Blazing Armor

Ren Yi washed his face and rinsed his mouth several times before finally cleaning the dry powder from his mouth and nose.ujtGOqLgqyGnfVYvHztTHaSKWBlmtB

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The dry powder is low in toxicity; ingesting a little wouldn’t hurt, but he still felt as if he had been poisoned, struggling to breathe, as if something was stuck in his throat, unable to swallow or spit it out, causing a headache.ZwztPaNZQgaXniKwKlcVCHtxEGmvMN

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He supported himself on the sink, staring at his wet face in the mirror, his limp hair sticking to his cheeks, just as listless as its owner.pCxqdjpAOTDxvFfgHPtGJzWpHQArVR

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His hair had grown long; it was time for a haircut.DcVEyRJYtkRhWqbOVryiygLXtJMckd

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Ren Yi thought to himself.hropNfsWwXCnJrxaXttKWVzDWZBVWU

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It seemed he hadn’t looked in the mirror seriously for a long time, and only now did he notice some changes in his appearance.kzcaZegaZbqiEqoFUhXDyJtveVQdAj

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When his dad saw him, the first thing he would probably say was, “Why have you lost weight again?” He had already prepared his response, but unexpectedly, his dad didn’t ask him, not even remembering who he was.sdGddwXetzJqUIoxysPmsNLTtmxaOE

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His dad had been sick for several years. He wasn’t unprepared for the psychological toll of losing control, but every time he saw him, it hurt all over again, without exception.ABUafAKlRJBqlQICJdbkNxBJMRYLVn

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In the mirror, another person appeared, gazing back at Ren Yi.TQtZKShEFVOeOfhkWnFTFDBvrLZyDe

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Gong Yingxian looked at him with concern and handed him a bottle of mineral water: “Are you feeling better? Do you need to go to the hospital for a stomach wash?”GHGnikyswpoXpXylGzzsUsZvziqBfF

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“It’s not that serious.” Ren Yi took the water and took a sip, “Where’s my dad?”vTAlIkKUhOWDSZeLzxzoxoZAjGnASt

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“He’s fine; the doctor gave him a little sedative.”oaLaydTxkpykNUdhbalCQqJPqXGJlx

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Ren Yi lowered his head, breathing slowly.rtxHQpIKeBAwnSXvSELlrJZMwXoXKm

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“I can provide Captain Ren with…”iuAVYCkemWgKhWsvMvPDKSKvLnCCYH

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“No need.” Ren Yi interrupted him, “Don’t say it.”ZRvuYGXuthBIkmbCkTIGcAzeLROKLz

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Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi’s weary face in the mirror, feeling heartbroken. He walked over and gently stroked Ren Yi’s spine with his large hand: “It’s too hard to take care of a patient alone; I really want to help you.”NKnUOYHudlLTbKhiEsCzGGvDGCdjWJ

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Ren Yi silently shook his head. Looking back, the time he felt the most relaxed and his dad felt the most comfortable was in Gong Yingxian’s private hospital, but he also knew that for both public and private reasons, he could no longer accept that.yhTuupKmWqwRGKRFmQzLKWqUUcWEWK

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What was hard? Everyone has their struggles in life; at least he still had his dad.zxqmmuWZRbYUGpsvEQQXdqOKoqrtcQ

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Ren Yi stood up, wanting to escape from Gong Yingxian, but was suddenly pulled into his embrace.mFutJqaunUndWpTIgfLNSOddcQyOhS

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The long-lost hug, the familiar broad chest, warm breath, and overwhelming strength made Ren Yi momentarily lose his senses. He should have refused, but he found that he really wanted a hug right now.skSGJpuGOuqnzJPGTcGpUbScAKQzGY

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Gong Yingxian’s voice was hoarse, “I really want to help you, want to solve all your worries, so you never have to be troubled by anything, but you never ask me for help, carrying everything by yourself. Why can’t you be an ordinary… ordinary person?”XEFIeOOwpKopaInTQLadYzklgSLMDl

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“…I am an ordinary person; ordinary people have to solve their own troubles.”SiZiNafUYRhSHPavjugWFFeOTSScdm

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“But I hope you can rely on me.”zjQXarbmUfDZDgynfXEfiCpLOlZdPT

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Ren Yi wanted to retort, “Can you be relied upon?” but he held back, sighing softly, “I need to go see my dad.”ESGoimDTIkJZkVninaIchFqtjJFxog

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Gong Yingxian reluctantly let go.ZFSkBZdWPLzPfFlayfjmEzJVXMTHky

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Ren Yi turned to leave, but Gong Yingxian grabbed him again: “Wait.” He carefully brushed the dry powder off Ren Yi’s hair with his hand.nJLmpNlxkpdLOpfLoXXYnqGPuNNjRa

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The two stood facing each other, their breaths mingling in the air, warm and ticklish. Gong Yingxian, whether intentionally or not, several times almost brushed his lips against Ren Yi’s nose.hGYWgceEXgIFJIjHfEfzKsbGmEWfTw

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In a daze, Ren Yi suddenly felt Gong Yingxian lower his head and kiss the small mole on the bridge of his nose.OTusWtijllPdQDOzfTLKhEktlBxkzv

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Logically, they had done all sorts of shameless things together, so it shouldn’t be that they were stirred by a restrained kiss, but Ren Yi couldn’t help but feel his heart race. He stepped back, crossing over Gong Yingxian as he left.EPWBCXoAnPYInbWQauAjAmHbxabNkr

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Gong Yingxian looked at his empty hands, feeling lost. It turned out that being able to embrace the person you want to embrace freely is a hard-won fortune.dBDgFKxAeWscfrZdCxTmMaonZFWgBV

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The doctor gave Ren Xiangrong a low dose of sedative; he didn’t fall asleep but calmed down from his restlessness and anxiety, lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, murmuring to himself.PCzqUkzflufrGNUqsPnrWdhUZURHDH

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Ren Yi sat at the head of the bed, silently watching his father, his eyes filled with melancholy, his mouth silent.JJKiGugXYDVDzqjxBsXfWAjmRghKKJ

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Gong Yingxian found a chair and sat beside Ren Yi, accompanying him in silence.SYZqDwPzNkXviaJEqnzKrTEAQDNCmf

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After a long time, Ren Yi spoke: “My dad was like me when he was young; everyone says we look alike—our appearance, temperament, experiences—all too similar.” Ren Yi said softly, “My dad used to be as healthy and strong as I am, always the first to rush into a fire to save people, never hesitating to risk his life. My dad has saved countless people in his lifetime, earning great merit, but when it was time for him to enjoy retirement, he fell ill, with no warning.”UbBaGqFAnLqRDLYkBnrRqTnChsZmFX

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Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yi, his heart aching.fWQLnRxGGLDQwBbKmuJyuwUMuUBeuk

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“My dad has imagined many times what he would do when he retired, where he would go on road trips, to see the places he never had the chance to visit while serving in the team. But… I just don’t understand why someone like my dad, who seems to have endless energy, is not treated kindly by fate. At that time, I had a lot of resentment.” As Ren Yi spoke, his voice choked slightly, “A person who seemed to have boundless energy was suddenly bound by illness, needing help just to go downstairs. He suffers much more than I do, but he has never complained in front of me. He always says… being able to retire in good health is already very fortunate.”EWyrPnKDUYyuUXisulGAUFXkFqhWYe

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Gong Yingxian gently comforted him: “The old captain has seen life and death; he’s more open-minded than you think.”GzYWyZbKQYKKzWNXTtwkwglBfEWcwQ

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Ren Yi held his father’s hand gently: “You know, this illness has a certain hereditary probability.”BzpaWzRVcEGHJcUJfLUKfqfZPUemzn

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Gong Yingxian immediately said, “Don’t worry; the probability is very low. There are now methods for early detection and prevention, and besides, the medical standards thirty years from now will be at another level.” He certainly knew that since he learned about Ren Xiangrong’s illness, he had been adjusting the hospital’s research focus. Previously, his hospital mainly targeted cardiovascular and cerebrovascular diseases, such as heart attacks, strokes, and other high mortality and disability rate diseases. Alzheimer’s was just one part of it. Starting this year, he increased the budget by an additional 30% and collaborated with top domestic and international universities, shifting half of the hospital’s resources toward this research topic. He would never let Ren Yi fall into such pain.QRXezkciCctgaHBiNomQDgkhnNULTU

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“I’m not worried about thirty years from now; I just… feel a bit uncomfortable today.” Ren Yi held Ren Xiangrong’s hand, which was covered in various scars—burns, scalds, bruises, chemical burns—rough and somewhat deformed. This was a pair of hands that had relied on life, a pair of hands laden with honor.zeVkSsCIartcoEfkgSlNMjHrHXUXgn

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Gong Yingxian reached out, placing his palm against Ren Yi’s warm cheek: “No matter what happens, I will always be by your side.”LaWrgkYjJcILZnDMJYFVUZNkEsPZoz

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Ren Yi was silent for a few seconds before speaking: “Yingxian, in my profession, the most feared thing is an unstable mind. If I can’t focus when going into battle, it can easily lead to accidents.”UmdavPJozDPwayvsZBvyGSVRBBRCkh

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Gong Yingxian realized what Ren Yi was about to say, and he knew it wouldn’t be what he wanted to hear, but he could only brace himself and listen.nuKltnnIxkmvOeDuIzgnjRvSdBSbyK

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“But right now, my mind is filled with you, with all our entanglements. One moment I think of your good side, the next I think of your bad side. I don’t want to hurt you, nor do I want you to hurt me. I don’t know how we should move forward, but you keep pushing closer.” Ren Yi’s expression and voice were very calm, like the surface of a still lake under the warm spring sun, undisturbed by the wind, brewing all winter just for this moment of quiet thaw, thus finding no wrinkles, “I said I hope to take a break for a while; it’s not avoidance. I really want… to calm down, but you keep appearing in front of me, and I can’t calm down.”DRnUYHsENeTFlZADahBKCvWLqHeqqa

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Gong Yingxian’s heart and lungs ached so much that he forgot or temporarily lost the ability to breathe. He stared blankly at Ren Yi, his eyes gradually becoming wet.ldcLngWseHcUiLOopYabfHqgNBKUkB

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“I’m about to go for full-time study, for half a year, to finish my master’s at the Armed Police University. This is the team’s arrangement and also my cooling-off period. I haven’t been given up; I’m already very content.” Ren Yi looked deep into Gong Yingxian’s eyes, “During this time, can we not meet for a while?”BfLhwUrpuBQhovbqDJzKyPSbWAcoLX

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Gong Yingxian’s tears hovered at the edge of his eyes, ready to fall but not falling.vlMErrjTrPPkegJMpVSTyptoYtAvkl

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That crystalline tear was like a dazzling light in the night, making it hard for Ren Yi to open his eyes. His heart ached so much that he didn’t know what to do, even wanting to take back every word he had just said, but he knew clearly that the barrier between him and Gong Yingxian had grown into a wall.MLxNRGRtZkLqIjvvNDEoJXzXxjZYEH

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In the past, he would have climbed over any mountain, but now he was afraid; he feared that after climbing one, there would be another, and all his efforts would be in vain.JpxVFrbghbLFUWvYHLQGXCRoHrIYjs

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Gong Yingxian trembled slightly and asked, “Is this what you want?”SrmCsopqrCzGJQEdGrexBDOJgEiBrA

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“This is what we need,” Ren Yi replied, “In terms of feelings, I am more mature than you. If I act impulsively without considering the consequences, it could lead to both of us being hurt.”TWQXZasoZHUfPVxjqemmFmRFPOQDuy

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Gong Yingxian endured the heart-wrenching pain and nodded with difficulty: “Okay.”gHqKmShmvsoFmNRYStagMdjyoRSelP

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Ren Yi turned his face away.ZKEZUZNatNKYLjvWAXNNwfAIXBeTXT

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“Then, can I message you?”QNafBTUcTyZUJQkANdPtbTtDvGziEz

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“…Mm.”KdIIsmgHHehvcgEVFFltgUbYTrUfts

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“When can I see you?”mFIBxucCGMOhhGTVhFgQlBfoFBmIPB

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“Wait until I’m ready to face you.”zQWGcDyKiuxCguyOTwxfGsPsKsdEhR

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Gong Yingxian wanted to dig deeper, to ask when exactly that would be, but he didn’t voice it.dXeBagRklxzqJLQbaRjKESacDZntpL

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Ren Yi hardened his heart and said, “You should go back. I want to keep vigil here tonight.”ivsbjJxsXzoPymDQJIYCRJwQxYSGXW

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Gong Yingxian slowly stood up, paused for a moment, then bent down and pressed a kiss on Ren Yi’s lips, whispering, “I like you, I love you, I would die for you without hesitation. Don’t give up on me.”oVdZZrbdCVKYUHHPdpxhHhEencyOmG

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Ren Yi unconsciously reached out his hand, seemingly wanting to grab Gong Yingxian’s clothes, but he quickly came to his senses and instead placed his palm against Gong Yingxian’s heart. This vibrant heart, is it only beating for itself at this moment?ZbbWzhaOOFUVFrhnwousQAIABwNKqY

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Ren Yi patted that heart: “Take care of yourself.”wwFbcBRLXxYjQJtrHqUZWthzSkQZRY

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Gong Yingxian left.hasOiDmNSUudRFGHmYHNZKXueLfrVx

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Listening to the sound of the door closing, Ren Yi’s tears suddenly burst forth.YboDtFryEgjjcQnQFwfzKQIJITsRDF

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He suddenly remembered the warning Qiu Yan had once given him.wBlebufsrdVBafPIVOIUCGxLimXULy

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Had he been an irresponsible “adult”?ibzANDqlVAbgxNYnKamyKLXbBwvYQU

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But that “child” was both naive and cruel.ocMdGgcBkxLHRQyJtwaSUIsxazJWWZ

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