Chapter 134
Ren Yi scratched his head, looking troubled. Facing Gong Yingxian, who genuinely seemed upset, he found himself unable to say the words that would let him hand over the recording and send him away quickly.nZUCGjdAjpoCHnSpywznTDkBaTbWjC
YbBdEWrBEsbanlu“Uh, let’s talk inside,” Ren Yi gestured toward the reception room nearby.qcBTlsAJZVAhHFRZUpENVxoCNannoX
iUywmycExwtvxuwOnce inside, with the door closed, Ren Yi sighed, “What is this?”yZqMcyGwxsPSFfXXTvhPMwAwgtAKJk
dhchVmuNRIcCSufGong Yingxian pulled a gift box from a paper bag and opened it. Inside was a smashed… skeleton.NhleyeRoIFsvgNSXTGbOBhKQSLIgMF
YyfrrYyehxPHvzg“……”GKuzkJOTvSAGSIPdChEEdLCZHsNtgV
xYwgUhMekTSgLhl“It was my first bearded dragon,” Gong Yingxian said gloomily. “Her name was Lily of the Valley. She passed away recently, so I turned her into a specimen to give to you.” The specimen had been of great sentimental value, but now it was shattered beyond recognition.rJYpVkJBGkrjNdPMDcRGwPXVPmzTdd
TikaiOTOCsfgSZJRen Yi had expected that whatever Gong Yingxian brought would be out of the ordinary, but he hadn’t anticipated an animal skeleton. Still, the clean white bones hinted at its original appearance before the accident, clearly a labor of love. He asked, “Can it be fixed?”mBnYMQbnGAhLWavpbHHLJeCIqpedSA
DCBuTzNDztGRbdQ“It can, but there will be visible damage,” Gong Yingxian replied, his face suddenly darkening with anger. “I should never have let Yan Jue go!”IbPEbqQdPPjwihhMCPMZbVEDQkBWXE
zNAyVzAZIpAHxgnRen Yi frowned, “It’s true Yan Jue was wrong to kick it, but this situation started because of you.”WrwBklcDwznFDmtxVukcvQRhilVmKK
phZBZuyeEjvIQedGong Yingxian glared at him, “You’re defending him now?”asahMoidwSXDoQDpgpZnVNYxvEDmtr
vlvFffsbaZKgVOp“This isn’t about taking sides. You were the one who spoke out of line first. Even if you dislike Yan Jue, he’s still the deputy captain of the Special Fire Brigade. You two should show mutual respect. Targeting him over and over again makes you look neither like a police officer nor an adult.”dRDnpXQLhOgqdrjdDpWskFGsosWpeO
epRCnGuFfHQVkhA“And what about him targeting me? He’s constantly provoking me. The way he looks at you, the tone he uses when talking to you—everything about his presence around you is wrong.”HwaSQLbOScWbAaQksDakzveOOyzWEw
goIyMGhaKgNhWzm“What kind of nonsense is this?” Ren Yi reprimanded lightly.KVhFayWMbhnKLdJZvMOlwzbxFaCnQB
VlRLvdCRdqICtNm“Yes, what I’m saying is nonsense,” Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth. “Just like your vice-captain said, I have a bad personality, I’m difficult to get along with, I’m horrible to everyone, and no one can stand me. Is that it?”YuUqLwbduFCkVArpHDHMWoJhgNSVpf
bjmqbNcRnDmsVrE“That was just Gao Ge trying to mediate,” Ren Yi’s voice faltered. He accepted Gong Yingxian’s quirks out of affection, but he couldn’t deny that others might genuinely feel the way Gao Ge described, recalling his own moments of exasperation when they’d first met.gCsNkIxFPLqumxhjMYUxUnngQVlFpB
gSrtXWSUIczzqTI“It’s the truth, though, isn’t it?” Gong Yingxian’s lips trembled slightly. “That’s what the people around you think, and you think so too, don’t you?”FPDPYQdFDPGGyASkCuyzuIhkALkWCM
KQvhXiKPWKmkubG“I don’t think that way,” Ren Yi said without hesitation. “But that doesn’t mean I agree with everything you do—like what happened with my father or today.” He took a deep breath. “I’ll have to apologize to Yan Jue later.”UXADLHGxIxFNidyhPECWQfGSTffNpy
uMKpYbZferxvKeU“Why would you apologize to him?” Gong Yingxian snapped. “Does he like you?”rSfnrvzDGdgCUKwGYKIUvPfBFxHGRb
sOLBuwBKYnvWdsK“No.” Ren Yi denied it immediately, even before he decided how to answer. His instinctive lie left him feeling conflicted.xfMuuoEIADWRoITRLhdEvGmDTSpLxp
VRibzxtkKEnnDcDGong Yingxian was clearly unconvinced. “You really don’t see it?”loJIiCLjQywAVNrDCMfDqZNhkiHbUh
BFLiJhLsUxzfhBG“I said no, so no. You’re overreacting,” Ren Yi gritted his teeth and held firm. Admitting it would only complicate matters for all three of them. “Besides, what does it have to do with you?” He threw the recording at Gong Yingxian. “You should leave.”octAoDwuxREeDyWWVBBvTdIoRaiMdl
EFbjoyuSWDuZteT“What do you mean, ‘it has nothing to do with me’?” Gong Yingxian demanded, his voice rising.RaTnGkcbtUInmibQLigXtouCTJGqsb
SZVmMtgTHtuANks“It has nothing to do with you,” Ren Yi suppressed the anger and sorrow swelling inside him. “What are we, huh? We’re nothing more than fuck buddies. No promises, no feelings—this could end at any moment, and either of us could find someone else anytime.”PrrOnolkdbSPpythWdrGwuvQAXkGkJ
FssoHnsmQpEyfpU“Don’t you dare!” Gong Yingxian was beyond furious. Hearing those words, he felt like his head was about to explode.ZVzVSFmSpdcyVThgQsIkVTuhzFjWKJ
qErVTQNeZxxbICy“You dared to use me and my father—what wouldn’t I dare to do?!”eobQWWhSYgntRFelwynnHzEiBuowLd
ngMxqdxkZBKGOKmGong Yingxian shoved his hand against Ren Yi’s chest and pushed him back, pinning him against the wall. His nose was so close to Ren Yi’s it almost touched. Staring at him with bloodshot eyes, he ground out, “I won’t let us end. I won’t let you go to someone else!”jqeqBWydrnQQYVlmEZQvzwnYWQEOGf
GXCNdRtBZAujJKmRen Yi tried to push Gong Yingxian away, but his hands were locked in a death grip. The two glared at each other, as if searching for something in each other’s eyes, yet neither knew what they were looking for.FIUDwXnCgoFWMGAQbmhPmkMwORgmsF
ekzPBVJgkWHGAcK“Let go,” Ren Yi said in a low voice.AKLszArFlRUIPKqeRMeNXIuasohOrp
kbkpcWfXsGcRFNz“No,” Gong Yingxian replied hoarsely. “Why are you so good to Yan Jue but so… so cold to me? He ruined the gift I gave you, and you’re still going to apologize to him.”ESGvySkcqhYfZhVYCodRSYKJQUBIzV
mBAMnhDhtzceqtP“If you understood how to apologize when you’re wrong, I wouldn’t have to do it for you.”lCPNnBgQEaeuZDvPmqpAWKOGgdGVUq
kMwgWUWFrDOONnt“How do I not understand?” Gong Yingxian shot back. “I’ve never bowed my head to anyone in my life, but no matter how I apologize to you, you’re still angry.”wzCqVteEWlCHFPQJNediPqzXFxtghp
NWaFspZebxztXLt“That’s because you don’t even think you were wrong,” Ren Yi retorted, his voice rising. “Not with my father, not with Yan Jue—you don’t think you’ve done anything wrong.”ngpyvmSGopsXoThqzAAxukxqXqgsRb
QVFMnIXyeBODfZoGong Yingxian bit his lip. “I know I was wrong about the old captain. I was wrong to conduct deep hypnosis on him without your permission. But I wasn’t wrong to suspect or investigate him—I can’t apologize for something I don’t believe was a mistake.”LwghKpykuHKjhnqSDspXAyqaTOPGID
quDXXxXpQaRQBBbRen Yi was too furious to speak. He understood that Gong Yingxian’s reasoning might hold up from a professional standpoint, but on a personal level, the whole situation felt like exploitation and betrayal.aXngsFyVfzHqVYHiwnPVtIhRfYSHLk
UWLXtzInkfmYKeWGong Yingxian gazed at him intently. “It’s the same with Yan Jue. He obviously has feelings for you. I don’t know if you can’t see it or if you’re just pretending not to.”FLpXNhnEyjsRYlyaEWKwAMbWirlFVm
aBpqoejbxQvxcFlRen Yi sighed wearily. “Let me go. I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”BbATFNnTSklRTgRQHGfCXWLwFrpJFZ
awNkqMQtcznnYGrWith reddened eyes, Gong Yingxian said, “He broke my Lily of the Valley, and you still defend him. You won’t even talk to me. Do you hate me too? Does everyone really hate me?”ksTogKNfjXcTrwJqwEZWgzYanEhcAN
UFwZQEYDBIzNRmmRen Yi realized he had a weakness for vulnerability. The moment Gong Yingxian looked pitiful, his resolve softened. He let out a heavy sigh. “I don’t hate you. You’re just… different from most people, and the people around you mostly understand that. This isn’t about that.”QNavWhPIzbenrvASgNPFYKOjSaxiqW
OqBfidWxRgmQkaB“Then how do I fix what’s wrong between us?”BrDNcBtJhyYjySQZcdfsmxMOzNxcYB
TKXeYKaHyeLOFKZ“You…” Ren Yi felt like their communication existed on completely different wavelengths. After a moment of thought, he said, “Let me go first.”NnqHIuAalSwYFMzKrkcWjVJkAcXjDK
DUomKgypWJsztwJGong Yingxian’s gaze lingered on Ren Yi’s lips. His throat bobbed, but in the end, he reluctantly released him.ksJeHBnjcPezhsxqmmurgIBFzoNnms
drcWcmDTwqwvHSbRen Yi glanced at the shattered little lizard skeleton and felt a twinge of sympathy. “I have glue upstairs. Let’s fix it for now.”QppXiSDawXdVblHrjoqXKnMoHkilCS
QFKvaTMQWoxjPmtGong Yingxian’s eyes lit up. After a month of tension, with the earth finally thawing after the cold spring of the new year, Ren Yi was finally beginning to engage with him rather than treating him like a plague to be avoided.bzzVywNPsSJgzKPOtaVUCtDkajhpMt
WgiIubrBJvHwWMXThe two returned to Ren Yi’s dormitory. Ren Yi dug out a tube of 502 glue and a few toothpicks, attempting to piece the specimen back together. However, it was so badly shattered that they couldn’t reassemble it quickly.kDdXjnDGfkASAMxBpmftoEWCvlxLEs
QQXBmkMGIgrXJOAAs they worked, Ren Yi said, “Let’s talk about Yan Jue first.”EuKspWwifyksAqMpwrZMnelKPySjDd
UmKBjtRggaLxSIq“Okay,” Gong Yingxian replied reluctantly.ODCGUKCMaZQDnQWfXMUtKstOwQKqqs
vNOaMyxixYIOzfn“You need to promise me that if you see him again, you’ll treat him with respect. He’s not some suspect you can order around; he’s a fire brigade captain who deserves the same respect as me,” Ren Yi said quietly. “You’re not as indifferent to social interactions as you think. You care about how others see you, don’t you? If that’s the case, you need to change.”JRujUYhmdpzTWrUhrMaLAkQBiGlIwU
nbRHvKOrBfqWEJEGong Yingxian hesitated. What he cared about was how Ren Yi and the people around Ren Yi saw him. As for others, if he had cared in the past twenty-some years, he would have done so long ago. But he didn’t deny it, replying gloomily, “I understand.”kkBJisEQlTLbMxcSTcQNITRgksrapp
tzLevlWCAUonqqk“Now let’s talk about my father,” Ren Yi said, his hands slowing visibly. “The biggest issue between us is your lack of empathy. Since you can’t feel it, I’ll explain it to you. Yesterday, I spoke with my father on the phone. Do you know what he told me?”MSKHdtAhNjevxRyIAfGwBBbtWGGrSv
bOfkJJRTNpcDAeDGong Yingxian remained silent.yGsKYsgQZmCimqyLNamWQFOYUMeHSs
HfGWPCgkTSLucbq“He said that recently, he’s been dreaming about and thinking of his comrades from back then. He feels like he might be about to join them.”AnoXOELpbRLNoxPqiejbVLWvxSqDkt
hSpIWVkIrfgbRtVGong Yingxian froze.JEcFzoOUrPmVQIBUkKIvFjjXEyuqOU
iIASpvgkARBfbro“I’ve told you before that nineteen years ago is a year he has avoided revisiting. That’s a self-protection mechanism. But now, he’s repeatedly reliving memories from that year. He’s confused, sad, and distressed. He’s even started suspecting that he might be dying. This is all because of you. Do you understand?” Ren Yi’s voice began to tremble.kpYCpDmnyqaOduEXIMgCuPwvqlyzIX
xapTiEEURrirjMQGong Yingxian said quietly, “I’m sorry.”gyzbsGTpUMIpfZtnwpclxMPctUgAsG
IdfqEyYnTxdeEND“He’s my father, the most important person in my life. What you did is something I can’t forgive, no matter how much history we have between us.”DuMDSYDOVCeKwEhvlzmhdikdTlGFit
rXdbOSbkSKWnmdOGong Yingxian pressed his lips together, saying nothing.KkfSkIGjjbGpcnPpyhdDdSaHwWdEXh
pqmjuxZPRxxZLANRen Yi looked at Gong Yingxian and spoke calmly. “Now I’m going to ask you a question. You need to answer honestly. No lying.”LXYVInEXgNahNWlOUnltaiBvNDawxr
AziYIDUOMjXCJXl“Ask.”lVAGEiTkhTWvpjdSpvGDhynoGeLCwO
ARCVPDqTlXQkjOd“Did you only find out in the hospital that we’re father and son, or did you already know and deliberately approach me?”cTfiaJeSYBXPqXyguEFSWyccNmMnoP
qRITeOTUqWQmprA“I only found out in the hospital,” Gong Yingxian answered with absolute certainty.QtNOqNeLmFVgAOBBcwIKLMvYMlOkkG
SMkeSEJlamxetfLRen Yi stared into Gong Yingxian’s unwavering gaze and nodded. “Okay, I believe you on this. I don’t oppose your investigation. Like you, I want to uncover the truth—not just for your revenge or for justice, but now also for my father’s innocence. However, I absolutely disagree with your methods. If you’re so eager to know what happened, why don’t you ask my father directly?”vkIHWZIVuyJDXSPhnsNVgTPiAurohn
zjoCXCdwQTFHVcYGong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi in astonishment.oyGvxhEYYliHqgZWsgfVKqZqwYcgsm
LuxGGQcnwcvRNSk“I’ve thought about it for a long time. If I keep hiding this from my father, his recurring dreams and memories of that year might be a result of the hypnosis. He’ll keep overthinking, and that’s bad for his health. Instead, I might as well tell him. Maybe it will trigger more of his memories from that time. Then you can ask him questions openly and properly,” Ren Yi paused, “and apologize to him.”giBTBPGTTVvQLSIJvobgXLwrfSVFur
NumVhauXRcvlZje“Okay,” Gong Yingxian replied solemnly.xWINxPTkmXmQgLEskDSKPAGzSSTljm
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