Chapter 34
The moment the word “amputation” was mentioned, the once noisy scene fell silent, and everyone was dumbfounded.iIOldUiOMXoQjyrToEZfPPUrWXTxkH
FSGNtVpGJXSftvKThe injured man, buried but not critically harmed in vital areas like the head or torso, was still conscious. Upon hearing Gao Ge’s words, he began struggling frantically, “No… no way…”NoDyiqJDJGjMXmBkeKQQvCSFArHQtJ
ogbJjgveyjvCeqMShi Xiaoqian pressed down on Xiaowang, “Please, don’t move.”slopMooKlHRseKGqhDdQofYQsUtYtB
wCaSylcbhUZXJpT“No… no amputation…” Xiaowang cried out in terror, “I can’t live without my legs…”lsogYDkBkMyHYLrtuYQscxXdNsbHKy
ykvYqMkdTITToNbRen Yi crouched beside Xiaowang, looking at his face, smeared with blood and tears, his expression twisted in despair. Ren Yi held Xiaowang’s shoulder gently and said, “The surgeon from Hongwu Hospital is on the way. He will make the final decision.”yqlubacHDvqOplyYmuSSYEmVsOcfoK
SIYXPjEQCdNBzTgXiaowang clutched Ren Yi’s sleeve, his voice hoarse, “Please don’t take my legs. I’m… I’m only 20. I can’t lose my legs… Please, save me… please…”JGUXguvKpVTBhFdEnEVtJtWkqZRYoc
BUfchfdVzCvbPuZRen Yi felt a throbbing in his temples and a stinging sensation in his nose. He spoke in a low voice, “You’re only 20. You still have a long life ahead of you. Without your legs, at least you’ll still be alive.”HHdrcdlvkyOmHnAoGLQHcpBWfjhthc
TTebWPcvggVoRnkXiaowang broke down in tears, and everyone around was deeply moved.VWrTaJZDVayeEMfJGCXipeghBHyIfa
GtWamrutuGiDRQcSoon, the doctor arrived with the nurse.kFIHHBmsoEfGrwZwhZpMLCeuJisVfD
lVPSQSYpsPqjhBXXiaowang clung to a last glimmer of hope, looking at the doctor with pleading eyes, “Doctor, please, don’t… don’t amputate my legs. I’m begging you.”UuwUWAounQSoyOQegfytgkuOUSgeMz
tWcqbidFkNkjqRuThe doctor examined his crushed legs and took a document from the nurse. In a calm tone, he said, “Young man, even if we got you to the hospital, there’s little chance of saving your legs.”ijPGdtFTHLwPtPNrJqpvrcHEVZueJs
TOMyPRqQleZQrnOTears of despair flowed down Xiaowang’s face, his eyes empty, and he muttered, “Why…”vwWxLpNYEqQMsCpdAITZgHRtkYFOTf
MVpLDEzEOEevCFAThe doctor handed him a pen, “To put it simply, both of your legs are already necrotic, releasing a toxin. The reason the toxin hasn’t killed you yet is because the pressure on your legs has prevented blood flow. Once that pressure is relieved, the toxins will immediately enter your bloodstream, causing acute kidney failure and shock. If we don’t amputate, you might not even make it to the hospital. Sign it.”mpLUMBZUWcJjbGzQifmNdumzRkctxC
jPzfoIgXBOabpizTrembling through his sobs, Xiaowang signed the document.AMGSQcTxluWClgmwdtoGiANdEMYsgO
fGLYFUHGApTasvNThe doctor and nurse began preparing for the on-site amputation.WjxMVriZCjeCXMHRnOEzmIGcwSFNEr
PsOzhieMNIzeiIVRen Yi couldn’t bear to watch any longer. He had Gao Ge handle the aftermath, while he led his team back.koFwWcUkkPfwomOxysbLLbHwPsRsYi
vMDOupGQTObfNLVWhen they returned to the squad, it was dinnertime, but no one had much of an appetite. If they had returned from a peaceful mission with good news—perhaps a false alarm or a narrow escape—everyone would be in good spirits. But after an accident like this, where no matter how hard they fought, they couldn’t avoid death or severe injury, the sense of helplessness could linger for a long time.nRTxDLyTfyRdezKwLbBvqzjfZiqDWR
ZHPhzNXlHZkuruVRen Yi was getting restless. He gave Qu Yangbo a quick heads-up and left, intending to pick up the kitten from the veterinary clinic.rTepwPAIckVKxcaKxuaMYxYjRKyyqh
iKhjcEeOThaAQqyThe kitten had almost fully recovered, and the vet had said it could go home, though it would need to visit a nearby pet hospital every other day for dressing changes. Conveniently, there was a pet hospital right next to their squad.jFlveBYFtfOSEiRvytSOSZGFXinFqu
VWjlYYCNibZcpjOAfter a week apart, the little black kitten seemed to have gained some weight, a stark contrast to its previous near-death frailty. Although it still had bandages wrapped around it, the kitten looked quite lively, batting a crumpled paper ball inside its cage.RbmdoiBCRgzOGoWPQpbWBkMlpUXZwZ
TgSNPRUBKwseuVHRen Yi was delighted, “Is it really okay now?”kPFmGZyOytVDwOAvabRqHZmzXQNvBo
ybLzGyDYGsySvQW“It’s fine, though the burned areas might never grow fur again,” the vet replied.febfeRsMXZvuYCTGZJcgtniDCsyRRs
SetfkiCKBpoOIbD“Surviving is more than enough,” Ren Yi said as he reached into the cage, poking the kitten. The kitten clutched his finger and began nibbling at it with its tiny milk teeth.cNXoIJfCyRhoRzWtUJDkvPXSPsJaVH
rHXRIfXKZnPNCiOThe vet opened the cage, picked up the kitten, and handed it to Ren Yi. He gently stroked its soft fur, smiling contentedly.HLGHhuUWbBmLnMHIoyVOCQTXrrJfAG
GTqDUBNVKKPfqOkOn the way back, Ren Yi called Gong Yingxian, “Hey, Dr. Gong, are you at the sub-bureau?”ByAaaKUqyOnyKDOVpocDibUfuNWigx
fsCkdjgeRMwUhQt“I am. What’s up?”YNieqchZzHnDtZeVclQhFrfjQFjKpy
KcnQXNkcyBNByho“Of course, you’re working overtime. I just happened to be nearby and have something I want to show you.”kaTCVwSFEaEXTcpEpPEZGeVkEVLhbs
ALTYWQYcyhAMAin“Alright, come on over.”PCqJYCfLqBdyPYhwfQKIZYzCyVVIVF
PPNeuEntHXyEDmdWhen he arrived at the sub-bureau, the female officers in the lobby started teasing him as soon as they spotted him. “Captain Ren, why are you always stopping by our precinct every few days? Thinking about a career change?”enKESZnxXidufGFFHSmSCHBpQvlzzv
qUlYfqNxFXMSPwYRen Yi chuckled, “You got me! With so many beauties here, unlike our squad, I’m definitely scouting the area.”wTfxDuTYhdiFOVdpTlIruWnYHWnjij
IizvmxroUGYOguAHe found Gong Yingxian hunched over a desk, deep in research. It was nearly 9 PM, yet half of the workstations were still occupied, and everyone seemed busy.hgMQrztVMbSoIWLLKDAaTfOjMrGNPa
IrtXmbykLviJbUARen Yi waved at Gong Yingxian with a smile.YSSehiPJFvrEEpUiZGKJqmVrTjGPDm
GuivDlhlVeFGoinGong Yingxian, holding a thick stack of documents in one hand, said, “Just in time. I’ll take you to the cybercrime unit. We’ve made some new discoveries.” He strode over, looking hurried.BvpQqUJgXvWxatGwOuNjkNIatLIKCj
pqBmAXwQhdRJTWIRen Yi followed him, “Wait a sec, I’ve got something I want to show you.”cjgEkQtiXREPVzhyYDOgkYrdqlzpfg
TpMLoNjsLudecuh“What is it?”RePGjWWhppNofTPLOVfNvFAqCtWvVf
osLsZLaECPhJYzaRen Yi glanced around, opened the door to a nearby office, and pulled Gong Yingxian inside.YvwyYhVFbdfqjpSUICPjpOaxuUOmUz
TXnIxbONrnGVgnaGong Yingxian frowned as he looked at Ren Yi’s hand, which was casually gripping his arm. He felt a bit uncomfortable, though not in the usual way he felt when others touched him—there was no rejection, no disgust. Instead… he realized he didn’t mind it so much, and this abnormality made him uneasy.ckaQmNNAHQgeKOsWdezIYUBwdCDzAg
FtJDDsyONeplKqtMaybe, just as Ren Yi said, he really was slowly getting used to this person.qqwgfxwXXKaXZZYphLCEMNfPgGmDUt
WJLYHsWNinfZskpRen Yi closed the office door, his expression showing a hint of excitement. With a mysterious air, he reached into the large pocket of his tactical uniform and pulled out something furry.vCWTIUVjarARIBNaQAmscNBbsmxDqT
KEcOdGFUsMjrAdSBlack fur, golden eyes—an adorably soft and lively kitten.DKoyPowSdjzYhPjovyDvCJWoxArnOc
tGcyvsLEBqLcCarGong Yingxian raised an eyebrow, stepping back a bit.obsprnYmhMyEfzPDEMrncCGbxbsSbU
RZoOgQTMParUoZd“What? Are you afraid of cats?”HXgCctuWkqzPhUchPocpfjuPoEGNHN
nfMSbDpXKmUhvDG“No.”nyQNvTWCoqcgWBPRIGqDYRnsPeMEGM
ItfPHsrxFePHKLO“Then why are you backing away?”LUkZLwTPPtfUbTOWUMnsjxYzrOEsVD
FQBLytflkisJJSS“It’s dirty,” Gong Yingxian paused, “and cats have a higher body temperature than humans.”vTTQCSZptwhctooSfPyHyvnniZWTKE
XYMenPGbqZIsZDlRen Yi shrugged. “It’s been fully disinfected, it’s pretty clean. And we rescued this little one from the fire together. Don’t you want to hold it?”lEXxOmtqCYFKhRlPqOjAYyufbMpEuw
cyBNeiAlYUbNhDK“No, thanks.”DAYXHrVLXymhbjtKkNnnvIdmrkQIDm
dEsXyyvdgPyzbex“Then just pet it?” Ren Yi gently poked the kitten’s soft belly with his finger. “It’s so soft, like it doesn’t have any bones.”JMGDaNQmxyIHkEVNDXDpMvAnZTKPLA
SHqCxagrkhDPZSBThe kitten let out a soft “meow,” staring at Gong Yingxian without blinking.GyLypfIxwwGwPecwYODCocYDlSHXtH
VoRQprWJRjMJfdJGong Yingxian hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.TNhhKLvxrSngmubTZTaVVjGpgTaSYO
nDbtctcdtrQSvYy“Just pet it! It won’t burn you,” Ren Yi said, holding the kitten closer to him. “Besides, you’re wearing gloves, what are you afraid of?”ilCQExshbSDBJkRtqdfkutvLENHDMl
vsNnRAgSwzJADEUWith a slight frown, Gong Yingxian extended his hand and tentatively stroked the kitten’s belly.hIUShnMemmpsLcgUpmRapyrtLchbVY
aZhhKxOwCcYixVuIt’s actually this soft…UpMeONAHeHLheSzkSDpnqDyCyczWvl
DumrGlsXJrViyjsRen Yi grinned. “Soft, right? You know, you don’t like being around people, and you don’t even have a pet. Don’t you ever feel lonely?”fgZPcBvjVFQNNXoumYJZpDdcTkVDmQ
FEtSKCQkYOBDrOa“I have a pet.”TXNbqoFzvBFWDLbWPUmSQGQllDogDI
jwILwwDzpuudScE“Really?” Ren Yi looked surprised. “You actually keep a pet? What kind? A dog?”uppQXrNPErErmmSTSuGeIBAwnIEQdq
FENRIuzRsFpIFOH“Want to see?” Gong Yingxian locked eyes with Ren Yi.SNKSfPTXtHlmJyHgUFyamZiRFkQwZW
AxsiIGjTTgJDnwaRen Yi’s eyes lit up. “Sure! Where can I see it?”DsCgiuLSdvTWxyybUnnfFNXRZDrTZS
YQvMwQANeRDjbCJ“You showed me your pet, so I’ll show you mine.” Gong Yingxian spoke casually. “You could come by this weekend. Uncle Sheng’s been wanting to cook for you.”qoWNuGykAeHvAhUmdyeIdyeJijJSLi
vHQDbONwMWidksPRen Yi’s heart leaped with joy. “You—are you inviting me over for dinner?”rgYnjYWvfPwOVaxhVqqgDvPSgrpyui
yVLEGeuDUXUWHgM“Yeah, Uncle Sheng’s been mentioning it several times.” Gong Yingxian’s gaze shifted slightly. “And besides… friends should eat together, as you’ve said yourself.”rFLLLdkEwZlxyKkjEFNAohUueVmEyv
PmBAjhItdvZGPaS“Great, then this Saturday!” Ren Yi quickly agreed.fUhHvSbXxEiApeRlNljwHTNsoQWvKS
lrHZcwGPJnAoVFXGong Yingxian glanced at the kitten. “Are you planning to keep it?”UluoUCmEsSEDYrUPqrtpgnXofvjhsu
xeRWcaSFzAXVivx“Yeah, I could either keep it at the squad or at my place.” Ren Yi had rescued small animals before, but he had never thought about raising one. However, this kitten, saved from the fire with Gong Yingxian, felt special to him. He wanted to keep it close.HlQZUqFzUdgLvROEgFUlVxiuEVsmjq
PwavMAXxZIDwbLe“Have you named it yet?”SJwuguWOyJTmXKEBlRXdtKttIiYuPh
olqjYlQdhyeYlwoRen Yi glanced at the kitten and grinned, “How about this?”ZiLBEIuxSySMkxIbgrbWJzrucCcEOL
GMRzpGSvURODdkp“What?”iAVpOaeiVZWPnUMmuSSCHsvBOFJdLg
ZoTbXwjCMMHQKDxRen Yi walked over to the conference room’s whiteboard, grabbed a marker, and wrote down two characters: “涷涷.”UdqZeNYQTmvumeDfzhKDOChLaDNulg
wdoWGEmsmDexQFcGong Yingxian chuckled, “Where’d you find such obscure characters?”edsTOYEbISSkfOaJpXOdCyYMLWrjEW
sacpTKYveUISfPT“This is my gaming name. See, I’ve got four fires in my name, and this one has four waters—perfect for tempering my fire.”erAoAEGFqQLKqKYQhxTvhIXHLbtupy
jvkZHrieDQvwVOiGong Yingxian walked over as well, took the marker, and wrote down “淼淼” instead, saying, “Completely dousing the fire isn’t always a good thing.”NPKOPReTnqGMEBOPQlOLIaiIooOqLw
EVGZvyxWdpMLRFCRen Yi laughed, looking at Gong Yingxian. “You said you hated my name. Honestly, I don’t want all that fire either. If it weren’t such a hassle, I would’ve changed it already. I mean, I’m a firefighter with four ‘fire’ characters in my name—talk about bad luck.”DWvfXygOzpwMvPprSShfjpayPBrTSp
kZMQptgAvvZuqXI“I told you, your fire is the ‘attacking’ kind of fire.” Gong Yingxian gazed into Ren Yi’s eyes. “And besides, it’s that fire that keeps us alive.”siIEGkfehrPKyLolzMxxMQNDlqofkU
LJlQSEZMHLRtElb“What do you mean?”PvqgJTfOqhspgCvPJoYywkxqKXoTdA
viuQENhunaqvYtt“Fire is spirit, emotion, and soul. In the five elements, the heart corresponds to fire. From phrases like ‘the flame of life,’ ‘burning out,’ or ‘rising from the ashes,’ you can see how fire symbolizes life.”BLoBZahPoZgswWvTDtXeaYoFXjhiRz
hDJxqSFCcmFqMkURen Yi paused. “Captain Qiu once said that you’ve studied fire.”rcgXUXYGFNuLMBjgkfqbaLXuEotcAG
QDKVzOEkSUjZnRj“I wouldn’t call it study, but I’ve looked into fire culture. It helped me overcome my fear of fire to some extent.”dimyUlgrVjCgNdHymXYvwopWaZbDMR
dYuzlJKZqCLLVCB“And what did you learn?”HCjHMqtiCXVBbLDzzOXUTvEiWTLCsk
CTSliluWurPzHQbGong Yingxian was silent for a moment before responding, “You’ve heard the phrase, ‘Heaven and Earth are not benevolent, treating all things as straw dogs,’ right?”zicDjTQijlXFblorQAVBpAkZeQXUaE
QuoQdKWSomUzkCoRen Yi smiled bitterly. “In my line of work, I couldn’t understand that more deeply.”YPRPaExlrDghgiGavdMyARzpMhWUkL
shoERZwNzDQWCXdGong Yingxian shook his head. “People often interpret it to mean that Heaven and Earth are ruthless and trample on all things, but that’s not quite right. The ‘not benevolent’ part means that Heaven and Earth act without will, without favor. The will of Heaven and Earth is that there is no will. They simply follow the natural order—sunrise, sunset, sunlight, rain, cold, and heat—never changing. Heaven and Earth don’t bend to the will of living beings, and the fate of all things isn’t something to blame on them.”RNzSJTcOwdRNySFNvKwrvWSrqsdFMc
tYQYGoUiOmsRlgnRen Yi was a little confused.DiJsxdpOyKTwxCmOvWlzxMRIMFBWpo
RXavSNyRzAJyqsNGong Yingxian sighed lightly, “Fire is the essence of Heaven and Earth. It, too, has no will, no good or evil. What’s truly terrifying is not fire itself, but the way it’s used—especially how humans use it.”mTgmcMNQmrtxNJcfbRlrMyCslSObqB
ExdpTdtTlPpZslnRen Yi spoke solemnly, “You can understand all of that, yet you’re still afraid of fire.”aAqdThEWmTpeKCrUjXmTbQYtZOJMvB
ORCgCvYpBPDmDKL“I’m working on overcoming it.”UsnuQKDzTfpHJzjGBbQFqGKsooUrkd
SVwSnKKSxzHDuOr“You know, everyone’s afraid of something. You don’t have to push yourself to be completely fearless. No one can be completely without fear.” Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian quietly and said softly, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.”rGlKZMMTJVjJteXZgZwMgGXxtUGRaI
SRQOtKimtnsCrUuGong Yingxian froze.GrnmHWmDoIyuDzDpfJvVmRPZecpNcl
LMrLfrCCDpjPAwZAll his life, his fear of fire had caused him both pain and shame. It was a fear he’d always wanted to conquer but had never been able to fully overcome.ZJUnbEvNpSzNqwNfhhELScMUEgXdod
vXtmIwumELrxXcNYet Ren Yi told him, “There’s nothing wrong with being afraid of fire.” That sentence felt like a warm, comforting hand smoothing out the creases in his mind. Even if just a little, it allowed him to breathe easier, even if only for a moment, in the face of his fear of fire.CaMYcGTBIurYDIXNQweXNQPNlOIKNb
YoNuwUqaSuvCjIlRen Yi tapped the whiteboard and grinned. “Alright, we’ll go with ‘淼淼.’ I’ll leave one fire, just like you said.”xXFjFySsKJeZDuhjDgnhLgIbQUuzLo
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