Chapter 61
Ren Yi had no choice but to brace himself and follow Gong Yingxian downstairs.jgmHBYrqPZojaEGVeIrMwHsbOZWiiq
tMCqUWQWdSLDQYlIn the northern winter night, the temperature was already approaching freezing. Qi Xiao, wearing only a leather jacket and jeans, looked thin and fragile. His eyes were red, he reeked of alcohol, and his hair was disheveled, drooping lifelessly.seONOKYeCapfejVZnjFsFdCOKtWNMb
mggDNIPwjhUYyVeWhen Liu Hui saw Ren Yi, he said, “Captain Ren, he says he’s looking for you.”RxAIgBedRURbUzCDKmcJMxIzVSKMew
YPtzPZtKkUjXySP“Yes, he’s my friend. You can head back to the dorm.”NfjUJhXMznKsSylHjknNKSsptmwNec
eyGXVqVCbdEGOhhQi Xiao raised his hand, waved weakly at Ren Yi, and gave a pitiful smile that looked worse than crying. “Hey.”tOIymtiRzhcvzQEhhzKayMpzBYrhvm
riJsWDsuRdWWjRURen Yi walked over to him, frowning. “What’s wrong? What happened?” Seeing Qi Xiao in this state, he was genuinely worried.AWyzVqvdZiCMbQYDcdrhetHtbxLmQj
nunwyjOjcnkvXyFGong Yingxian stood there with his hands in his pockets, staring at Qi Xiao expressionlessly.NHTrXvKaNCSrXkAjVrXNsdsqPFuAwC
LYDDdzQUZHmLCCw“I ran away from the set…” Qi Xiao forced out a couple of chuckles, his voice choking. “Being a minor actor is fucking miserable.”dDZzYAAOZXFBvbpDbhmAbiaJDGVtGg
jqLEsFdlcsdDKhARen Yi sighed softly. “Come inside. It’s too cold out here.”JmHfdzPKzyqCArjcAFpMTvnJmcMurF
MKHeUsHxjivoPKBQi Xiao took two steps forward, then suddenly stumbled and lurched forward. Ren Yi, quick on his feet, caught him.HyYeSfrVXLudnFSYwafHrHcOtWFveN
tQsCRJkhojYCguGGong Yingxian pressed his lips together slightly. Though his expression didn’t change, the veins on his forehead bulged slightly.HtDWGMpYXYrWhXFjDypDVnThSmKSmL
WhhwAXlNIHryTvIQi Xiao simply hung onto Ren Yi, whining softly, “Bro, will you carry me?”ZSgZVFqtfvKEFWbjVkDLLYnRJtePmq
KiLbDbYMJkOiwVYRen Yi glanced at Gong Yingxian out of the corner of his eye. Even though Gong Yingxian hadn’t said a word, Ren Yi could feel the displeasure radiating from him. He whispered, “Qi Xiao, this is my workplace. If anyone sees us, it won’t look good. Let me help you walk.”umqLDMbRLjOtEITavMprUNgUzrxJvC
dIdhlaerifebeTBQi Xiao nodded. He seemed to have just noticed Gong Yingxian and let out a surprised “Ah.” “You’re that, that doctor.”FaTDRVetsECHTMaimTncQAQTpHtWRC
reerFAQNyyWMKItGong Yingxian remained silent, his gaze ice-cold.YNlDSLrUkKeUJYvZlGosTtYnDNCIac
aJUSzoRNXzVzfQBQi Xiao, too drunk to notice Gong Yingxian’s attitude, mumbled, “Aren’t you… a cop?”KdbdKwjudffHsiMFjOXSMCEUTEsjSx
LmMuXTumGcLKqNuAs Ren Yi helped Qi Xiao walk inside, he explained, “I’m assisting him with a case.”AbEVBBHYvVkvPnNDhSRWmmwModhIJr
vHjexowimROdnzyGong Yingxian followed behind, his face still cold.TyuWRVDtMBocUnIQsfLIBQAzrDFOtP
FoHfhXjJscZhSXZQi Xiao kept rambling, “You’d definitely make it big as an actor, just… don’t sign with my shitty company.”SoyeAUQZyZNBEKVnFYGyjQKtNymJxg
MMSSQAmptdTBhHP“Alright, enough talking for now. Let’s get you inside to rest.” Ren Yi didn’t take Qi Xiao to his own dorm but instead brought him to a temporary guest room for visiting family.DOHITYKMBVDHzegdVVdEoYhpUQmoAu
FXfFhBpFipWPJuDRen Yi laid Qi Xiao on the bed. “I’ll get you some water.”dnAEJBVRoMdlUEHiySZQbRULuXigwD
UBfnchLmbOQtRbQ“No need.” Qi Xiao grabbed Ren Yi’s hand. “I don’t want water. I want more alcohol.”sJvKHqerlsKXEvouTJkHkGMfXrcGHg
oYBmtYGekDulXHs“You can’t drink anymore, especially not in my unit.”ZQEpTATJZgrBtdNXJiQhcYxjgnNiyJ
YDyZMXbtaILbZXIGong Yingxian’s eyes locked onto Qi Xiao’s hand clutching Ren Yi’s, and a surge of anger flared up within him. This filthy, drunken mess—how dare he touch something Gong Yingxian intended to claim! He spoke in a low voice, “Ren Yi.”YbrNlSCjnanEhXObGedFsFEWMErRmy
PSGRNLMjuJKAmtK“Hm?” Ren Yi turned to look at him.WwziwgAHyVZacVAnYKYlAwmQwSRokR
fNMUwVGlJwPrFbtFor a moment, Gong Yingxian didn’t know what to say; he just wanted the two of them to be as far apart as possible. After holding it in for a while, he finally shouted, “Aren’t you going to get the water?!”RAfyOwovTurhJTKyVUfNlPjbarULoK
bYASrrEQdBLJHwd“Oh.” Ren Yi quickly stood up and poured a glass of water for Qi Xiao. “Here, drink some water to sober up.”azXQHoqqCCUOzkOWGvaEyOXFQiFdLS
JQuJScgPCOWWeLLBut Qi Xiao didn’t take the water. Instead, his lips quivered, and tears began to roll down his face.ivlgJJoTikYbnHXSXQqlkkHzvnoUMz
ZNvvoqageEjeLET“Don’t cry.” Ren Yi hurriedly tried to comfort him. “Whatever’s bothering you, just tell me. Are you having a hard time at the set?” He took out a tissue to wipe Qi Xiao’s tears.TCIcRUZMsdgHRnCDqClfDTnYVGJUlw
rMOHqqScwdQHEFYGong Yingxian suddenly kicked a nearby chair.ahHjCosBsXXkimEjqkRUxlMQJBJDYS
lqmGqQSAJJjVCfxThe loud screech of the metal legs scraping against the floor startled Ren Yi, who turned around to look at Gong Yingxian. Gong Yingxian, sulking, averted his gaze, fists clenched tightly.MqoZNNeDZvfrwNZvAfMfuCrkKfjXqT
NKGSFMjnEhngQXWQi Xiao started to ramble about how his scenes had been cut, how he was being suppressed, and how his company didn’t care about him or offer him any good opportunities. The more he talked, the more wronged and upset he felt.USQZGtvRYSeNMHXbcKmrNlbwbJzNdR
iWXEoApHQldLsktRen Yi comforted him softly. When they first met, Qi Xiao hadn’t even turned 20 yet. Over the years, Ren Yi had watched him struggle in the entertainment industry, going through a lot of hardship. Unfortunately, effort didn’t always bring the rewards one hoped for.sEzUqCGqpYuCjGEskcaxYpIFDKsZas
XwGUjLdGVhoufOgAfter crying for a while, Qi Xiao was clearly getting tired. His voice grew softer, and his eyelids began to droop. Ren Yi patted his head gently and whispered, “Get some sleep.”eFdwdAOdLLPWwEfYpSZRrynBuoAbcT
dKFcArgnazovEXYQi Xiao murmured, “Stay with me.” His gaze toward Ren Yi was filled with dependence.MsOobqtKvJYlKeSkyHZglOhvaRqcKb
wKPoPDfgaSFAQRSRen Yi’s heart raced with anxiety, not sure if Gong Yingxian had heard him. He bent down and whispered, “Don’t make a fuss. This is my squadron.”SyjGUxgebMPEOmasGUMYvhDxdlquXy
SiBgwliWKmexHkBThough Qi Xiao had been drinking, he wasn’t completely out of it. He still had some sense of propriety, so he nodded in disappointment.sbOrjIorybdUSqtGqmDxhnQrFiDZWZ
LKGIUMsyAvGtTQEWatching Ren Yi lean close to whisper to Qi Xiao, Gong Yingxian was practically seething with jealousy. His eyes blazed with anger.zpNckjPbOPcFXtEYehfaEKDgRZgdDy
cXGcihmyqELiqfURen Yi tucked the blanket over Qi Xiao. “Get some rest. Once you wake up, all the bad stuff will be in the past. Tomorrow, everything will be better.”ZTpgqKkdAziWtCzZNrsIdodxNukZcZ
lhYJsLHgjLMnBFUQi Xiao forced a faint smile.bJhzPrhSiBMbhKAOmfgNOPsCZrDuzk
oAXtmgqzDJURWviRen Yi got up and quietly left the room.iiDboWkAeqkoxyawxWAMznQUbyoADr
obIlLFDAhTDvnxmAs soon as the door closed, Gong Yingxian snapped, “Put your hand out.” His tone was sharp and full of irritation.EuvgaClCcuCiSMPxAQeiyDrYgfCmZn
IlAPRtCipTLmeZY“Huh?” Ren Yi looked at him, confused.dbeYssuSxcunPnzMyyzfAKQHavxpDp
fozzpgeBcFcIRcV“Put it out,” Gong Yingxian demanded, glaring at Ren Yi with a thin veil of anger on his face.AJdzPtWaFHLFVzQPkDQaLItuQTAhWK
mNwTLwOLUDJRETUStill confused, Ren Yi extended his hand.gxEiuqjmPXniDzqesLCDQXzlhcVupx
XIfegUPekdNfQQOGong Yingxian pulled a bottle of disinfectant from his pocket, angrily pressing down on the nozzle. He doused Ren Yi’s hands with alcohol and then proceeded to spray his entire body.xUjBkqcfeUfdrvouCHIqokkWFtsebV
BAQCMPWLdCxLYasRen Yi closed his eyes, silently cursing Gong Yingxian in his mind as the sharp smell of alcohol filled the air.hXzywKbbTovilmTadRLJSYKSPXMFKb
ZaTAHyvrNMCiCksAfter thoroughly disinfecting him, Gong Yingxian still hadn’t cooled down. “Is that guy inside brainless? His career’s a mess, and he thinks running to you will help?”KjcAchhJbqXfwuXmbNtgnnutVlWAhJ
RiqphgqMmpFbcigRen Yi sighed helplessly, “He just wanted someone to talk to, to vent a bit.”KReAXiCQHXkDaqvSictbxQDqoCtdRd
oSuGqKdDGSAlNVS“Why does it have to be you?”ZkQbRItbxulXcAxmIFCghnumrasohb
tiEcNBqnhJfQQUv“We’re friends.”uYSrDUFBYwEUrBYTsEuuyCNyxUSxyX
fYmdMsAkKQvuTJsGong Yingxian’s face turned from pale to flushed with anger. “He’s filthy and stinks, why would you want to be friends with someone like that?”pCmlFNgNXggzcPjPQFYxxuZXrpzysx
zDmVixcjjDsyrtnRen Yi frowned. The image of Qi Xiao’s swollen, flushed face came to mind. Qi Xiao was usually cheerful and far from fragile, never one to shed tears easily. For him to break down in front of Ren Yi—this was a first. No man would willingly show such a defeated side unless they were truly in pain. Gong Yingxian’s words made Ren Yi uncomfortable. He held back his frustration and explained patiently, “He’s not like that normally. You’ve met him before. Everyone has rough patches.”jlCZWVtPCSymopDpARaBPSrvwMWPwX
vYlDkuycrgZTAXqGong Yingxian hadn’t expected Ren Yi to defend Qi Xiao and was livid. “Then go be with him!” he spat, turning to leave.LRAJVewuyUhzmdyncGYYjSJcmgGBjX
nGUkTHBAGSSUSpp“Hey!” Ren Yi quickly chased after him, grabbing Gong Yingxian’s arm. “Why are you—”dfrtiHJWOVuSwjQFmmlJqLkTnFeOmX
HbcshiRutwUplTIGong Yingxian yanked his arm away. “Don’t touch me.”pyxqiDpScXhnnsrwDLkEuPzAQDBqWU
XXIGVYvQscNAeOxRen Yi froze. At first, Gong Yingxian had treated him with this same coldness, which he found both annoying and amusing. But now, being rejected like this again stung deeply. He forced a smile, teasing, “Hey, you’re not jealous, are you?”HCuyAzCKxzMecFSkBlLSermzwYBGib
wrxGkaPGAvSZfuIThis only made Gong Yingxian even more embarrassed and furious. “I just feel disgusted.”xntWZBdPsUgihVftHmXOQMzkZPsRPC
fhECYXbSRLERpXVThe words stabbed at Ren Yi’s heart. He was both angry and hurt. He liked Gong Yingxian, but there were times he couldn’t stand Gong Yingxian’s selfishness and stubbornness. He couldn’t stop his mind from wandering, wondering what Gong Yingxian would think if he knew the truth about his relationship with Qi Xiao. If he knew what was really in Ren Yi’s heart, would his face twist in even more disgust and contempt?qYNzBHdgxzjdeMpCsWeYTeYyrvBMBM
bWjYUpKPtUZcpJmThe thought made Ren Yi’s chest tighten, and he took a deep breath, his voice low. “You should go home and get some rest.”vsaTeTNJbhhybZAaKsaurcJyZJVVyA
gpEncpOSpgTLUBYGong Yingxian clenched his fists and walked away.npRLsfmFvNlBvIbrYMlMajsrgMlGXY
uUgEgqNsavhjUWYBack in the car, he sat in silence for a while. Suddenly, a flash of rage crossed his face, and he slammed the steering wheel hard. The car horn blared, piercing the stillness.fvxblKvyXbWeQORnWWHSPKUvAZAydA
SCUKwkiygZxKjuBWhy? Why did Ren Yi have to have friends other than him? If Ren Yi were his and his alone, no one else could touch him, occupy his time. But the reality was that he didn’t even have a good reason to demand Ren Yi stay away from that person.JzBTbGnQmuXzWkDpAfslmOJMTKWKws
KoSuzAudvbcxZeNHe wanted Ren Yi to belong to him. Only him. Only him!XDQLgpLvSnCAytQuDadosaCycbjdhV
LfvBBtPyGARBmCxAfter Gong Yingxian left, Ren Yi returned to his dorm. He looked at the leftover meal boxes on the table, untouched and messy, and let out a sigh of frustration.UPybZgpIOzrQNbHmfkdSdNCNEyJjDe
uuWGMOQOvoSPRhAIt had been a good night, or at least it could have been. Even just sitting in his dorm eating cold takeout together would have felt like a perfect date to him.JaIRQMOqHpDHvwVjdVwByqqPXZAFue
kVnQpSisqSOXYYZBut now it was all ruined.USYGLgktQpLLVOZeMgfOPylUtYOazC
uRsRwArrophUXPqHe didn’t blame Qi Xiao, though. When Qi Xiao came over, he really did reek of alcohol, and Ren Yi had to take care of him. That was probably why Gong Yingxian was so mad.IIVmhKatxFmNgYWXMkACpppNQCEVkC
bFAchspomuFCYuIHe didn’t want to fight with Gong Yingxian at all. He treasured these peaceful, everyday moments they spent together. But now Gong Yingxian was so upset, who knew how long it would be before he talked to him again.CjlJdSQoxICRoGJAqDMyridozcvQcI
DAidEoiddgsqgDQRen Yi threw himself onto the bed, closing his eyes in exhaustion, but his mind was restless, and he couldn’t sleep.ROfIirQmlyJDYZWerRfZJYawXsifju
qYdnOsiRSauuUCuIf only Gong Yingxian liked him the way he liked Gong Yingxian, then he might understand how Ren Yi was feeling right now.roQJrdxFBsWmcwKIMoWVATuoCgMmHO
AlZxzUcVOkfomon=====XYKDuuuohfUTfFjeavXkWsejANEKpt
qXoTAWatTPAHAbbThe next day, when Ren Yi woke up, Qi Xiao was already gone. Ren Yi had woken up at six, so Qi Xiao must have left in the middle of the night. Sure enough, there was a WeChat message from around 4 a.m.: “Bro, I rushed back to the set. Sorry for troubling you.”AUYBLWcucUzQHjbVfyffvXeFZVFxGg
OBihzbsmQyJpqYLRen Yi felt a little uneasy. He didn’t know how to comfort Qi Xiao, so he replied, “Everything will pass. Have faith in your future.”VrkmbJRWHypwlVrytStzllBrcSmeYy
aNYlASegKRVnlXJA moment later, Qi Xiao responded with a laughing emoji.nKfEBymxkAkEFEJgiClscGjpuuoLgZ
sWtuMAHHJroIDGpRen Yi closed the chat and stared at Gong Yingxian’s name, which he had pinned to the top of his messages. He sighed to himself.lBuEdlETObamSWYsQeLUiXXklPoBTO
JMzsUyLNThnfsNVLater that morning, after training, Gao Ge brought his wife and kids to the squad. He had been discharged from the hospital today, but he took a few extra days off to spend time with his family.gfbcKtJsRnEYQMtvrYtNsiyGUfrVPV
qQbYFQIMjQVyrjLRen Yi chuckled, “Why are you heading straight to the squad right after getting discharged?”BmDOOXgibJbpOUomTTIwaKItRkGRcS
DjksUPGTxMdpALV“The kid insisted on seeing the fire trucks,” Gao Ge said, patting his daughter’s head. “So, this is our first stop on the tour.”auSbzCbDMQtcWFgoWTApFDVjxCgSjH
zQZCjRqPJQPotPjCui Yisheng joked, “Vice Captain, I think you’re just here to mooch lunch—you’ve timed it perfectly.”HBMQoyNBgEIwKaoRjVsRLrPDkPITpo
YWBapTmwrQocGeY“You figured it out, huh?” Gao Ge laughed, cursing jokingly.zLEQpqthzDTBnFRNaQJURFLxgReNJv
RSDmqIXmBPdIqcFQu Yangbo took Gao Ge’s daughter from his arms. “Qingqing, how about Uncle takes you to see the big fire truck?”nPaPlFusOurBwQookholnasDMyWpVC
SrPtcuanPOQKMKYThe little girl asked seriously, “Can I drive the big fire truck?”ouZXoDOhUJkAWvYWIFWIOQEjNmzBpR
XGNhBROiMFHDVcZQu Yangbo smiled, “When you grow up, you’ll be able to.”dvKprahTDSHarPNAjPimWojJnkhFVS
wZdgHTjJIDntFVgHe then took Gao Ge’s wife and child to the garage for a tour.FxNIqRSndiFjFnJyTBrDitrRLcFmSS
WubMvfyTwnbtRTuRen Yi patted Gao Ge on the shoulder. “How’s the recovery going?”TKTIgbhSEVIYqxNEIIxNvCnTeBFZTj
KFrfdzPBxCmEgtj“I’m fine. Just a few days and I’m already out. Still gotta go back to the hospital to change the bandages though,” Gao Ge replied. “I heard you got burned too?”RhmZGuavGzXkDPzEReBBVYqebrhYyr
rSnehzQgNyJViRq“Just a bit on my neck,” Ren Yi said. “You should relax. Take my car, and drive your wife and daughter around to see the sights.”rGkuqidHRZzXIeniZxsWQgjlMfxVSp
FIDxHCZCmYbIbIF“No need, I’ll rent a car.”LRCYxVMQQkIAyzdXmxSTSZtqYZBQLS
XVmOqWWwnfUcofP“Stop it, after lunch I’ll get you the keys.”ElaqrVeKrHpDqCBcevfvrlfmemFDia
RQthRepsRWrOxNRAt that moment, Qu Yangbo came back from the garage and waved Ren Yi over.vFzRbeNGZBxqTbbJOZIyEbgvpdbZPM
wXChuvZiogAVsXvRen Yi walked up. “What’s up?”pYEKjbOdKrHOGBbiRcnFEjgrUyYmPq
YQCnhXrbhvYHxiz“This afternoon, head over to the squad and make a copy of all the files you wanted. While you’re at it, grab some extra ones—spread across different eras and types of incidents. Say it’s for case study teaching. I’ve arranged everything, just try not to let too many people notice.”PSDJSwYhcXeSKbnHfNyeMhGbIYfhOd
JTZOERTLfkoYzOwRen Yi threw his arm around Qu Yangbo’s neck. “Bo, you’re the best! Thanks, man.”OLqSOqDXdTTSdBYApYXSwDqYLYlxMz
hbaYRnRndOEdrcKQu Yangbo sighed. “I must’ve owed you in a past life. Now I’m stuck paying it off by serving you in this one.”EJxMzrmYgMYTTjVJdmcTbtWlldzXLG
spTsTsaKhoHvKZn“No doubt, you were definitely a heartless bastard who abandoned me in your last life.”TCeVuGqcHbmLjXFiFDAtUPmOhaInaI
aEQIuMVRxnYiUFt“Get lost.”LvJAQGkWCkQPHsHCSwoWuxXiSkpGqT
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I’m currently really enjoying this story. I wanted to say thank you for how quickly you’re getting the chapters out. But even more – while reading I marvel at how you are able to do such an amazing job of translating this very detailed, technical book so that a layman like me can understand. I am pretty proficient in second language (English is my first) and to think of how I would go about trying to do what you do…my mind boggles. Well done and much appreciation!
I really enjoy the slow burn. I have some saved from my wattpad thanks to some kind people, so this one will probably go a few chapters a day now.