBack in the room, Yan Jue had already started another game and, without looking up, remarked, “It was that officer Gong again, wasn’t it?”CrjHfjIPTDZPRAcNLHCaFTCetmdMkL
sZHMNxbcVhkvUjS“How did you know?”gOsYHkQeWJCLIAwGuOeNdUaiDcVjEW
cgVOkYzvPpFoShGYan Jue paused, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Your expression changes when it’s him.”SdlRysTiulzRVjeReadNtiDExJnyKm
voCCANMwxAFQpZmRen Yi’s heart skipped a beat as he instinctively touched his face.UcCQPJcRuDwVXqHtSHkQyabixEEeIZ
WlXRxFKnCtUvSRhWas it really that obvious?HccKoOeRPHWbbExpUMnEjeQleYyGoy
BciDgRStEfebltAThey gamed through the entire lunch break, and by afternoon, neither felt like attending class. Even with Ren Yi’s easygoing nature, he found himself particularly in sync with Yan Jue. It looked like the training over the next few days wouldn’t be so dull after all.WAGdjMHeJCcenywpuVBGkxWuqlheFe
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