Chapter 92
Ren Yi wished he could just disappear on the spot.yGoEkoOjokMiRxrfGBybUXaYBXapWu
nSOOJnSKBwEqFqdThis wasn’t the first time Gong Yingxian had said something shocking. In fact, he often uttered words that clashed starkly with his icy exterior, the kind that set people’s hearts and minds ablaze. Probably because Gong Yingxian didn’t give a damn about his social rating—whatever he wanted to say, he’d just say it and throw the burden onto others.TmVMREwPZRyFqbvBiuHEtItqqzPfdj
SbYqVpfDxkCbucnRen Yi felt a bitterness he couldn’t put into words. He hadn’t even figured out what to say right now.hOKqOLWkVpmLbwkWCRKxquCsoYCtjO
MqPsFUzlErPimajGong Yingxian, relentless, kept his gaze fixed on Ren Yi. “Why won’t you look at me? Do I make you uncomfortable?” He deliberately tugged at his bathrobe.uEehtbocVDHVjIdyTvzVmlbQaJVQni
ZrTcPbxBlDqAcqLInstinctively, Ren Yi took a step back. “What exactly are you trying to say?”UcFHjFXxIrwvMIMhaXTbePsaPlKQYI
KmbwVzEcllIlCvS“I’ve always been saying exactly what I want to say.” Gong Yingxian stared straight at Ren Yi, giving him no room to breathe. “Have you ever fantasized about it?”ZOHZRdrbvHjKUvvLmgDOaefXuUowST
gXJyTKWqtcSRTWYRen Yi flushed with anger. “What’s your purpose in asking this? Trying to humiliate me?”eAmyFjqSqVNmNUYeqlMyMlPTxcPzJW
WUsBnsuYKwouarZ“I have a right to know things that involve me. You’ve been hiding it from me all this time. Don’t you think you owe me some truth now?” Gong Yingxian narrowed his eyes slightly. “Stop lying to me.”HeinhrrUKgOHieUIKSfAEMZaJqijWK
zVSoOYKQyuBEULnAnnoyed, Ren Yi raked his fingers through his short, cropped hair, finding it hard to speak.BzIrzaUuMriOyTEikWFhURNTWYdDCz
zYMCTqqEitWrdfnTo say he hadn’t? In the world of adults, that kind of lie held zero credibility.ejbdkCTvcidHPFUffithMNMUUnmXvt
ZgwKICdhXiKXyaKTo say he had? He didn’t dare imagine how Gong Yingxian would react.gDQdmVTGwAMHgJdVACnxOJSSdhesKX
wNzCusAAprUgZYQSo Ren Yi did something rather cowardly—he decided to flee. “I don’t want to discuss this. You should rest.” With that, he strode toward the door.eKzjOirEKmvWHYkCXizNkwtzovZtdd
ZuVBdNKJlLsAxfrHis hand had just touched the doorknob when he felt a gust behind him. Suddenly, the door, which he’d barely opened, was slammed shut by a strong hand with a loud bang, sealing it firmly.NNpcoSjELGWKKBuBhsLBmmIKRsiVvC
zAGfcJroDZBPlgIRen Yi’s heart began to race. Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the hand pressing against the door beside him—a pale, slender hand with clean, rounded nails, the kind of hand that looked suited for elegant writing. Yet, in reality, its marksmanship was exceptional, its strength immense. He noticed that the knuckles on that hand were not as pronounced as a normal person’s, flattened from years of boxing training that had deformed the joints.XNKSFHUVNLRhwXLgUaSuSdHxiCypxd
qvIQqYOhlwPfrqnSometimes, when Gong Yingxian was angry, Ren Yi genuinely felt a bit intimidated—like now. He could feel Gong Yingxian’s presence right behind him, his warm breath grazing the back of his neck. Just from the fast, heavy breathing, Ren Yi could sense the depth of Gong Yingxian’s anger.yarKtcUPmspEtgKFPybysyVgzOutkj
tUrHKLaaRylZRVRSo he didn’t dare move an inch.JiLPDDmPOxgdCvRKbNnYUhDnBEdcWA
MlLqAkOZRmwxTiEGong Yingxian placed his other hand against the door, trapping Ren Yi between his arms and towering frame. Leaning close to Ren Yi’s ear, he whispered, “Trying to run?”qSuHMmsPXzNcGQumOKlfiWkSxivQKQ
WfiALsjTJuqazyWRen Yi’s heart skipped a beat.HNwUsjGKhalPWSjlnsasOolYgytHTw
okvIACXQCOhXFFE“Answer my question.”YBIklJtIJnYiQRwBZrMGjuehxcPLux
toYvSymJTRZWhSwRen Yi took a deep breath. “A normal man, when he sees a beautiful woman, might have certain thoughts—it’s just an instinctive reaction. It doesn’t mean he’ll act on it.”AjDBlkSrhRkKuKBoNWaARURAfdokek
QPVEzfniVIYQGfy“So that means you have.” From behind, Gong Yingxian watched Ren Yi’s ears flush red, feeling a light tickle in his heart, like a small paw brushing against it. He barely touched his lips to Ren Yi’s earlobe. “Turn around.”mHBcVacZVglvViaeqlhwFNTwLfhfdo
NAUnJdsjstPoZgnRen Yi was so nervous his palms were sweating.tSUBoEyIdivHlcPYiQiVxrqGLQEoRM
MjvmGoKcXSxsmXg“I said, turn around.” Gong Yingxian commanded, slowly enunciating each word.GcUPqsikIUGCgoDNLKdAnASdvWemLG
itFpMMSaUNvDNVFRen Yi closed his eyes briefly, resigning himself as he slowly turned. Even as he shifted his body, he tried his best to keep his distance, yet inevitably brushed against Gong Yingxian’s frame.HjZGTHPHaUboIbQfwqrjyjxkZAarqp
LFuXemKhReedYYSForcing himself to stay calm, Ren Yi mustered up the courage to meet Gong Yingxian’s gaze, though the depth in his eyes was unreadable.ywvttBUPtvBLnSkLsNtgtJTEcWjiKt
HQFEwgXzGmYKvpV“What kind of fantasies?” Gong Yingxian pressed on.WcluNphnyzQBgGJdtGaqWzAxAbHdDX
YQJYZIKZsNldbSxRen Yi felt his head was about to explode. He gritted his teeth. “I don’t remember!”vDcvxWUMdqexoAHjbhsuTPchavrKXZ
OwixMjvLsBWQoSQ“Were they like the ones you had with Qi Xiao?”aMuSRurpSWybdhMWkiIgnJtRmxaGow
RVnrzUDFGAHbNAn“I don’t know, I don’t remember…” Ren Yi felt utterly at a loss.uIkfrmBWaIbTEKebaFDuAMeAICBoVl
INbRHVZfJNgwwvA“Did you fantasize about me kissing you, holding you, or…”DWZndZvQXLPeEgdOGFTEJPpMpalBqU
fUqTbVcwLkIRoWW“Enough!” Ren Yi shot his hand out, trying to push Gong Yingxian away.FPocBaMTdTiiigfarpPEsFSscJeFXN
VrbVXHKSUnoLvWDGong Yingxian seized his wrist and pinned it against the door, his sharp gaze locking onto Ren Yi’s eyes, piercing like a predator’s. He spoke coldly, “Didn’t you say you had no feelings for me? How many more lies are you planning to tell?”. oARAOPPFzjUigRRfPZUstzehScNRAO
ZdzxdEiCdXfOpNx(Kipzi oh.. OH MY GOD IS IT FINALLY GOING TO HAPPEN!???)rxOvVhoYzictfXgzkXNCqlIVzlasft
TeBUUubmzhatFibRen Yi growled, “What exactly are you trying to prove, Gong Yingxian? That I’m some disgusting creep with filthy thoughts about you? I’ve already told you, it’s just instinct, instinct! You’re a man too—when you wake up hard in the morning, is it because you’re lusting after the air? Let me tell you, I don’t like you. I’ve always liked someone like Qi Xiao. You don’t have to worry about me having any improper thoughts about you, and you definitely don’t have to worry about me harassing you. Don’t you think you’re being a little too… too self-absorbed?”DJebCuKjjbTHEDLANADRxVFcVwuwAt
NMcKySfEzUbKEhTAfter shouting all of that in one breath, Ren Yi felt his entire heart trembling, his body cold, as though his blood had been drained in an instant. Even though he had thrown Gong Yingxian off balance, there was no satisfaction, no sense of victory in his heart. All he felt was sadness and self-mockery. He didn’t even know whether his desperate denial was for the sake of a friendship that had long ceased to exist or for the shred of dignity he still clung to in front of Gong Yingxian.EmhLSCyUiWLBjJQsYUBQjENuZghZAl
XQAcZAZxNuVBqLGWhat was he even after? What hope did he still hold on to? If his last line was merely for Gong Yingxian not to hate him, then after all he’d said, even that line was likely obliterated.KYinLiFLCskVAeDhZMFPioiaZtTzsb
evNAgOMRGXfHhNMGong Yingxian’s expression darkened visibly, his gaze turning ever colder, his demeanor fierce and ruthless. He spoke softly, “Fine, very well. I’m the one who’s been self-absorbed.” He practically spat out the words self-absorbed, each one feeling like a blade stabbing into his own heart.TakPsGMPkVCaXCiqaPCpROJlarGifY
oQwVjALkZABUKeYRen Yi took a sharp breath, regretting instantly. “I-I didn’t mean it like that, I…”GWybXerzNAcECLooCGgNLtepAtZZTv
xqgKmgTLLcYgjOj“I just wanted to make sure—to confirm that you didn’t have any improper thoughts about me.” Gong Yingxian’s eyes glinted with frost. “After all, you once said we were friends, yet you hid so much from me behind my back.”lXMIuSPuNgXqWvKSmKmzunFzwNRIDl
lRNwNfcGjYSXYtwRen Yi clenched his fists, his voice hoarse. “Then, can you be at ease now?”pYjwWrHAtSEwsEQTzSDhrBZxbdXBVt
NDmlWjMCZhBHmYR“I am.” Gong Yingxian’s expression shifted into a smile, but it was a smile that made Ren Yi’s skin crawl.LygTHNVxcBFnoAuWZMlAzeyIqiyYkS
BpEXovpujvCIrLv“Can you let me go now?” Ren Yi whispered. “Captain Qiu should be arriving soon. We have official business to attend to.”rwjkRltTFktQLvcEwqbgslMTGBzkye
ShkoCqaoDWofaPrBut Gong Yingxian didn’t release him. He leaned forward slightly, bringing his gaze level with Ren Yi’s. “I’m curious.”ERdxTKYhNwjMpecefEtlSrVfXeOJBY
yIINZMqBgLsYHYG“…Curious about what?”mNvxeycohaJHIQVeNApNqDgQUKXKzy
xrEwTidVsVSEEKJ“That thing. Most people say it feels good.”UuTnXKfRtiQEQKIRVKblUNKyvkdUMq
KZGPygXgJpaCTkgRen Yi caught his meaning immediately. “I thought you found it repulsive…”DwTqOActQCbgQzGufIIAKMDlzwoWZs
KAplLdftZDWwHWk“Why would I find sex repulsive? Sex is a means of reproduction, as natural as eating and sleeping—an instinct. It’s also an indispensable aspect of studying criminal psychology. It’s not sex I find repulsive, it’s people.”PItSdCgWAmRPMpGVilMEyDgBPaHMcC
LmrNDCmatsfdhZgNow Ren Yi was lost. He didn’t understand Gong Yingxian’s intentions behind these words.SlRalIMJEPBtZqSthVdMVrKcLVeaEA
RrbBTgqeOFszNig“Considering…” Gong Yingxian’s cold eyes bore into Ren Yi, his tone equally unyielding, “that you just happen to have a body I don’t find repulsive, I’d like to try it.”XbAHAvEFkiiHivETrwxScDCqcQzErB
nLOSbIBITkDLWDZRen Yi’s eyes widened, his mind blank with shock.yLtdRrfjRrzhOmMrorUUoHskQzynff
tdWaYvHEsqtRMmAWhat was Gong Yingxian saying? What was he even implying?!FqOzAFpRccxlzkrnesRssUAbqAuINb
uIpJUvmZlKMtTCR“What’s the matter? Haven’t you fantasized about it too?” Gong Yingxian sneered. “Did you think lying wouldn’t come with consequences? This is what you owe me.”DPTIusHBhcVYhHSQRxsMcTQhdouWgy
lCbCGjlqvMXObEDRen Yi’s voice shook. “You—you want…”ztHePWGjVhQeMCQJwIVSHAsLQAyVBZ
MRLHuToSKFcidfQ“You don’t like me, and I won’t ever like you. That simplifies things. I’m a man; I just want to know what it feels like.”IoWsMEFgMjVOPCFlExkNoncYHyNdyq
qDrjYPJqNxJHnysA sharp pain twisted in Ren Yi’s chest.AGEpRFPFYISOWXrMNwYAJjjlgaAWVt
liBNAdnhmFqHRoR(Omg he has to be screwing with him) CACZggJszhkAkvwmKvFMSDIyUegHbs
kjNkIgHoIdpxVrEIf Gong Yingxian had made such a request months ago, Ren Yi might have been thrilled. But now? No. When you truly love someone, the only belief worth holding onto is mutual understanding and connection. But Gong Yingxian would never love him.yUghCRQKyQOgdCIMMnDzPGHPTQdXOd
bmuPeOFmytOweaBWas it Ren Yi’s fault that Gong Yingxian had such thoughts? He recalled what Qiu Yan once said—had he, by maintaining their friendship, somehow given Gong Yingxian the wrong impression?PHUcTVZRimVBvkkcCmYGXJTwWhshfd
AuWsVTbgfWQLvUnWhat had he done? How had things spiraled into this mess?!oSuauSPWzezgVPPwFmBnHZvdTMlcIl
SecevynQwpyqrKxGong Yingxian’s eyes reddened, his vision of Ren Yi blurred, then sharpened, over and over, intensifying his headache. He was enraged, hurt, but he hid it all. His desire was consuming him; he wanted Ren Yi at any cost, even if Ren Yi had plainly said he didn’t love him. Yet he still craved him with a reckless intensity.umkiqhUkyLiJTBdoyLzuayFiCSCsWx
nwTkrwlbGTndoSzRen Yi nodded. “Fine.” He forced a casual smile, as if it didn’t matter. “What’s the issue? I’ll let you… try.”zSsLrgiThjGgPrYynGUfdhSoGPqEGF
kSkTTtvKEWslGivGong Yingxian’s expression remained cold. “You could flirt with others while you had a boyfriend. For you, it really isn’t a big deal.”YnwmYGXSgsaTrzRPmEIxSxXrBNNYne
eynbzVXgMyIHyGiRen Yi gave a bitter laugh, too exhausted to argue. “Welcome to the adult world.”nipPdASglsJCtnuOneZRevrYAFLNnF
KXmORcZQNxxGLCAGong Yingxian released him.IojSVAhcYFRniMtJgghTOpWWvwEmSY
SPpuZsmApXmVfKZRen Yi wiped his face, turned, and walked out the door.lfjFZkTdVHKPFysNkGqQYCZbhkzOhb
DjVNNINfGaNRbFmGong Yingxian stood there, frozen for a long time, then suddenly swung his fist, slamming it hard against the door.YjQGYnJmABpPPuMdxwqMLqVTgMZbxo
PNCKsgESxeMMYinA deep dent was left in the thick, solid wood, splinters scraping bloody marks across Gong Yingxian’s hand.UDuEzJORGRLnMHLjURUukyxhjQTxlq
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kiDKOseoraLUreRWhen Qiu Yan arrived, it was already late.EqzUtRdfUYPVRJLTgSNmvMocJhAbKe
ONJfVHYjFmrkwsmThe three gathered in the study, which was filled with evidence. Each wore a mask of calm.vuUEEXbQqyWxhpKHlPRsnQAOgErRel
hoWDVWXXEFfqyQpQiu Yan greeted Ren Yi with composure; Ren Yi exchanged a quiet, composed glance with Gong Yingxian. Even when he noticed the bandage on Gong Yingxian’s hand, he held back his usual concern.dOMExyYWwlhEeuZPxHvbGIoaUXnYnD
hbvYykoaQJdmnTMEverything seemed peaceful, but beneath the surface, who could see whose waters ran with hidden, turbulent currents?XcjxJuZDFeEUpZbWKKgnQnzlNrbLNw
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