Chapter 34
The moment the word “amputation” was mentioned, the once noisy scene fell silent, and everyone was dumbfounded.gsGUWXmtfyUKnCTvGgoiUveCVbUsfi
TXqnqPCaaJGNPaGThe injured man, buried but not critically harmed in vital areas like the head or torso, was still conscious. Upon hearing Gao Ge’s words, he began struggling frantically, “No… no way…”ceCQIqrkQTqAoQPlzWvyXVwVDoiJAW
lLnKPhWMtLXkfXVShi Xiaoqian pressed down on Xiaowang, “Please, don’t move.”nSTcxQIRmcoczfnYLRLKIxFRgnPlNj
XdhSzvtqUQrPfoG“No… no amputation…” Xiaowang cried out in terror, “I can’t live without my legs…”JSSzZLqbWiEpvyRChRmukFgzKINuMK
thSwtousWuBgQAKRen Yi crouched beside Xiaowang, looking at his face, smeared with blood and tears, his expression twisted in despair. Ren Yi held Xiaowang’s shoulder gently and said, “The surgeon from Hongwu Hospital is on the way. He will make the final decision.”pkcvfixrHJLGBMICOrIkueUBaIMRBy
mteHFxRmAxbCVMvXiaowang clutched Ren Yi’s sleeve, his voice hoarse, “Please don’t take my legs. I’m… I’m only 20. I can’t lose my legs… Please, save me… please…”rkbFiGqQqHfDLLzyOsSVURYMHqTUwh
iLyGIFkRRCjcVDCRen Yi felt a throbbing in his temples and a stinging sensation in his nose. He spoke in a low voice, “You’re only 20. You still have a long life ahead of you. Without your legs, at least you’ll still be alive.”uLEIHdbCfiNNKTRzyPfwBeggvxrXUk
WRhHvnKLFgGBVvHXiaowang broke down in tears, and everyone around was deeply moved.WwqTbhvlBIpjVEvnGAuzyvkTbNPyuv
VLLidbaLWVmbezKSoon, the doctor arrived with the nurse.GBBNPMsUtvBFacjqmlLGUzQCMtPVka
iqoDwXlYfwiHmJYXiaowang clung to a last glimmer of hope, looking at the doctor with pleading eyes, “Doctor, please, don’t… don’t amputate my legs. I’m begging you.”IoUcBLRXpCWhKZzMqDafmxyJnYYOis
uqkcFYTmmxTWmIcThe doctor examined his crushed legs and took a document from the nurse. In a calm tone, he said, “Young man, even if we got you to the hospital, there’s little chance of saving your legs.”ZdggLSWwyWLkoGLSQAkfFBXZkHCYEu
vTicIOTejQeiAifTears of despair flowed down Xiaowang’s face, his eyes empty, and he muttered, “Why…”xNCtQmrCgOXWNnUVlSpOWiJdAiLQSk
RItbdkysHMPIWEuThe doctor handed him a pen, “To put it simply, both of your legs are already necrotic, releasing a toxin. The reason the toxin hasn’t killed you yet is because the pressure on your legs has prevented blood flow. Once that pressure is relieved, the toxins will immediately enter your bloodstream, causing acute kidney failure and shock. If we don’t amputate, you might not even make it to the hospital. Sign it.”tWihbeZXOCYjAvDWcPIGmQLgtsljBu
OxdxKHFOkzuneSnTrembling through his sobs, Xiaowang signed the document.cpGGasolRDCPrOVeSfFYpegyLysTzP
tOumMhHVaTOyaKGThe doctor and nurse began preparing for the on-site amputation.qDVpwCBMgoqJWSlJkBjdYjyrWmieYX
GoScNNhkYwDzHndRen Yi couldn’t bear to watch any longer. He had Gao Ge handle the aftermath, while he led his team back.OVATlFemGEpHvaHYhJIFGNwinLJbiL
SqyCcpVRepRMdgEWhen they returned to the squad, it was dinnertime, but no one had much of an appetite. If they had returned from a peaceful mission with good news—perhaps a false alarm or a narrow escape—everyone would be in good spirits. But after an accident like this, where no matter how hard they fought, they couldn’t avoid death or severe injury, the sense of helplessness could linger for a long time.nDoLUMWLCYNXmqfVNOYlwFIFfscqDO
DMvHzTvXURPIXmzRen Yi was getting restless. He gave Qu Yangbo a quick heads-up and left, intending to pick up the kitten from the veterinary clinic.POkUKYEyVBADcESLtYweXxNnhMkHrJ
PQHCIzVdIqbgjSyThe kitten had almost fully recovered, and the vet had said it could go home, though it would need to visit a nearby pet hospital every other day for dressing changes. Conveniently, there was a pet hospital right next to their squad.xBqPMvnrKkEFCgPsiEGMkkJofbGRab
fTKtRwEvlWryxjZAfter a week apart, the little black kitten seemed to have gained some weight, a stark contrast to its previous near-death frailty. Although it still had bandages wrapped around it, the kitten looked quite lively, batting a crumpled paper ball inside its cage.QArsGxMEZCdZRcFrXLGFpwRWSswnGH
MNvocKjdxIBxjJtRen Yi was delighted, “Is it really okay now?”qVABIbbIJgdPryqGuUdewGbqbQTzkJ
XHSeJYEBIZEArVo“It’s fine, though the burned areas might never grow fur again,” the vet replied.YyiCmPoGScYkFMFmWjuVCMnNNwwHSR
garskPtgzPAppxf“Surviving is more than enough,” Ren Yi said as he reached into the cage, poking the kitten. The kitten clutched his finger and began nibbling at it with its tiny milk teeth.GaRBlGfxWYcvpyMVOpsDlGCCVbeyFq
HbMnSulosfzELvPThe vet opened the cage, picked up the kitten, and handed it to Ren Yi. He gently stroked its soft fur, smiling contentedly.PCFoXlXocVBheonnDLfssnuvEWxvpL
jkNdwSbmxuhmPegOn the way back, Ren Yi called Gong Yingxian, “Hey, Dr. Gong, are you at the sub-bureau?”jnBvGQewgtXvUXScIHODQgfDdEYNxD
hvWSTgBxsWgfViT“I am. What’s up?”YLuYLWUSpEPXTLFIapnIXCwVLlqLor
HDeEGgzxmYPvIIz“Of course, you’re working overtime. I just happened to be nearby and have something I want to show you.”eHcqQjoVkumqhbbDKEOfoluCnWFgrO
UvijKOhqYFPiMGl“Alright, come on over.”sGUaUruROydqqGqQzyGpsFNzjeGeFO
cRmctjdiSntwjRxWhen he arrived at the sub-bureau, the female officers in the lobby started teasing him as soon as they spotted him. “Captain Ren, why are you always stopping by our precinct every few days? Thinking about a career change?”FhSzMUdNkTfMSuVllFdUmVZCxvVoGs
dAsnCOPfDBjaycPRen Yi chuckled, “You got me! With so many beauties here, unlike our squad, I’m definitely scouting the area.”PgCckbWICbtqqnMwyFDGUtmWoUPFlu
vJiEuTuddoFlQHuHe found Gong Yingxian hunched over a desk, deep in research. It was nearly 9 PM, yet half of the workstations were still occupied, and everyone seemed busy.lPuuwreycFwNQJljstGyOmlRnYiZAz
zxPcXvwrFEKgYTbRen Yi waved at Gong Yingxian with a smile.KWbWUIblRrbhiAxGqfEmGJvdzeXYFY
LrnfQAixqcGBgYdGong Yingxian, holding a thick stack of documents in one hand, said, “Just in time. I’ll take you to the cybercrime unit. We’ve made some new discoveries.” He strode over, looking hurried.mkPpakalHgmfzdAPEpCAwOcuSlqRNE
OZaZenGbcVqReAoRen Yi followed him, “Wait a sec, I’ve got something I want to show you.”mWXJoVWMPtLlCUlNOoCuqDsuTrtjtE
EvtdoVPgtrmnECk“What is it?”bbptsCnkkYlVudlcJcpSHMKkganACl
kgfjEVsBqNHaVkIRen Yi glanced around, opened the door to a nearby office, and pulled Gong Yingxian inside.xbqbCPAHLlELjfzAzFcREQeKYwtIuL
lXmIccHUkfyznJHGong Yingxian frowned as he looked at Ren Yi’s hand, which was casually gripping his arm. He felt a bit uncomfortable, though not in the usual way he felt when others touched him—there was no rejection, no disgust. Instead… he realized he didn’t mind it so much, and this abnormality made him uneasy.LbMLuVihoodkwyCvOArspTkZaSarin
bqzBYAvaaEaQoeQMaybe, just as Ren Yi said, he really was slowly getting used to this person.WCJmjuCFxpEDWaGtBsjuJMOyiZBOcm
uzUsZSwQiOZcrryRen Yi closed the office door, his expression showing a hint of excitement. With a mysterious air, he reached into the large pocket of his tactical uniform and pulled out something furry.wZCCgHemUiVpfycrKZNrjKWqdmLoQV
SUDhOOxCWxOkWOmBlack fur, golden eyes—an adorably soft and lively kitten.LAgBKaBpwbUVvewTsRiczAZClswONT
YwRbQgbqPTgEIRrGong Yingxian raised an eyebrow, stepping back a bit.wmDoNqefwnIMDsStjivNwwSQyaPdtC
wguImyFxwskVCBP“What? Are you afraid of cats?”QUOiCeZxMsMTVjWCWhyJXJFiatIavF
uTdZSwusVYmMqhV“No.”sIJcwzgElMeFaHSSYXlJrIsqdKSHKl
duJQZdSPeNhITFV“Then why are you backing away?”PqmDtPffpKmEoYNAJfKZJNsnEPntlm
VOwkuncDljghbBl“It’s dirty,” Gong Yingxian paused, “and cats have a higher body temperature than humans.”NrMJuYhEhSJEDYCahqKufcIrLuawcU
foppCUEgsLMPdctRen Yi shrugged. “It’s been fully disinfected, it’s pretty clean. And we rescued this little one from the fire together. Don’t you want to hold it?”lNjcYWMkBDfNLDqeoCoWUWYhpOILbt
KhzBZiohCsLrgUB“No, thanks.”EKbpdXWxzNGsgHePajDzmtZKIIFmWj
OXZxlHjGboidJAP“Then just pet it?” Ren Yi gently poked the kitten’s soft belly with his finger. “It’s so soft, like it doesn’t have any bones.”njIxKhsgbQiIYteOIdAQhKjHAzheLR
xACorIatEETuWUEThe kitten let out a soft “meow,” staring at Gong Yingxian without blinking.GmpQWGAYOgJsJEGoeUfnoTQhPfOQmc
jXaCPkhGogvnQQHGong Yingxian hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.bySJseoPJnuWvzidvZtkxGfYoCCdwz
IvnObbrRtMswwPe“Just pet it! It won’t burn you,” Ren Yi said, holding the kitten closer to him. “Besides, you’re wearing gloves, what are you afraid of?”VBRivtehoRWxyGyIUMNCLTrnbIlrlh
EHJPqlBywYMayUWWith a slight frown, Gong Yingxian extended his hand and tentatively stroked the kitten’s belly.gSuFwYIuhbDFOBtwDpZFljKenhYLFg
ywSeAvJHtMiHGalIt’s actually this soft…dxHIMlLALaSmrOASCUiHKhwVsrwwXT
KoIaXBTUVXVtxNdRen Yi grinned. “Soft, right? You know, you don’t like being around people, and you don’t even have a pet. Don’t you ever feel lonely?”xQHnjLFXLUXHTvVHOnedUncOkyKyCy
lpwsgRuCGRHvBFv“I have a pet.”pLeFVaRYYxVnXpmQilKqoplcskJdPd
cukCxlBQnfnUKsP“Really?” Ren Yi looked surprised. “You actually keep a pet? What kind? A dog?”OUtsPyQPtScxmurdMnfRhUgREmpBrb
ZhikeUYyDxHfcYD“Want to see?” Gong Yingxian locked eyes with Ren Yi.NogwMlCkWkNMSoczlKYgblkduaGDPN
ysGkZbOLxqpEDMiRen Yi’s eyes lit up. “Sure! Where can I see it?”aqQJNILAfHvewpXFOzshcMfcRRRyir
peZceekjJjrcWJB“You showed me your pet, so I’ll show you mine.” Gong Yingxian spoke casually. “You could come by this weekend. Uncle Sheng’s been wanting to cook for you.”ASWOXujKqKuTDwvwMufUcXJXHjOTcS
trfiFdvqzrZdilbRen Yi’s heart leaped with joy. “You—are you inviting me over for dinner?”riwTwRricDWadNDOgxFPjxEFFaZivS
iHgiJzQzhzXdsQG“Yeah, Uncle Sheng’s been mentioning it several times.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze shifted slightly. “And besides… friends should eat together, as you’ve said yourself.”kRpbGvAhYlKmzkFiOuOoskNzbghVew
yAcOnYVEhxZnwsm“Great, then this Saturday!” Ren Yi quickly agreed.YwhWGqXCASyTWrxgrqmykFeFnuVfIq
QJuPtxgwLREpdXkGong Yingxian glanced at the kitten. “Are you planning to keep it?”donqtkcOdpLJSRjbgkXTKRjtZxzvJr
ICQCxYNYCvJSEdF“Yeah, I could either keep it at the squad or at my place.” Ren Yi had rescued small animals before, but he had never thought about raising one. However, this kitten, saved from the fire with Gong Yingxian, felt special to him. He wanted to keep it close.xvrKjVnWKQqGaoISPDrBlDCRPQhHMj
XGlrFXPoJYJtspj“Have you named it yet?”QYLuyRsqqjFqMnypppddiBbujJkZts
rupoYAfDcnhzmLbRen Yi glanced at the kitten and grinned, “How about this?”ujSJTnWwFSbeDsEFxHagaFoPPiiUzC
kESgCWtlAUSiMsN“What?”dXBHMVaRCowVrWcxIuDNSRIdtdWMYB
TFIwlFjnXadcidURen Yi walked over to the conference room’s whiteboard, grabbed a marker, and wrote down two characters: “涷涷.”VSSvcCwgWSLbqDPsKZTiPJuuCUdTKl
aSzbHsvLgITpfsVGong Yingxian chuckled, “Where’d you find such obscure characters?”yZSrvWclYXZpGmtUjmbYUeFbinEVIU
MJeEMPExAKwYdLq“This is my gaming name. See, I’ve got four fires in my name, and this one has four waters—perfect for tempering my fire.”IIzdvoWYBDkpLYHPjHdYzsOrUTrkeQ
KqoyCItALvijdrkGong Yingxian walked over as well, took the marker, and wrote down “淼淼” instead, saying, “Completely dousing the fire isn’t always a good thing.”wUihLNnYpmFiSckANFxcytdXXULSjw
tbzeroBHbUGCegDRen Yi laughed, looking at Gong Yingxian. “You said you hated my name. Honestly, I don’t want all that fire either. If it weren’t such a hassle, I would’ve changed it already. I mean, I’m a firefighter with four ‘fire’ characters in my name—talk about bad luck.”VAXDgERyfrzDHsgwkGMsZbEKMGklON
XCoBHpJkhkwUtAb“I told you, your fire is the ‘attacking’ kind of fire.” Gong Yingxian gazed into Ren Yi’s eyes. “And besides, it’s that fire that keeps us alive.”EiFqwArJreVaLvhMdbMuwBGwoRJuha
LVUsylazSQAhAcX“What do you mean?”QNfUvkRuPuCgrTfFusvfNMppOTKKvN
fcAFSUZWelVecvP“Fire is spirit, emotion, and soul. In the five elements, the heart corresponds to fire. From phrases like ‘the flame of life,’ ‘burning out,’ or ‘rising from the ashes,’ you can see how fire symbolizes life.”vqYVKSGuVIvLUOVzKksHwOmMflOccx
YsutKejZryfGtPiRen Yi paused. “Captain Qiu once said that you’ve studied fire.”WxBtiQotcxTTjbhpIXPmXIzRYHaoDD
DAeSvuhXThFFeVm“I wouldn’t call it study, but I’ve looked into fire culture. It helped me overcome my fear of fire to some extent.”ZAoTQCxLWspJGschufcoEeSYYmNTOC
ZNGyPDKVrjJeOsO“And what did you learn?”jCvFITSGhjtqRkcTAdrPgjDByHnKtD
HTePxqaJtIgtOcZGong Yingxian was silent for a moment before responding, “You’ve heard the phrase, ‘Heaven and Earth are not benevolent, treating all things as straw dogs,’ right?”tSJrJpAnqvAQLVsMgiihtEZKwaZBqx
TvAbBeULAeLGvmlRen Yi smiled bitterly. “In my line of work, I couldn’t understand that more deeply.”kfUIorzwQKtQJXvTYGGJXbyKdbyYnz
dstEyMIrUoZQfylGong Yingxian shook his head. “People often interpret it to mean that Heaven and Earth are ruthless and trample on all things, but that’s not quite right. The ‘not benevolent’ part means that Heaven and Earth act without will, without favor. The will of Heaven and Earth is that there is no will. They simply follow the natural order—sunrise, sunset, sunlight, rain, cold, and heat—never changing. Heaven and Earth don’t bend to the will of living beings, and the fate of all things isn’t something to blame on them.”DWKcqMybJRosKGFgcATjHhDoCbJiwW
QqSzLZtRJXNZubkRen Yi was a little confused.YyUvytkKsNMUNVxcDUYLlYmmFtbgIe
UgTLlwpcgoUUGDfGong Yingxian sighed lightly, “Fire is the essence of Heaven and Earth. It, too, has no will, no good or evil. What’s truly terrifying is not fire itself, but the way it’s used—especially how humans use it.”VzUjYyTyzUDIZfrdjhCOcNuhgTfmVM
aGgQcvEtkgXHtRERen Yi spoke solemnly, “You can understand all of that, yet you’re still afraid of fire.”qErDgQulaoQSUJVLtJkGPfPKZXIRTO
fFjCmqKIxrtjyDw“I’m working on overcoming it.”RMFyKmAkntenVErTKXOGzNAQMphBKV
uuwsicHuazRAzdB“You know, everyone’s afraid of something. You don’t have to push yourself to be completely fearless. No one can be completely without fear.” Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian quietly and said softly, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.”xaaKPKTFPFwjvxEFFacignQqpMaIUI
fCquqctDkjcNZwOGong Yingxian froze.WBahdEerkTRezfSSajitezRziVENwG
elmPPuiPKqbCaAlAll his life, his fear of fire had caused him both pain and shame. It was a fear he’d always wanted to conquer but had never been able to fully overcome.SYdGcddyUeUYIQETEHtDdRnJgIsCLP
QxWazDcRmFceHhwYet Ren Yi told him, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.” That sentence felt like a warm, comforting hand smoothing out the creases in his mind. Even if just a little, it allowed him to breathe easier, even if only for a moment, in the face of his fear of fire.FoHkPdmfRGxnkGvhdPVKPGoSCqtLjy
WWPQcHXZnoqgqQVRen Yi tapped the whiteboard and grinned. “Alright, we’ll go with ‘淼淼.’ I’ll leave one fire, just like you said.”SolnhaUuroOreJKZGJgbLIggfVgGbU
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