Chapter 34
The moment the word “amputation” was mentioned, the once noisy scene fell silent, and everyone was dumbfounded.ZAmOLTBhqWNfRccUREffAJrFqjXBRj
IaeFzSeLwOghaWRThe injured man, buried but not critically harmed in vital areas like the head or torso, was still conscious. Upon hearing Gao Ge’s words, he began struggling frantically, “No… no way…”OXhCwZTVGqWeratZOlXEKSrZNusZAf
oaGQgioJiMLgpEPShi Xiaoqian pressed down on Xiaowang, “Please, don’t move.”qDxPceWJmaTecAXzTvdBmdLbuxHvRC
YtOFKmsvTJIqaMX“No… no amputation…” Xiaowang cried out in terror, “I can’t live without my legs…”WAhHkfYlIuryCUATQyLCoGDLgQnsCp
qBSxwndcpQVAGkxRen Yi crouched beside Xiaowang, looking at his face, smeared with blood and tears, his expression twisted in despair. Ren Yi held Xiaowang’s shoulder gently and said, “The surgeon from Hongwu Hospital is on the way. He will make the final decision.”jVOACbYSNQKcVSgeJEwKJNuwLsHjzx
yxCEGOWGzBgsqWLXiaowang clutched Ren Yi’s sleeve, his voice hoarse, “Please don’t take my legs. I’m… I’m only 20. I can’t lose my legs… Please, save me… please…”zQkduwjsSjHoYwEttAgRDgxZmqzQyz
DcJheLWMzKWYpshRen Yi felt a throbbing in his temples and a stinging sensation in his nose. He spoke in a low voice, “You’re only 20. You still have a long life ahead of you. Without your legs, at least you’ll still be alive.”XQExuvzeqsIRyeoQrgGVSIgxorjdEC
sxSKbDIXALUATWXXiaowang broke down in tears, and everyone around was deeply moved.EGBHYTVXptaMEgjUKHXZDkdXZRdtMy
ACWlzIHjSpAMOKfSoon, the doctor arrived with the nurse.oevhrQVUtIdtfDPmPYcjDXJTtyvizM
fHLPLrPGVXSdcbjXiaowang clung to a last glimmer of hope, looking at the doctor with pleading eyes, “Doctor, please, don’t… don’t amputate my legs. I’m begging you.”mmxXyFrEJcjLNcGtoGsPZLheealGnQ
GlscbkqIxqgzWEyThe doctor examined his crushed legs and took a document from the nurse. In a calm tone, he said, “Young man, even if we got you to the hospital, there’s little chance of saving your legs.”YDIaYMGeLdfECsjfOqQMeADMfVaCfg
LwvENerGjrjuLtgTears of despair flowed down Xiaowang’s face, his eyes empty, and he muttered, “Why…”IHLqTzZPDRYdKxJfQfTnKNRJPAVzhb
ASaTMxAlvcIWkFTThe doctor handed him a pen, “To put it simply, both of your legs are already necrotic, releasing a toxin. The reason the toxin hasn’t killed you yet is because the pressure on your legs has prevented blood flow. Once that pressure is relieved, the toxins will immediately enter your bloodstream, causing acute kidney failure and shock. If we don’t amputate, you might not even make it to the hospital. Sign it.”dupTexdzZmafytvaFrKJCnqOmAIkms
ZMlnOSEQKvrHBvqTrembling through his sobs, Xiaowang signed the document.eNtUSdjIWUIvSkGIfWtOVlsxAAAGaz
cRvFJqROgPucESwThe doctor and nurse began preparing for the on-site amputation.IGtoWbEUhtSXXqtStkRDDSeGYyLUIK
EokFKLOZGOXrsrbRen Yi couldn’t bear to watch any longer. He had Gao Ge handle the aftermath, while he led his team back.EZmfkbpZnNDWMDhRpKPNlKvqEaKgDt
LqjjPxvfcEYxHjhWhen they returned to the squad, it was dinnertime, but no one had much of an appetite. If they had returned from a peaceful mission with good news—perhaps a false alarm or a narrow escape—everyone would be in good spirits. But after an accident like this, where no matter how hard they fought, they couldn’t avoid death or severe injury, the sense of helplessness could linger for a long time.frsmFVlCSteyktiuMjHuxPGEHcjjcw
ALnntvZEiiqPPWIRen Yi was getting restless. He gave Qu Yangbo a quick heads-up and left, intending to pick up the kitten from the veterinary clinic.wsFExVXbzRnOHhTDrwbvJzWgApDDHt
dLrMPaqpLBdfYYlThe kitten had almost fully recovered, and the vet had said it could go home, though it would need to visit a nearby pet hospital every other day for dressing changes. Conveniently, there was a pet hospital right next to their squad.SKWgGeITAJtczicNqwcajfqYazJany
qLWmoXphVGMyAcMAfter a week apart, the little black kitten seemed to have gained some weight, a stark contrast to its previous near-death frailty. Although it still had bandages wrapped around it, the kitten looked quite lively, batting a crumpled paper ball inside its cage.qrfAOJJznkOnmjdvHrEFZQuXbiuxVZ
RLgTyhxCDfRrXVlRen Yi was delighted, “Is it really okay now?”EixUHdLdDnwJWidISDkmhlTjJBopsd
boyimBOkpKvkOYL“It’s fine, though the burned areas might never grow fur again,” the vet replied.ODViuAAltMucNgTQdIseaPIKwRwyVQ
GjznoorXiCzImGa“Surviving is more than enough,” Ren Yi said as he reached into the cage, poking the kitten. The kitten clutched his finger and began nibbling at it with its tiny milk teeth.HcAkNiHqukrZqlHSMVkGATvArUGvIr
PqoNDrrziwPZFYJThe vet opened the cage, picked up the kitten, and handed it to Ren Yi. He gently stroked its soft fur, smiling contentedly.vooADORjuEayMwKAcOXYncCoSVheWA
qcTpVhNtsoOBDdIOn the way back, Ren Yi called Gong Yingxian, “Hey, Dr. Gong, are you at the sub-bureau?”szSRWFDmtuvPPfHnxoIEpozMXBzZkQ
ZRaTfxJCdbhySFR“I am. What’s up?”jCeLCguQCldJUTVNGkBSzVSeCVXAjd
AZfuEMbUNKxvWpF“Of course, you’re working overtime. I just happened to be nearby and have something I want to show you.”hYBrDUeErLrBlexHgCHHjCchuAerlg
YUxWsHqRqyQoTie“Alright, come on over.”lHxSioSEvgIBQobLhCGOfOngJfvuQf
jDjZAosEXiTCsSSWhen he arrived at the sub-bureau, the female officers in the lobby started teasing him as soon as they spotted him. “Captain Ren, why are you always stopping by our precinct every few days? Thinking about a career change?”FOcWotRQlHgnlpfKLvleEJMgZyZbVj
YLJKQaABuxjbHoORen Yi chuckled, “You got me! With so many beauties here, unlike our squad, I’m definitely scouting the area.”ChpRFravKJgqEUuQHZqwjzljpoXQTZ
HBXorgJJMYSaHnIHe found Gong Yingxian hunched over a desk, deep in research. It was nearly 9 PM, yet half of the workstations were still occupied, and everyone seemed busy.HfSDqadmaRsbmLgoJwfdZHNDfjiNLl
aIVjVDJdLhQVycqRen Yi waved at Gong Yingxian with a smile.HxsGoJzUIHVHujvktBsQWtETXXkedo
wgRjsEeymZHmsKbGong Yingxian, holding a thick stack of documents in one hand, said, “Just in time. I’ll take you to the cybercrime unit. We’ve made some new discoveries.” He strode over, looking hurried.yVDbvSQqbMVaJkSPVGyAlnMJPUXciH
EWLBwNIavVZUIjqRen Yi followed him, “Wait a sec, I’ve got something I want to show you.”EXLGmfGlexlFNEYjjmTVMNvXEsiBHc
BSNiTNdhaQdkkpg“What is it?”mLLHAHdWKWFWvgtwCduNmDAodjxjYi
WLwOralAjQPJjjFRen Yi glanced around, opened the door to a nearby office, and pulled Gong Yingxian inside.BFIYYYuBJYRRGKKFsWvbfXPrMZUwdo
wbSpjkjAvMkOgxNGong Yingxian frowned as he looked at Ren Yi’s hand, which was casually gripping his arm. He felt a bit uncomfortable, though not in the usual way he felt when others touched him—there was no rejection, no disgust. Instead… he realized he didn’t mind it so much, and this abnormality made him uneasy.IHZGjhDOdvqqFAHTNfyMfHzHEaSpLE
iPEqJUsiBRErcuOMaybe, just as Ren Yi said, he really was slowly getting used to this person.kqKgpioUWoxvyFKWOKRtQAUBiDNiOC
yplytSGcATFCXxARen Yi closed the office door, his expression showing a hint of excitement. With a mysterious air, he reached into the large pocket of his tactical uniform and pulled out something furry.OKtFvATaoOEdtNDGPlkOkdvZNjfUzn
tUECnzVxkDabhQCBlack fur, golden eyes—an adorably soft and lively kitten.IcxQncETsNrowNjdZfCKwnHPkNllXo
yEiCUSNVuRjrTKPGong Yingxian raised an eyebrow, stepping back a bit.zxBzvBIezxgPKILspMFQlPhJWeowno
dNdbNovSZhkKQvO“What? Are you afraid of cats?”cjNBWTaDzgFxiLrzUSXpkYoWVGLIOf
TCFTIzoOTkkPWfv“No.”NwqHjzPwcgxnnOWLumTstfUUPohVeD
sVTBdEfuNQmxNJn“Then why are you backing away?”cudlBouFxADdedKqJYZRsFiHREEByQ
WEBqkEBWQxmOuOp“It’s dirty,” Gong Yingxian paused, “and cats have a higher body temperature than humans.”KLvxcHcwdtfEZPWKYBCblUfRyVmtaR
ehNlXNtEUNazKFXRen Yi shrugged. “It’s been fully disinfected, it’s pretty clean. And we rescued this little one from the fire together. Don’t you want to hold it?”cDMKYxScVWkUFYijPocAHdNTHNeWGJ
qsucEbgclOfOVeF“No, thanks.”QSKkLXSEGumAgMUcvjUxdUZvyrDHan
jnKCojVUttKvwmL“Then just pet it?” Ren Yi gently poked the kitten’s soft belly with his finger. “It’s so soft, like it doesn’t have any bones.”KYqonrANYzLwrrHCDXaHacFuSByUyc
OcjqtgBeoKBvBOIThe kitten let out a soft “meow,” staring at Gong Yingxian without blinking.jcLRGukwZsSHTbjEIKeUoqeSwDhirz
xpQkEkBNoXSiuQUGong Yingxian hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.nVnoWkFxwAiILNLtBTDpirnOumzilI
hlMGocnUndwqrsS“Just pet it! It won’t burn you,” Ren Yi said, holding the kitten closer to him. “Besides, you’re wearing gloves, what are you afraid of?”zXkdkbMlOQabWoQzSiSCxrnOmINUaU
fCZJshgslcJEyWVWith a slight frown, Gong Yingxian extended his hand and tentatively stroked the kitten’s belly.VgPRpAPxfPsfxAJCvkmzyQNDShcPsp
vIqEOYuovYOpeakIt’s actually this soft…uUBHPtqzYvsZNBgECfaeVhOQBNvlcz
IjvzESCjIAlgtgmRen Yi grinned. “Soft, right? You know, you don’t like being around people, and you don’t even have a pet. Don’t you ever feel lonely?”stMbMFHwpTvClpztPXlcEXyLLuevkL
cZKfrOWmmCkPPcC“I have a pet.”VVSsGKVbXaQEgffvhjGsOgnMBhCLTJ
XgZQTpzzmxXgpzz“Really?” Ren Yi looked surprised. “You actually keep a pet? What kind? A dog?”QjxrACSDXmFlbjgvMvohffJJDpDOoW
LGLLWlzynEDujgQ“Want to see?” Gong Yingxian locked eyes with Ren Yi.NQcEzhAOOpVknCRuATZWIaQNnWALqq
vSCMeRzEJgktRxKRen Yi’s eyes lit up. “Sure! Where can I see it?”RwOSMrVGRhCdhEDkMPfTibedYbAUAW
rLHMucKBJGVgVvT“You showed me your pet, so I’ll show you mine.” Gong Yingxian spoke casually. “You could come by this weekend. Uncle Sheng’s been wanting to cook for you.”JkAXcdjqhMqcPnTdFoqbXOSCnGmyuW
BpCbPDPmuUVqggTRen Yi’s heart leaped with joy. “You—are you inviting me over for dinner?”MoHewKiaJFPVsHfWggVUfRIoBrffvy
OznijMblVshjfXK“Yeah, Uncle Sheng’s been mentioning it several times.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze shifted slightly. “And besides… friends should eat together, as you’ve said yourself.”xKzldDoUDHKIXPvBDlXexaopjAdskT
dZKcrFakzlHQrmN“Great, then this Saturday!” Ren Yi quickly agreed.rnhYSLxjcKtrXuItBwbSkatnbzqLNT
HfIkkorANIXCuFeGong Yingxian glanced at the kitten. “Are you planning to keep it?”BoeQCQlvevERcAgHDavVlWeuXHEWzi
uHiRMCOIgZPUCah“Yeah, I could either keep it at the squad or at my place.” Ren Yi had rescued small animals before, but he had never thought about raising one. However, this kitten, saved from the fire with Gong Yingxian, felt special to him. He wanted to keep it close.jgImjuIFalUgTzlrKvTYoJVMwAhwxb
jDotOHdhCSaytkD“Have you named it yet?”NLWmcbLvMKndMfVatkEwhAdsjoqPkG
xUDtMsNTsuEQYClRen Yi glanced at the kitten and grinned, “How about this?”EXVJjGqWtCeWUKyfJuuvVUwXrddAgu
uBzXWFOecvycnZm“What?”uEjvhwEwYHUpSlgUdWIiWcozYkoKZq
bTBPrKvpNzHlxbERen Yi walked over to the conference room’s whiteboard, grabbed a marker, and wrote down two characters: “涷涷.”owNiywfRoMkXDlLXFTxNUszvCdlXrt
isfsAIjdvEKPxyPGong Yingxian chuckled, “Where’d you find such obscure characters?”lblHFTYMwSbzDVWYOzZPnKCaLfagFv
PJxblurOdqCrVhR“This is my gaming name. See, I’ve got four fires in my name, and this one has four waters—perfect for tempering my fire.”YQYDbwhdrUJADdvjXVGUdHcohbipxW
YEMpKWPVaSyIOHlGong Yingxian walked over as well, took the marker, and wrote down “淼淼” instead, saying, “Completely dousing the fire isn’t always a good thing.”jLKIavkEiQMTOGsqyjuMUXUjBIULKp
cUBMCXVdlaWNaIbRen Yi laughed, looking at Gong Yingxian. “You said you hated my name. Honestly, I don’t want all that fire either. If it weren’t such a hassle, I would’ve changed it already. I mean, I’m a firefighter with four ‘fire’ characters in my name—talk about bad luck.”TOBJEyfAVdFkuuoWmOJfjRfTkcQrrt
uPabsNBdKijCeSh“I told you, your fire is the ‘attacking’ kind of fire.” Gong Yingxian gazed into Ren Yi’s eyes. “And besides, it’s that fire that keeps us alive.”ZhiJjWkkcyldLiwwpjkPAIzBKHWyzi
CkNlxfIQbMuYiUo“What do you mean?”ZeNFspzkGOSEuIuhPulvbUHrctZThl
biYVERjRmmUAQcK“Fire is spirit, emotion, and soul. In the five elements, the heart corresponds to fire. From phrases like ‘the flame of life,’ ‘burning out,’ or ‘rising from the ashes,’ you can see how fire symbolizes life.”rlIvcxVGQNnbvHiMfqJjawazhgBjQJ
OMcaWHXpVQzJgAERen Yi paused. “Captain Qiu once said that you’ve studied fire.”YOdfscjEWZXFLvweDlxocsNzZWVEne
yicqNGOdqkdEkGU“I wouldn’t call it study, but I’ve looked into fire culture. It helped me overcome my fear of fire to some extent.”JqoQkVPWrbMBYHuUACdSQMhkgJpfOy
PWEqvrHQhSGVIKh“And what did you learn?”HqtuyPlsaoZtpQKuHgFoLJNnGBaNtk
mCYCbFdOYgEbGKaGong Yingxian was silent for a moment before responding, “You’ve heard the phrase, ‘Heaven and Earth are not benevolent, treating all things as straw dogs,’ right?”EVycKdiHcqyIVjtwNrVUAPdKrzGFDL
pHFcGLoBlnDjmrzRen Yi smiled bitterly. “In my line of work, I couldn’t understand that more deeply.”KUhgqHnSWoFNRAhoOFfepbxNDFcYBZ
OCOjltcfcvlwlZxGong Yingxian shook his head. “People often interpret it to mean that Heaven and Earth are ruthless and trample on all things, but that’s not quite right. The ‘not benevolent’ part means that Heaven and Earth act without will, without favor. The will of Heaven and Earth is that there is no will. They simply follow the natural order—sunrise, sunset, sunlight, rain, cold, and heat—never changing. Heaven and Earth don’t bend to the will of living beings, and the fate of all things isn’t something to blame on them.”dkBpcfjlEkEPSPPywfoiYvLXRRyvBW
bUGuMJSXLpdJBkbRen Yi was a little confused.ttGHXfQSQpTKXvMeumMQMUYuWTzAlx
UvfXobITkvnGzgLGong Yingxian sighed lightly, “Fire is the essence of Heaven and Earth. It, too, has no will, no good or evil. What’s truly terrifying is not fire itself, but the way it’s used—especially how humans use it.”MlNFfbPtDWIzpghbQclsITZPQFJOxd
VYMiPgOvHJHUJBTRen Yi spoke solemnly, “You can understand all of that, yet you’re still afraid of fire.”tvQrwsbbSwHwkSwZpKnOwIodiXWeHz
mSMzlGLjjVexSpX“I’m working on overcoming it.”lzrnrAOCKuKNwYeABHhzYEAEkmagCd
lydoiYxVukrnwVc“You know, everyone’s afraid of something. You don’t have to push yourself to be completely fearless. No one can be completely without fear.” Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian quietly and said softly, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.”lZPnkmlQrusIlPperJcuvdMcBcjhzo
XprOVrzVKrNDMQPGong Yingxian froze.MNFmlLZQNuPZARpzAchBmKWMigYHlk
TvoNCHUBNLKjUYTAll his life, his fear of fire had caused him both pain and shame. It was a fear he’d always wanted to conquer but had never been able to fully overcome.qtNNnozgrdHunrdNIzGFDXTTcWnmlF
KDyTyMMGvZRFpacYet Ren Yi told him, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.” That sentence felt like a warm, comforting hand smoothing out the creases in his mind. Even if just a little, it allowed him to breathe easier, even if only for a moment, in the face of his fear of fire.sdpHNXXfxyROZCkLfeFRzgtpfbexOJ
CyCXoPHBoeLKWdpRen Yi tapped the whiteboard and grinned. “Alright, we’ll go with ‘淼淼.’ I’ll leave one fire, just like you said.”pbFRWzcPHVkgKlLGOBCkzOaguDnTdE
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